Part 5 (1/2)
INVESTIGATIONS IN AMERICA, 1885-1886
In speaking of clairvoyance I shall again have recourse to my notes taken at the time of my American visit and on the spot.
I am quite convinced that where a life has been in any way eventful or at all marked, any fairly developed clairvoyant can in some way ”sense”
your mental and moral atmosphere.
In some three or four personal cases, the notes taken at the time of such visits, paid several thousands of miles apart, might almost be read as descriptive of the same interview, with different witnesses.
My travelling companion, who had led a very uneventful life, seemed to puzzle them much more. There was apparently nothing to lay hold of, and only a very shadowy, indistinct picture was given in consequence.
In my own case the colours were put on freely, firmly, and without the least hesitation, and in every single instance the sketch was remarkably truthful, and yet would not have described the life of one other woman in three or four hundred.
That there is a good deal of guesswork done even under the supposed influence of ”trance” is quite evident to me. I am not prepared to say that such trances were in no case genuine, but the remarks made during them were frequently of a tentative nature, and the slightest good ”hit”
was followed up with as much ingenuity as Sir Richard Owen displayed in putting together his skeleton from a single bone.
I was told some six or seven times that my mother (who died during my infancy) was my guardian spirit, and six times her name was given to me, with some difficulty in one or two cases, but invariably without the smallest guessing on the part of the clairvoyant or any hint from me.
One of my most successful interviews in New York was with a Mrs Parks of Philadelphia--a very pleasant, good-looking, healthy woman, quite unlike the usual cadaverous medium with whom one is more familiar.
Her terms being rather higher than those usually asked in America (where compet.i.tion has made mediums a cheap luxury), I demurred at first; upon which she said brightly: ”Well, don't come if you don't feel like paying that; but I never alter my prices. But I won't take your money if I don't give you satisfaction. Some get satisfaction from one person and some from another--you will soon see if I am telling you the truth about your friends, and I won't take a penny from you if you are dissatisfied.”
I left the house saying I would think it over, and Mrs Parks did not at all press me to come, and from my manner could hardly have expected to see me.
I had a most satisfactory interview with her next day.
After referring to my mother's presence, and giving her name without any hesitation, she gave me several messages with regard to character which were singularly appropriate, and finished up by saying: ”Your mother does not wish you to go to mediums or mix yourself too much up with such persons. It is not necessary for you to do so; she says you have enough mediumistic power for her to be able to communicate with you directly.”
I could not help saying: ”Well, Mrs Parks, you are going very much against your own interests in giving me this message. I am a perfect stranger to you in this city. I have told you that I am making some little stay here, and as you have given me so much satisfaction I might have been induced to come and see you several times again before leaving.”
She laughed, and answered: ”That is quite true; but I am an honest woman, and I am bound to give you the message that is given to me for you, even when it goes against my interest.”
Seeing her bright, pleasant home, with every trace of comfort about it, and having received personal proof that money alone was not her consideration, I could not help asking why she continued such an arduous life.
”Well,” she answered, ”the truth is that I do it now against my own wish. My husband has always objected to it more or less. He was afraid it might injure my health, and for two years I gave it up entirely.
But,” she added, ”the spirits would not leave me alone. It seemed as if I _had_ to come back to it, as if I were refusing to use the powers that had been given to me for the help and comfort of my fellow-creatures. I name a higher price than others, to limit my work and to keep away those who would only come from idle curiosity.” She also told me that sometimes she had to give orders beforehand that certain people should not be admitted on any pretext whatever. ”I can see their spirits round them before they reach the door very often, and I would not have such people, bringing such an atmosphere into my house--no, not if they gave me a hundred dollars for each sitting.”
I must mention one more incident connected with this period of my investigations, because it throws a strong light on some obscure problems.
Whilst consulting these clairvoyants, in widely different parts of America, two very near relatives of mine were almost invariably described, and the names--one male and one female--were generally given.
The mediums invariably went on to say that the female spirit was further on in development than the male spirit. Now there were circ.u.mstances which made this statement, viewed from this world's standpoint, not only absolutely mistaken, but almost ludicrously so. The woman's nature had been a far more faulty one--more impetuous, less balanced, and so forth.
The male spirit described had been a man of very exceptional character and spirituality, whilst on earth.
In spite of these facts the same ”mistake,” as I considered it, had consistently been made by every clairvoyant who described them; which, by-the-by, rules out telepathy as an explanation of these special experiences. It certainly seemed strange that after giving accurate descriptions of the two relatives referred to--names included--each clairvoyant should make exactly the same mistake upon so obvious a matter as the question involved.
Some months later, in the course of my travels, I found myself at Denver in Colorado. We stayed here, at first, one day only, to break our journey farther up into the Rocky Mountains. The previous day, when wandering about Colorado Springs, my friend and I had come across a lady doctor by chance; and having asked some trivial question, we were invited into her pretty little house, where we chatted for half-an-hour on various subjects--including spiritualism. We gave no account of our experiences, but simply mentioned the fact that we had some interest in the investigation.