Part 36 (1/2)
He opened and closed cupboards, ran a hand lovingly across the slate sink. ”Nice hardwood floors, high-speed access-you never told me what you do.”
Janie laughed. ”As little as possible. Here-”
She handed him a brandy snifter, let her finger trace the back of his wrist. ”You look like kind of an adventurous sort of guy.”
”Hey, big adventure, that's me.” He lifted his gla.s.s to her. ”What exactly did you have in mind? Big-game hunting?” ”Mmm. Maybe.”
It was more of a struggle this time, not for Geoff Lanning but for Janie. He lay complacently in his bonds, his stocky torso wriggling obediently when Janie commanded. Her head ached from the cheap wine at Bar Ganza; the long hairs above her eyes lay sleek against her skull, and did not move at all until she closed her eyes and, unbidden, the image of David Bierce's hand covering hers appeared. ”Try to get away,” she whispered.
”Whoa, Nellie,” Geoff Lanning gasped.
”Try to get away,” she repeated, her voice hoa.r.s.er.
”Oh.” The man whimpered softly. ”Jesus Christ, what-oh, my G.o.d, what-”
Quickly she bent and kissed his fingertips, saw where the leather cuff had bitten into his pudgy wrist. This time she was prepared when with a keening sound he began to twist upon the bed, his arms and legs shriveling and then coiling in upon themselves, his shaven head withdrawing into his tiny torso like a snail within its sh.e.l.l.
But she was not prepared for the creature that remained, its feathery antennae a trembling echo of her own, its extraordinarily elongated hind spurs nearly four inches long. ”Oh,”
she gasped.
She didn't dare touch it until it took to the air: the slender spurs fragile as icicles, scarlet, their saffron tips curling like Christmas ribbon, its large delicate wings saffron with slate-blue and scarlet eyespots, and spanning nearly six inches. A Madagascan moon moth, one of the loveliest and rarest silk moths, and almost impossible to find as an intact specimen.
”What do I do with you, what do I do?” she crooned as it spread its wings and lifted from the bed. It flew in short sweeping arcs; she scrambled to blow out the candles before it could get near them. She pulled on a bathrobe and left the lights off, closed the bedroom door and hurried into the kitchen, looking for a flashlight. She found nothing, but recalled Andrew telling her there was a large torch in the bas.e.m.e.nt.
She hadn't been down there since her initial tour of the flat. It was brightly lit, with long neat cabinets against both walls, a floor-to-ceiling wine rack filled with bottles of claret and vintage burgundy, compact washer and dryer, small refrigerator, buckets and brooms waiting for the cleaning lady's weekly visit. She found the flashlight sitting on top of therefrigerator, a container of extra batteries beside it. She switched it on and off a few times, then glanced down at the refrigerator and absently opened it.
Seeing all that wine had made her think the little refrigerator might be filled with beer.
Instead it held only a long plastic box, with a red lid and a red biohazard sticker on the side.
Janie put the flashlight down and stooped, carefully removing the box and setting it on the floor. A label with Andrew's neat architectural handwriting was on the top.
DR. ANDREW FILDERMAN.
ST. MARTIN'S HOSPICE.
”Huh,” she said, and opened it.
Inside there was a small red biohazard waste container and scores of plastic bags filled with disposable hypodermics, ampules, and suppositories. All contained morphine at varying dosages. Janie stared, marveling, then opened one of the bags. She shook half a dozen morphine ampules into her palm, carefully reclosed the bag, put it back into the box, and returned the box to the refrigerator. Then she grabbed the flashlight and ran upstairs.
It took her a while to capture the moon moth. First she had to find a killing jar large enough, and then she had to very carefully lure it inside, so that its frail wing spurs wouldn't be damaged. She did this by positioning the jar on its side and placing a gooseneck lamp directly behind it, so that the bare bulb shone through the gla.s.s. After about fifteen minutes, the moth landed on top of the jar, its tiny legs slipping as it struggled on the smooth curved surface.
Another few minutes and it had crawled inside, nestled on the wad of tissues Janie had set there, moist with ethyl alcohol. She screwed the lid on tightly, left the jar on its side, and waited for it to die.
Over the next week she acquired three more specimens. Papilio demetrius, a j.a.panese swallowtail with elegant orange eyespots on a velvety black ground; a scarce copper, not scarce at all, really, but with lovely pumpkin-colored wings; and Graphium agamemnon, a Malaysian species with vivid green spots and chrome-yellow strips on its somber brown wings. She'd ventured away from Camden Town, capturing the swallowtail in a private room in an SM club in Islington and the Graphium agamemnon in a parked car behind a noisy pub in Crouch End. The scarce copper came from a vacant lot near the Tottenham Court Road tube station very late one night, where the wreckage of a chain-link fence stood in for her bedposts. She found the morphine to be useful, although she had to wait until immediately after the man e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed before pressing the ampule against his throat, aiming for the carotid artery.
