Part 111 (1/2)

”We shall soon find something for you,” said Pelle, ”and there are kind people, too. Perhaps some one will help you so that you can study.” He himself did not know just where that idea came from; he certainly had never seen such a case. The magical dreams of his childhood had been responsible for a whole cla.s.s of ideas, which were nourished by the anecdotes of poor boys in the reading-books. He was confronted by the impossible, and quite simply he reached out after the impossible.

Peter had no reading-books at his back. ”Kind people!” he cried scornfully--”they never have anything themselves, and I can't even read--how should I learn how to study? Karl can read; he taught himself from the signs in the streets while he was running his errands; and he can write as well. And Hanne has taught Marie a little. But all my life I've only been in the factory.” He stared bitterly into s.p.a.ce; it was melancholy to see how changed his face was--it had quite fallen in.

”Don't worry now,” said Pelle confidently: ”we shall soon find something.”

”Only spare me the poor-relief! Don't you go begging for me--that's all!” said Peter angrily. ”And, Pelle,” he whispered, so that no one in the room should hear, ”it really isn't nice here. Last night an old man lay there and died--close to me. He died of cancer, and they didn't even put a screen round him. All the time he lay there and stared at me! But in a few days I shall be able to go out. Then there'll be something to be paid--otherwise the business will come before the Poor Law guardians, and then they'll begin to snuff around--and I've told them fibs, Pelle!

Can't you come and get me out? Marie has money for the house-rent by her--you can take that.”

Pelle promised, and hurried back to his work. Ellen was at home; she was moving about and seemed astonished. Pelle confided the whole affair to her. ”Such a splendid fellow he is,” he said, almost crying. ”A little too solemn with all his work--and now he's a cripple! Only a child, and an invalided worker already--it's horrible to think of!”

Ellen went up to him and pulled his head against her shoulder; soothingly she stroked his hair. ”We must do something for him, Ellen,”

he said dully.

”You are so good, Pelle. You'd like to help everybody; but what can we do? We've paid away all our savings over my lying-in.”

”We must sell or p.a.w.n some of our things.”

She looked at him horrified. ”Pelle, our dear home! And there's nothing here but just what is absolutely necessary. And you who love our poor little belongings so! But if you mean that, why, of course! Only you are doing something for him already in sacrificing your time.”

After that he was silent. She several times referred to the matter again, as something that must be well deliberated, but he did not reply.

Her conversation hurt him--whether he replied to it or was silent.

In the afternoon he invented an errand in the city, and made his way to the factory. He made for the counting-house, and succeeded in seeing the manufacturer himself. The latter was quite upset by the occurrence, but pleaded in vindication that the accident was entirely the result of negligence. He advised Pelle to make a collection among the workers in the factory, and he opened it himself with a contribution of twenty kroner. He also held out the prospect that Peter, who was a reliable lad, might take a place as messenger and collector when he was well again.

Peter was much liked by his comrades; a nice little sum was collected.

Pelle paid his hospital dues, and there was so much left that he would be able to stay at home and rest with an easy mind until his hand was healed and he could take the place of messenger at the factory. The young invalid was in high spirits, knowing that his living was a.s.sured; he pa.s.sed the time in lounging about the town, wherever there was music to be heard, in order to learn fresh tunes. ”This is the first holiday I've had since I went to the factory,” he told Pelle.

He did not get the place as messenger--some one stole a march on him; but he received permission to go back to his old work! With the remains of his right hand he could hold the sheet of tin-plate on the table, while the left hand had to accustom itself to moving among the threatening knives. This only demanded time and a little extra watchfulness.

This accident was branded on Pelle's soul, and it aroused his slumbering resentment. Chance had given him the three orphans in the place of brothers and sisters, and he felt Peter's fate as keenly as if it had been his own. It was a scandal that young children should be forced to earn their living by work that endangered their lives, in order to keep the detested Poor Law guardians at bay. What sort of a social order was this? He felt a suffocating desire to strike out, to attack it.

The burden of Due's fate, aggravated by this fresh misfortune, was once more visible in his face; Ellen's gentle hand, could not smooth it away.

”Don't look so angry, now--you frighten the child so!” she would say, reaching him the boy. And Pelle would try to smile; but it was only a grim sort of smile.

He did not feel that it was necessary to allow Ellen to look into his bleeding soul; he conversed with her about indifferent things. At other times he sat gazing into the distance, peering watchfully at every sign; he was once more full of the feeling that he was appointed to some particular purpose. He was certain that tidings of some kind were on the way to him.

And then Shoemaker Petersen died, and he was again asked to take over the management of the Union.

”What do you say to that?” he asked Ellen, although his mind was irrevocably made up.

”You must know that yourself,” she replied reservedly. ”But if it gives you pleasure, why, of course!”

”I am not doing it to please myself,” said Pelle gloomily. ”I am not a woman!”

He regretted his words, and went over to Ellen and kissed her. She had tears in her eyes, and looked at him in astonishment.

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