Part 43 (1/2)

The Chinese medicines were not working.

Lydia's throat was closing in a wave of panic. He'd want the Chinese medicines. Not fanqui fanqui concoctions, she was certain of that. But when would they start to work? When? As each hour crawled past, his skin burned more. Hot and dry as desert sand. In the cold and lonely darkness, she wrapped both her hands around his forearm, just above the bandages on his wrist and she held on tight. concoctions, she was certain of that. But when would they start to work? When? As each hour crawled past, his skin burned more. Hot and dry as desert sand. In the cold and lonely darkness, she wrapped both her hands around his forearm, just above the bandages on his wrist and she held on tight.

She would not let him go.

Would not.

Dawn filtered through the curtains and a soft misty light slowly filled the room. It was cold. Lydia was wrapped in her coat and she kept the eiderdown, a pretty peach one that was glossy and new, tucked tight around the still figure on the bed. But she was appalled at her own ignorance. Should she light the gas fire that was in the room attached to one wall? Keep the air warm? And place the rubber hot-water bottle at his feet? Or was that all wrong? Maybe she should open the window to allow the icy air in to cool him from the outside.

Which?

She felt cold sweat on her own body and fought back the panic. She was tired, she told herself, too tired. That's what the Chinese man had said to Mr Theo. The herbalist. He said she looked as if her chi chi had drained away, and he insisted that she buy a mixture of herbs he concocted for her to drink like tea, but she was far more interested in what he prepared for Chang An Lo. For fever, burns, and infected wounds, she told Mr Theo, that's what she wanted, and he had translated her needs to the herbalist and then translated to her the instructions for use of the treatment. had drained away, and he insisted that she buy a mixture of herbs he concocted for her to drink like tea, but she was far more interested in what he prepared for Chang An Lo. For fever, burns, and infected wounds, she told Mr Theo, that's what she wanted, and he had translated her needs to the herbalist and then translated to her the instructions for use of the treatment.

Lydia had felt rea.s.sured the moment she walked into the herbalist's little shop. It smelled wonderful. Its shelves were crammed with gla.s.s jars of all shapes and sizes, some blue, some green, some a muddy brown, all full of herbs and leaves and other things Lydia could not even guess at but she had a crazy feeling there might be something like lizards' hearts or porcupine's gallbladder and rhino horn. Great ceramic bowls of seeds and dried flowers and sheets of tree bark stood on the floor and scented the shop with enticing aromas. But best of all was the herbalist himself. He positively gleamed with good health, with teeth so white Lydia found she could not look away from them.

She had handed Alfred's envelope of money over to Mr Theo for payment. It was more than enough, thank G.o.d. Or more accurately, thank Alfred. For this once she did genuinely thank him, a reluctant, grudging kind of thanks that surprised her. But she knew that without him, she wouldn't have found Chang because she couldn't have hired Liev.

Mr Theo said little. Just asked if it was all for that Chinese friend of hers.

'I'd rather not discuss it, if you don't mind.'

He shrugged, his tall frame loose and somehow disjointed, but he didn't seem to mind. She noticed he bought some preparations for himself too and at any other time she'd have been curious, especially after what she'd overheard on the stairs between him and Mr Mason. But her fear for Chang An Lo was all she had room for right now. So she sat. Watched Chang's face slowly materialise out of the darkness, each moment bringing another detail of it to her hungry gaze, and she was astonished at how familiar it was to her already. As if it were imprinted deep in her brain. The thickness of his eyelashes, the angle of his nose, the exact flare of his nostrils and curve of his ear. She could see them with her eyes shut.

Very gently while she sat in the chair she laid her head on the pillow next to his, her forehead resting against his hot cheekbone. Making a connection. She closed her eyes and asked herself why it was she cared so much, so much it hurt, but she couldn't come up with an answer.

'Tell me the symptoms.'

'Fever. A really high fever. Unconsciousness. Infected wounds and burns.'

'Overall health? I mean is the patient in good condition otherwise or one of the undernourished ma.s.s of the Chinese population of Junchow? It makes a big difference, you know.' Mrs Yeoman was twisting her thick white hair into a bun at the back of her head and sticking clips in it. Lydia had never seen her hair loose before, it was like liquid snow, but then she had never come calling this early before.

'He's very weak. And thin. Very thin.'

'I'll happily come and tend to him, you know, if he needs medical help. So tell me where . . .'

'No. Thanks, Mrs Yeoman, but no. He won't accept European help.'

'But he will accept yours?'

'No. I'm just giving the medicines to his family.'

'Lydia, my dear, it does my heart good to see you so concerned for the poor people of this country. We are all G.o.d's children, yet so many Westerners treat the Chinese worse than dogs. It's shameful to see, especially when they . . .'

'Please, Mrs Yeoman. I need to hurry.'

'Forgive me, dear, you know how I prattle on. Here's the list for the chemist. Mr Hatton in Glebe Street is very good, always open with the lark, and he will give you first-cla.s.s advice if you mention my name.'

'Thank you. I'm sorry to disturb you so early.'

'Don't fret, child. Be good while your mother is away, won't you? Don't do anything she wouldn't like.'

'No, of course not. I'm going to write an essay on Paradise Lost Paradise Lost down at the library today.' down at the library today.'

'That's my girl. Your mother should be proud of you.'

'Ah, little sparrow, what you do back so soon? That stepfather throw you out already?'

'Mrs Zarya, h.e.l.lo. I just came over for some information from Mrs Yeoman.'

'Hah! And you rush off not even to say dobroiye utro dobroiye utro to your favourite teacher of Russian. to your favourite teacher of Russian. Nyet, nyet Nyet, nyet. I have baked fresh pirozhki pirozhki and you must taste.' and you must taste.'

'Spasibo, thank you. Another time. I promise. Must dash now. Sorry. Prast.i.tye menya Prast.i.tye menya.'

'Little sparrow, I want you come to party, a bal bal, with me. Big Russian party.'

At any other time she'd have jumped at the chance, but right now it was just an unwelcome intrusion.

'I'm too busy at the moment but thank you anyway.'

'Busy? Busy? Blin! Blin! What is this What is this too busy too busy? You must see how your people throw grand party. Everyone there, so . . .'

'I must leave now. Sorry. Enjoy the party.'

'Is at Countess Serova's villa.'

That raised her interest. At the Serov villa. She'd like to see how grandly Russian aristocracy lived.

'Really?'

'Da. Next week.' Next week.'

'I'll think about it.'