Part 147 (1/2)
Among the staff there was an old librarian who often came and asked Pelle if there were anything he could help him with. He was a little wizened man with gold spectacles and thin white hair and beard that gave a smiling expression to his pale face. He had spent his time among the stacks of books during the greater part of his life; the dust of the books had attacked his chest, and every minute his dry cough sounded through the room.
Librarian Brun was a bachelor and was said to be very rich. He was not particularly neat or careful in his dress, but there was something unspoiled about his person that made one think he could never have been subjected to the world's rough handling. In his writings he was a fanatical wors.h.i.+pper of the ego, and held up the law of conscience as the only one to which men should be subject. Personally he was reserved and shy, but something drew him to Pelle, who, he knew, had once been the soul in the raising of the ma.s.ses; and he followed with wonder and curiosity the development of the new working-man. Now and then he brought one of his essays to Pelle and asked him to read it. It often treated of the nature of personality, took as its starting-point the ego of some philosopher or other, or of such and such a religion, and attempted to get at the questions of the day. They conversed in whispers on the subject. The old, easily-approached philosopher, who was read by very few, cherished an unrequited affection for the general public, and listened eagerly to what a working-man might be able to make out of his ideas. Quiet and almost timid though his manner was, his views were strong, and he did not flinch from the thought of employing violent measures; but his att.i.tude toward the raising of the lower cla.s.ses was sceptical. ”They don't know how to read,” he said. ”The common people never touch a real book.” He had lived so long among books that he thought the truths of life were hidden away in them.
They gradually became well acquainted with one another. Brun was the last descendant of an old, decayed family, which had been rich for many generations. He despised money, and did not consider it to be one of the valuable things of life. Never having known want, he had few pretensions, and often denied himself to help others. It was said that he lived in a very Spartan fas.h.i.+on, and used a large proportion of his income for the relief of the poor. On many points he agreed with the lower cla.s.ses, not only theoretically but purely organically; and Pelle saw, to his amazement, that the dissolution of existing conditions could also take place from the upper grades of society. Perhaps the future was preparing itself at both extremities!
One day Brun carefully led the conversation on to Pelle's private affairs: he seemed to know something about them. ”Isn't there anything you want to start?” he asked. ”I should be so glad if you would allow me to help you.”
Pelle was not yet clear as to what was to be done about the future. ”At present,” he said, ”the whole thing is just a chaos to me.”
”But you must live! Will you do me the favor of taking a loan from me at any rate, while you're looking about you? Money is necessary to make one capable and free,” he continued, when Pelle refused it. ”It's a pity, but so it is. You don't _take_ what you want anyhow, so you must either get the money in the way that offers, or do without.”
”Then I'll do without,” said Pelle.
”It seems to me that's what you and yours have always done, and have you ever succeeded in heaping coals of fire on the head of society by it?
You set too high a value upon money; the common people have too great respect for the property of others. And upon my word it's true! The good old poor man could scarcely find it in his heart to put anything into his own miserable mouth; his wife was to have all the good pieces. So he is mourned as lost to our side; he was so easy to get wealth by. His progeny still go about with a good deal of it.”
”Money makes you dependent,” Pelle objected.
”Not always,” answered Brun, laughing. ”In my world people borrow and take on credit without a thought: the greater the debt, the better it is; they never treat a man worse than when they owe him money. On that point we are very much more emanc.i.p.ated than you are, indeed that's where the dividing line goes between the upper cla.s.ses and the common people. This fear of becoming indebted to any one, and carefulness to do two services in return for one, is all very nice and profitable in your own world; but it's what you'll be run down by in your relations to us.
We don't know it at all; how otherwise would those people get on who have to let themselves be helped from their cradle to their grave, and live exclusively upon services received?”
Pelle looked at him in bewilderment. ”Poor people have nothing but their sense of honor, and so they watch over it,” he said.
”And you've really never halted at this sense of honor that works so splendidly in our favor?” asked Brun in surprise. ”Just examine the existing morals, and you'll discover that they must have been invented by us--for your use. Yes, you're surprised to hear me say that, but then I'm a degenerate upper-cla.s.s man, one of those who fall outside the established order of things. I saw your amazement at my not having patted you on the shoulder and said: 'Poor but proud! Go on being so, young man!' But you mustn't draw too far-reaching conclusions from that; as I told you, I'm not that sort. Now mayn't I give you a helping hand?”
No, Pelle was quite determined he should not. Something had been shattered within him, and the knowledge made him restive.
”You're an obstinate plebeian,” said Brun, half vexed.
On his way home Pelle thought it all over. Of course he had always been quite aware that the whole thing resembled a gentleman's carriage, in which he and others like him had to be the horses; the laws and general arrangement were the reins and harness, which made them draw the carriage well. The only thing was that it was always denied from the other side; he was toiling at history and statistics in order to furnish incontrovertible proof of this. But here was some one who sat in the carriage himself, and gave evidence to the effect that it was right enough; and this was not a book, but a living man with whom he stood face to face. It gave an immense support to his belief.
There was need enough for it too, for at home things were going badly.
The letting of rooms was at a standstill, and Ellen was selling the furniture as fast as she could. ”It's all the same to me what the law is!” was her reply to Pelle's warnings. ”There surely can be no sense in our having to make the furniture-dealer a present of all we've paid upon it, just because he has a sc.r.a.p of paper against us. When the furniture's sold, he shall have the rest of what we owe him.”
He did not get the whole, however, for in the first place they had to live. The remainder of the debt hung like a threat over them; if he discovered that the furniture was sold, it might end badly for them.
”Remember I've been in prison before,” said Pelle.
”They surely can't punish you for what I've done?” said Ellen, looking at him in terror. ”Pelle, Pelle, what have I done! Why didn't I do what you told me!” For a time she collapsed, but then suddenly rose energetically, saying: ”Then we must get it paid at once. It's surely possible to find twenty krones (a guinea)!” And hastening up to their flat, she quickly returned in her hat and jacket.
”What are you going to do?” asked Pelle in amazement.
”What am I going to do? I'm going to 'Queen Theresa.' She _can_ get it! Don't be afraid!” she said, bending down and kissing him. She soon returned with the money. ”I may pay it back by _was.h.i.+ng_,” she said cheerfully.
So that matter was settled, and they would have been glad if the loan had been the same. It scarcely moved, however; the instalments ate themselves up in some wonderful way. Two or three times they had had to ask for a postponement, and each time the usurer added the amount of the instalment to the sum still owing; he called it punishment interest.
Pelle read seldom; he felt no wish to do so. He was out early and late looking for a job. He fetched and took back furniture in the town for the second-hand dealer, and did anything else that came to hand.
One evening Ellen came up with a newspaper cutting that ”Queen Theresa”
had sent her, an advertis.e.m.e.nt of a good, well-paid situation for a trustworthy man, who had been trained as a shoemaker. ”It's this morning's,” said Ellen anxiously, ”so I only hope it isn't too late. You must go out there at once.” She took out Pelle's Sunday clothes quickly, and helped him to make himself tidy. It was for a boot-factory in Borger Street. Pelle took the tram in order to get there quickly, but he had no great hopes of getting the place. The manufacturer was one of his most bitter opponents among the employers at the time when he was organizing the trade--a young master-shoemaker who had had the good sense to follow the development and take the leap over to manufacturer.