Part 11 (2/2)
The other contained ”comforts,” tea and coffee and sugar in sealed tins, some rolls of tobacco, drugs and a few surgical instruments. All the equipment, in fact, necessary for an expedition of a dozen men for six months. Not a drop of liquor.
Perhaps that was why the girl was more overjoyed by the details of the find than the mariners.
Bompard openly expressed his mind.
”Not a bottle of wine or a drop of rum, swabs.”
”Well, you've got some tobacco,” said Cleo, ”and there's tea and coffee and cups and saucers, and a teapot--no coffeepot--well one can make coffee in anything--” She was running over the stores in her mind, standing, reviewing them with no thought of anything else and her soul filled with a joy and satisfaction absolutely new.
Blankets! Tea! Coffee! and clothes--even mens' clothes if it came to the worst. One might have fancied her to have fixed definitely in her mind that she was to spend a very long time on the sh.o.r.es of Kerguelen and to have accepted the terrible prospect with equanimity. It was not so. She was living in the moment, so entirely in the moment that these things were tremendous and vivid and compared with them Art, Music, Religion, Ambition, and the gauds of Civilization were as nothing.
This power to live in the moment is the form of strength that brings men through battles and women through adversity. It fells cities and builds them. On Kerguelen it is salvation. For, here to think of the future, unless in terms of material necessities, to dream, to brood, means death or madness.
But Bompard and La Touche, resting themselves after their labours, were not living in the moment nor in the past nor in the present, they were living in that strange sad land called the Might-Have-Been. They might have been in the way to a jolly booze by now if that fool who provisioned the cache had not forgotten the drink. They were thankful for nothing. They had food, they had clothes, they had tobacco. They were glad enough of the blankets, but even the thought of the blankets could not relieve their depression.
They were not drunkards, but the cache had given them hopes of drinks.
These hopes shattered they sat like discontented children who had been promised sweets and disappointed.
But this did not last long, the Hopeless is its own antidote and after half a pipe of tobacco their cheerfulness, such as it was, returned and they fell to discussing with the girl the best way of treating the stores.
Bompard, considering the difficulty of transporting the stuff to the caves, proposed that they should move their abode right up to the cache.
Cleo pointed out that there were no caves here, so, unless they moved the caves as well as their belongings, they would have nowhere to sleep in.
”I think the best thing we can do,” said she, ”is to take what we want and then cover up the rest till we want some more.”
”Put the stuff under the rocks again?” asked Bompard.
”Yes.”
”Mon Dieu!” said La Touche.
It was not what he said but the way he said it that angered the girl.
La Touche was a problem in her mind. She could understand Bompard but she could not quite understand La Touche. It seemed to her that he was one of those people who without much intelligence, yet, or perhaps because of that fact, make fine centres of rebellion. She could fancy him leading a mob to tear down something that vexed him, and everything seemed to vex him, at times.
But though she was not clear about La Touche she was quite clear about herself and she was determined to be his master. She felt instinctively that he was the leader of Bompard and that Bompard alone would have been a much better individual, in many respects.
”There is no use in saying 'Mon Dieu,'” said she, ”the thing has to be done. The gulls and the rabbits will ruin everything if we leave things about. Come, Bompard.”
Bompard rose up at the order and began to a.s.sist in sorting out the things they were to take back with them. Then La Touche, not to be out of the business and perhaps ashamed of himself, or of his position as an idler, joined in.
Had she given the order direct to him he might have revolted; she had conquered him for the moment none the less.
First they began to sort out the things to be kept for immediate use. A saucepan, three tin cups, three tin plates, knives and forks, the teapot and kettle, a canister of tea, sugar and salt. The canned stuff, including thirty cans of vegetables, Cleo left untouched. She determined to keep it in reserve and depend upon the cabbage plants, one of which Bompard had brought back yesterday.
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