Chapter 664 (1/2)
Thinking back to her impeccable expression and demeanor just now, she had actually succeeded in deceiving him.
The fire seemed to engulf his entire body and he had already lost all sense of reason. The effects of the medicine, coupled with the fact that this woman was lying on the blanket, made it seem as if it was going to break the last nerve in his brain.
She knew that he could not resist it and that he would not have to endure it and just eat her up.
However, after a short period of joy, there would only be endless pain and despair.
Gu Ruochu watched as he struggled and went crazy. Finally, tears fell from her eyes and fell on the bed, appearing especially deep.
Those sleepless nights in the past, those nightmares that haunted her, she could not get rid of them.
He had thought that her heart had hardened into a stone. He never thought that she would cry like this. She felt that the pain he had caused her in the past could not be healed. She felt that since he had chosen to carry those burdens, he would never be able to keep her heart.
“I’m leaving. ”
Gu Ruochu pushed the man away with all her might. Perhaps it was because she wanted to leave that her heart was hurting more and more. It was so painful that her heart was throbbing. It was finally time to end.
“Why must you leave? Gu Ruochu, am I not treating you well now? ”
Gu Ruochu almost did not want to stay here anymore. She stopped in her tracks when she heard this She closed her fingers, “Huo Nanchen, I really don’t want you to appear in front of me anymore. Your responsibilities are too heavy. You have to take care of Cheng Xi, Yue Cheng, and Ning Tangxi. I hate being abandoned by you time and time again. I hate that you choose someone else time and time again. It’s as if all the reality is telling me how low my status is in your heart I hate this kind of torture and life. I hate it when you point a gun at me and treat me like a family member for the sake of someone else.”
She was really tired of repeating this over and over again.
No matter how absurd love is, hatred can still be intoxicating.
Every time she thought of the moment when Yi Chen was shot, she felt as if she was being sealed in a suffocating coffin.