Part 34 (1/2)
'Please, would you do some translation for me? Only a few sentences. Into Chinese, I mean.'
It was the end of the school day and his head was thrumming. He could barely stop his limbs trembling and twitching, desperate to seek out the pipe and the paste and the little heated spoon, but first he had to steel himself for the ordeal of the parents-at-the-gate ritual. Fortunately the wind was keen and gusting through the yard, so the mothers and amahs amahs did not linger over picking up their offspring or stand around making aimless conversation. But now the Russian girl wanted something. What did she say? Translation? She was holding a piece of paper out to him, expecting him to take it. His fingers reached out and he saw her watching the way the tips jumped erratically around the paper before he grasped it. With an effort he read what was on it. There were four short sentences. did not linger over picking up their offspring or stand around making aimless conversation. But now the Russian girl wanted something. What did she say? Translation? She was holding a piece of paper out to him, expecting him to take it. His fingers reached out and he saw her watching the way the tips jumped erratically around the paper before he grasped it. With an effort he read what was on it. There were four short sentences.
1. Do you know someone called Do you know someone called . . . . . . ? ? 2. 2. Can you direct me to Can you direct me to . . . . . . ? ? 3. 3. Where is Where is . . . . . . ? ? 4. 4. Does he live/work here? Does he live/work here?
'Ah.' He smiled at her. 'The young Chinese. You're after him, aren't you?'
He was astonished by the girl's reaction. Her mouth fell open, her lips bleached bone white, and she seemed suddenly painfully young and as vulnerable as eggsh.e.l.l.
'How do you know?' she asked urgently. 'Where is he? Have you seen him? Is he well? Do you . . . ?'
'Slow down, Lydia.' Her hand was shaking worse than his. 'If we're talking about the same person, no, I don't know his name and I don't know where he is. But you needn't worry about him because when I saw him last he was under the protection of Feng Tu Hong, the big boss of the Chinese Council and of the Black Snakes, so he should . . .'
She swayed. He wasn't sure if it was shock or relief.
'When?' she breathed.
'When what?'
'When did you last see him?'
'Oh, some time back . . . I'm not quite sure when it was exactly. He was talking to Feng Tu Hong. About you.'
'Why me? What did he say?'
Theo was struck by her need. It reminded him of his own. As if she were bleeding inside.
'Lydia, dear girl, calm down. He asked Feng to tell his Snake brotherhood to leave you alone, though I have no idea what you did to get them so riled up in the first place.'
'What did this Feng say?'
'Well, Feng . . . ,' he hesitated, somehow unwilling to reveal too much of the sordid truth to this young girl, 'Feng agreed to do so, to leave you alone, I mean. Simple really.'
'Mr Theo, please don't treat me as a fool. I know how China works. What was the price?'
'You're right. He gave some information in return. About the troops arriving from Peking. That's all.'
Her skin had gone that awful sickly white of someone suffering from TB. Theo started to worry about her. 'I think you ought to sit down a minute and . . .' He put out a hand.
'No.' She pulled her arm away. 'I'm fine. Tell me what happened. '
'Nothing. They let him go. That's all there is to it.'
'So it's the grey bellies,' she whispered.
'Pardon?'
'The translation,' she said quickly. 'Of my sentences on the paper. You'll do it? Please.'
'Of course. By tomorrow.'
'Thank you.'
She hurried out of the gate, fighting against the ceaseless flow of rickshaws, and started to run, her hat flapping behind her in the wind.
Theo was sitting at his kitchen table. It was old and etched with character, the dark mahogany wood imprinted with the life of some unknown Chinese family. But right now the table held no interest for him. It was what was on on the table. He had set the items in a row. the table. He had set the items in a row.
A pipe, long and slender and made of finest carved ivory with blue metal decorations, was first. Normally he would admire its effortless elegance of line but not today. It wasn't quite like an ordinary pipe because there was no bowl at the far end, but an inch or so from the tip was a hole on top of the pipe and into the hole was screwed a small metal cup, shaped like a pigeon's egg, with a tight wooden cap held in place by a bra.s.s band. The cap was decorated in ivory with the Chinese character xi xi for happiness. for happiness.