This way the b.u.t.terflies emerged already sedated, and in minutes died with no damage to their wings. Leftover clothing was easily disposed of, but she had to be more careful with wallets, stuffing them deep within rubbish bins, when she could, or burying them in her own trash bags and then watching as the waste trucks came by on their rounds.
In South Kensington she discovered an entomological supply store. There she bought more mounting supplies and inquired casually as to whether the owner might be interested in purchasing some specimens.
He shrugged. ”Depends. What you got?”
”Well, right now I have only one Argema mittrei.” Janie adjusted her gla.s.ses and glanced around the shop. A lot of morphos, an Atlas moth: nothing too unusual. ”But I might be getting another, in which case . . .””Moon moth, eh? How'd you come by that, I wonder?” The man raised his eyebrows, and Janie flushed. ”Don't worry, I'm not going to turn you in. Christ, I'd go out of business. Well, obviously I can't display those in the shop, but if you want to part with one, let me know. I'm always scouting for my customers.”
She began volunteering three days a week at the insect zoo. One Wednesday, the night after she'd gotten a gorgeous Urania kilns, its wings sadly damaged by rain, she arrived to see David Bierce reading that morning's Camden New Journal. He peered above the newspaper and frowned.
”You still going out alone at night?”
She froze, her mouth dry, turned, and hurried over to the coffee-maker. ”Why?” she said, fighting to keep her tone even.
”Because there's an article about some of the clubs around here. Apparently a few people have gone missing.”
”Really?” Janie got her coffee, wiping up a spill with the side of her hand. ”What happened?”
”n.o.body knows. Two blokes reported gone, family frantic, that sort of thing. Probably just runaways. Camden Town eats them alive, kids.” He handed the paper to Janie. ”Although one of them was last seen near Highbury Fields, some s.e.x club there.”
She scanned the article. There was no mention of any suspects. And no bodies had been found, although foul play was suspected. (”Ken would never have gone away without notifying us or his employer. . . .”) Anyone with any information was urged to contact the police.
”I don't go to s.e.x clubs,” Janie said flatly. ”Plus those are both guys.”
”Mmm.” David leaned back in his chair, regarding her coolly. ”You're the one hitting Hive your first weekend in London.”
”It's a dance club!” Janie retorted. She laughed, rolled the newspaper into a tube, and batted him gently on the shoulder. ”Don't worry. I'll be careful.”
David continued to stare at her, hazel eyes glittering. ”Who says it's you I'm worried about?”
She smiled, her mouth tight as she turned and began cleaning bottles in the sink.
It was a raw day, more late November than mid-May. Only two school groups were scheduled; otherwise the usual stream of visitors was reduced to a handful of elderly women who shook their heads over the c.o.c.kroaches and gave barely a glance to the b.u.t.terflies before shuffling on to another building. David Bierce paced restlessly through the lab on his way to clean the cages and make more complaints to the Operations Division. Janie cleaned and mounted two stag beetles, their spiny legs p.r.i.c.king her fingertips as she tried to force the pins through their glossy chestnut-colored sh.e.l.ls. Afterwards she busied herself with straightening the clutter of cabinets and drawers stuffed with requisition forms and microscopes, computer parts and dissection kits.
It was well past two when David reappeared, his anorak slick with rain, his hair tucked beneath the hood. ”Come on,” he announced, standing impatiently by the open door. ”Let's go to lunch.”
Janie looked up from the computer where she'd been updating a specimen list. ”I'm really not very hungry,” she said, giving him an apologetic smile. ”You go ahead.”
”Oh, for Christ's sake.” David let the door slam shut as he crossed to her, his sneakersleaving wet smears on the tiled floor. ”That can wait till tomorrow. Come on, there's not a f.u.c.king thing here that needs doing.”
”But-” She gazed up at him. The hood slid from his head; his gray-streaked hair hung loose to his shoulders, and the sheen of rain on his sharp cheekbones made him look carved from oiled wood. ”What if somebody comes?”
”A very nice docent named Mrs. Eleanor Feltwell is out there, even as we speak, in the unlikely event that we have a single visitor.”
He stooped so that his head was beside hers, scowling as he stared at the computer screen.
A lock of his hair fell to brush against her neck.
Beneath the wig her scalp burned, as though stung by tiny ants; she breathed in the warm acrid smell of his sweat and something else, a sharper scent, like crushed oak-mast or fresh-sawn wood. Above her brows the antennae suddenly quivered. Sweetness coated her tongue like burnt syrup. With a rush of panic she turned her head so he wouldn't see her face.
”I-I should finish this-”
”Oh, just f.u.c.k it, Jane! It's not like we're paying you. Come on, now, there's a good girl-”