Chapter 11 (2/2)

My memories are gradually returning, from who I am, where I came from and to what I really am. I cannot believe I’ve done all those things.

“And now when I return, the former you who don’t know how to love is finally in love.” She says with a smile.

“That long, I am trapped here for a very long time do you know it!” I shout at her.

“And it will be over.” She added.

“What do you mean?”

“You are free, you have learned, you are hurt because you loved.”

“Then I will be with Jessica?” I said happily.

The woman’s face become sad “..no Allen” she said sincerely.

“But why? You said..”

“You are supposed to be gone for a long time. How old are you? You are free but you should not be here. You are should be in heaven.” She said to me.

I laughed, “No, you are crazy, so unfair!” I shouted at her.

“There is a way, you can choose.” She said softly.

When she said that I immediately put my hands on both of her shoulder and said, “What is it? Tell me!”

“To be free and go to heaven or to be with her for a few hours but be trapped in the bed forever.”

I was stunned at what she said, so unfair, why is it like this? The fate is playing with me and its not funny. I will be free but I have to leave, or I will be with her for a moment and be imprisoned for a lifetime.

I have loved for the first time, I have become a different person because my memories returned, so what’s wrong if I choose to be with her? Give all of my best for the last!

“I want to be with her.” I said seriously.

The girl was surprised in my decision, she did not think that would be my answer. My mind is close now, you can call me mad and crazy for my decision. But I have decided. A lifetime imprisonment for a time to be with her? I am prepared.

“Are you sure at your decision?”

“I am sure!” I seriously said to her.

translated by: seiji

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