Next to the pipe stood a small white jug. It contained water. Theo was having problems with it. The water kept appearing and disappearing like waves and when it disappeared, the inside of the ceramic jug became transparent instead of solid and he could see right though it to the little bra.s.s burner beside it on the table.
That wasn't possible.
The part of Theo's mind that was still holding on told him he was hallucinating. But his eyes told him otherwise.
Next to the burner was the dream bringer. It lay inside an ancient malachite box that dated back to the Chin dynasty. He lifted the lid and felt the familiar kick of antic.i.p.ation at the sight of the black paste. Using a bra.s.s spoon he scooped some out, about the size of a pea. His hands shook but he managed to pour a few drops of water from the jug into the spoon with the paste, unaware that he was spilling it all over the table as well, but lighting the wick of the spirit burner was harder. It kept moving. s.h.i.+fting position. He wrapped one hand tightly around its bra.s.s base to stop its antics and finally brought the lighter and wick together.
Now.
He held the spoon over the heat. Watched with impatience as the water evaporated and the paste turned to treacle. This was high-quality merchandise, he could tell, made from the poppy pods themselves, the Papaver somniferum Papaver somniferum, not from the dross of the stems or the leaves. That rubbish gave you nothing more than a mild heat in your blood and a violent desire to vomit. When it was ready he tipped the heated paste with painstaking care into the cup on top of the pipe and fitted the lid over it. He could feel his pulse knocking holes in his wrists.
He took a long draw on the pipe. His lungs filled with the pungent vapour, held it down deep inside, and his head started to uncoil, to flatten out all the pain into one long thin line that he could cut and let go. It was like a warm summer wind flowing through his veins, swirling out from the core of his body and into his limbs, cooling and soothing. Soft and sweet and relaxing. He took two more pulls on the pipe, breathed it deep into his mind and felt a smile of joy spread unbidden to his lips as he started to soar.
Dimly he was aware of Li Mei in the room. She floated toward him, her oval face more perfect than ever as she leaned close and placed a kiss on his lips. She tasted of moonlight. He could feel her behind him, fingers gently ma.s.saging the back of his neck.
'I relax you, Tiyo,' he heard her whisper. 'You do not need that black death.'
Then her hair tickled his cheek as she bent over him and her hot tears dropped onto his skin and felt like warm kisses.
'Li Mei, I love you with all my heart, my beloved,' he murmured, his eyes closing.
Her arms wrapped around him, hard and urgent, squeezing the breath from him. Very faintly he heard her voice, as if from a long way in the distance.
'Tiyo, oh my Tiyo, my father has you in his grip. Can't you see? It is his way of seeking revenge on you for leading me away into the fanqui fanqui world. You promised me, my Tiyo. That you would never let him lure you into the dragon's mouth. Tiyo, my love, Tiyo.' world. You promised me, my Tiyo. That you would never let him lure you into the dragon's mouth. Tiyo, my love, Tiyo.'
Somewhere far, far away Theo heard her scream his name. Dark dreams. Demon dark. Spiked with fire.
They swirled in Chang An Lo's head. So fierce and so relentless that he didn't know if he was awake or asleep. He was floating in blackness. Spinning. Spiralling upward. Then sinking and plunging into the thick slime at the bottom. It sucked at his skin and tried to slide into his mouth. The stench of it was suffocating.
He gasped for air and suddenly he was floating again with clean fresh air filling his lungs and pure cold water soothing his tongue, was.h.i.+ng away the filth. His eyes could make out fireflies. Dancing in the darkness that wrapped itself around him as cold as a shroud. He could see them, pinp.r.i.c.ks of fire. Moving and swaying. And he could smell the burning.
Scorched meat. Burnt flesh. Just as when he'd cooked the bullfrog on the fire for Lydia. Except this time it was his flesh. He remembered how her hair hung down as she reached for the skewered creature. Hair brighter than the flames.
He could feel her fox-spirit with him now, blunting the fine edge of pain that sliced into his bones and into his sinews with each breath. He could see her tongue, soft and pink, and feel her fingers moist on his raw skin. At times he heard screams and his brain didn't know if they were his or hers. But she was with him. So bright she filled his mind.