Part 27 (1/2)

”All right, Miss Sally. I'm serious.” The doctor composes a professional face. ”I know perfectly what you mean.” He waits for the next symptom.

”Now, mother never did wid, and never will wid, I hope. She hasn't got it in her bones.” And then Miss Sally stopped short, and a little extra flush got time to a.s.sert itself. But a moment after she rushed the position without a single casualty. ”I want to know what people say, when I'm not there, about who my father was, and why he and mother parted. And I'm sure you can tell me, and will. It's no use asking Tishy Wilson any more about it.” Observe the transparency of this young lady. She wasn't going to conceal that she had talked of it to Tishy Wilson--not she!

Dr. Vereker, usually reserved, but candid withal, becomes, under the infection of Sally's frankness, candid and unreserved.

”People haven't talked any nonsense to _me_; I never let them. But my mother has repeated to me things that have been said to her.... She doesn't like gossip, you know!” And the young man really believes what he says. Because his mother has been his religion--just consider!

”I know she doesn't.” Sally a.n.a.lyses the position, and decides on the fib in the twinkling of an eye. She is going to make a son break a promise to his mother, and she knows it. So she gives him this as a set-off. ”But people _will_ talk to her, of course! Shall I get _her_ to tell _me_?”

The doctor considers, then answers:

”I think, Miss Sally--unless you particularly wish the contrary--I would almost rather not. Mother believed the story all nonsense, and was very much concerned that people should repeat such silly tattle.

She would be very unhappy if she thought it had come to your ears through her repeating it in confidence to me.”

”Perhaps you would really rather not tell it, doctor.” Disappointment is on Sally's face.

”No. As you have asked me, I prefer to tell it. Only you won't speak to her at all, will you?”

”I really won't. You may trust me.”

”Well, then, it's really very little when all's said and done. Somebody told her--I won't say who it was--you don't mind?” Sally didn't--”told her that your father behaved very badly to your mother, and that he tried to get a divorce from her and failed, and that after that they parted by mutual consent, and he went away to New Zealand when you were quite a small baby.”

”Was that quite all?”

”That was all mother told me. I'm afraid I rather cut her short by saying I thought it was most likely all unfounded gossip. Was any of it true? But I've no right to ask questions....”

”Oh, Dr. Vereker--no! That wouldn't be fair. Of course, when you are asked to tell, you are allowed to ask. Every one always is. Besides, I don't mind a bit telling you all I know. Only you'll be surprised at my knowing so very little.”

And then Sally, with a clearness that did her credit, repeated all the information she had had--all that her mother had told her--what she had extracted from Colonel Lund with difficulty--and lastly, but as the merest untrustworthy hearsay, the story that had reached her through her friend Laet.i.tia. In fact, she went the length of discrediting it altogether, as ”Only Goody Wilson, when all was said and done.” The fact that her mother had told her so little never seemed to strike her as strange or to call for comment. It was right that it should be so, because it was in her mother's jurisdiction, and what she did or said was right. Cannot most of us recall things unquestioned in our youth that we have marvelled at our pa.s.sive acceptance of since? Sally's mother's silence about her father was ingrained in the nature of things, and she had never speculated about him so much as she had done since Professor Wilson's remark across the table had led to Laet.i.tia's tale about Major Roper and the tiger-shooting.

Sally's version of her mother's history was comforting to her hearer on one point: it contained no hint that the fugitive to Australia was not her father. Now, the fact is that the doctor, in repeating what his mother had said to him, had pa.s.sed over some speculations of hers about Sally's paternity. No wonder the two records confirmed each other, seeing that the point suppressed by the doctor had been studiously kept from Sally by all her informants. He, for his part, felt that the bargain did not include speculations of his mother's.

”Well, doctor?” Thus Sally, at the end of a very short pause for consideration. Vereker does not seem to need a longer one. ”You mean, Miss Sally, do I think people talk spitefully of Mrs. Nightingale--I suppose I must say Mrs. Fenwick now--behind her back? Isn't that the sort of question?” Sally, for response, looks a little short nod at the doctor, instead of words. He goes on: ”Well, then, I don't think they do. And I don't think you need fret about it. People will talk about the story of the quarrel and separation, of course, but it doesn't follow that anything will be said against either your father or mother.

Things of this sort happen every day, with fault on neither side.”

”You think it was just a row?”

”Most likely. The only thing that seems to me to tell against your father is what you said your mother said just now--something about having forgiven him for your sake.” Sally repeats her nod. ”Well, even that might be accounted for by supposing that he had been very hot-tempered and unjust and violent. He was quite a young chap, you see....”

”You mean like--like supposing Jeremiah were to go into a tantrum now and flare up--he does sometimes--and then they were both to miff off?”

”Something of that sort. Very likely they would have understood each other better if they had been a little older and wiser....”

”Like us?” says Sally, with perfect unconsciousness of one aspect of the remark. ”And then they might have gone on till now.” Regret that they did not do so is on her face, till she suddenly sees a new contingency. ”But then we shouldn't have had Jeremiah. I shouldn't have fancied that at all.” She doesn't really see why the doctor smiled at this, but adds a grave explanation: ”I mean, if I'd tried both, I might have preferred my step.” But there they were at Glenmoira Road, and must say good-bye till Brahms on Thursday.

Only, the doctor did (as a matter of history) walk down that road with Sally as far as the gate with Krakatoa Villa on it, and got home late for his mid-day Sunday dinner, and was told by his mother that he might have considered the servants. She herself was, meekly, out of it.

CHAPTER XVIII

OF A SWIMMING-BATH, ”ET PRaeTEREA EXIGUUM”