Chapter 404 (1/2)
Xia Yu took Mi Ma into the room, pointed to all kinds of damaged things in the room, and told her the number one by one: ”Michi's lamp, Michi's desk, Michi's books, Michi's wardrobe. Which one is complete? Take a good look at it yourself ”
and then he took Mi Ma to Mi Mi Mi's room, pointed to the number of things, and finally opened one of Mi Mi's bedside cabinets, lowered her head to look at the things inside, and angrily said,” look, this is just a small puppet. It's a small puppet. It's made up over and over again. Mi Mi Mi just wants to be like a normal girl Her little doll is nothing more than this, but she has to carefully keep it and dare not take it out, because it will touch your fragile nerve ”
after MI Ma recognized Xia Yu, she did not go crazy again. She was watched by Xia Yu and scolded her head and face. She was also complex and listened without saying a word.
Mi Xi and Mi Mi follow behind, listening to Xia Yu's words, thinking of the hardships of these years, eyes are red.
Xia Yu took Mi Ma out of the living room and counted the things outside to her one by one. ”If you break it, two sisters make it up. If you break it, you make it up. In order not to hurt others, they also use their bodies to vent your dark psychology. Day after day, year after year, they live well in the orphanage. Why do you want to bring them back? After you killed your daughter, you are now killing two sisters. What's the difference between that and the wrong way you used to go? Even if you find your daughter, she won't recognize you, because you are not worthy of being her mother, because you can't take care of these two so sensible and good daughters. God is punishing you. ”
when Mi Ma said in Xia Yu, she began to whisper:” don't say more, don't talk about it... ” The more she said, the louder she became. When Xia Yu finished, she suddenly began to cry. She cried: ”don't say it again. It's all my fault. Don't say it again...”
Both Mi Xi and Mi Mi were in tears. They went to her mother and grabbed her arm. Michi said to Xia Yu, ”teacher Xia, don't say more...”
Xia Yu coldly looked at Mi Ma and saw her wail. She cried so much for nearly half an hour, and then she gradually stopped.
”Enough crying? Cry enough, I can tell you, I have a lot of relations, I can help you find out the whereabouts of your daughter, but if you are still the same as before, I will find your daughter, and I will not give it to you, because it is harmful to her. Moreover, I will take Michi and Mi Mi Mi away. They are not happy here. ”
Mi Mi and Mi Xi said in a hurry: ”we don't go, we're going to be with my mother”
Mimi sobbed and looked at Michi on the left and Mi Mi Mi on the right. Her tears even came down again, holding one in one hand and holding them tightly in her arms.
Xia Yu sighed: ”when I knew you made the scar behind the sisters, I really wanted to beat you, but I knew they would stop me What I want to say is that Yilianna is your daughter, and so are Michi and Mimi. If you just regard them as the substitutes of Elena and don't cherish them, even if they oppose, I will take them away by force. ”
”No” Mima suddenly raised her head and glared at Xia Yu.
Xia Yu glared back at her and hummed, ”if you don't want these things to happen, you don't want to act like a fool. I don't care if there is something wrong with your head. Anyway, I can't see it anymore. Either you can live a good life, don't add to your two daughters, or you can go to the sanatorium and have bad luck with three people. It's better to have your own bad luck. It's really annoying.”
Three people all hang their heads and don't speak. Xia Yu said faintly, ”it's no use calling me meddling. I'm in charge of this matter. You can answer my three questions now. Do you want to go to the sanatorium, do you want these two daughters, and do you want to find your own daughter?”
Mi Ma raised her head and suddenly said, ”can I talk to you alone?”
Xia Yu was slightly stunned, then nodded and said to MI Ximi: ”you two sisters go back to the room first. I'll talk to your mother for a few words. Then, Michi will help your sister deal with the wound.”
Two women are very obedient, obedient back to the room, Xiayu followed the MI Ma into her room, she also deliberately closed the door.
Xia Yu saw her sitting in her usual favorite seat, shivering to open the drawer, in the inside out of a box, Xia Yu saw her open to find that it was actually a cigarette box, and already very old. She took a cigarette, took a deep breath, and then looked at herself in the mirror.
Xia Yu leaned to the table and was not in a hurry. He knew that she must have something to say. All he needed was patience.
Sure enough, after waiting for a few minutes, MI Ma whispered, ”in fact, I lost my daughter.”
”What?” Xia Yu was stunned.
Mi Ma rubbed her hair with one hand, and said sadly, ”it's all my fault. I lost my daughter. I killed her father It's all my fault ”
Xia Yu frowned and said,” what's going on? ”
”At that time The original plan was to return that day, but I had to go back the next day for the sake of a word with her father. Although my daughter and her father opposed it, they could not help but stay with me. Unexpectedly, a civil war broke out the next day. The whole city was blockaded by the rebels and everyone was trapped in the city. The two of them advocated waiting in the hotel, but I couldn't stand the sound of guns coming from all over the place, and forced them to follow me to the airport. As a result, there was a firefight on the way. A large number of people were in chaos. We were scattered. My daughter and I were walking together, but her father was pushed away by the crowd She and I hid in a corner of a dilapidated house with a collapsed wall in the side lane with several local people. At that time, she and I met an officer of the government army. At that time, he was covered with blood, but he seemed to be seriously injured. He was already swaying along the way. He hoped that we could help us. We were hard to protect ourselves at that time, so we didn't care about it. So I didn't care Several people are the same, but I didn't expect that little Yi Lianna would step forward and let him hide behind the storage box in our corner. There was a sunken shadow there. Even if I didn't look closely, it would be difficult to find it. But I strongly opposed it, so I slapped her butt and scolded her for meddling. However, she stubbornly pushed away from me and helped the man hide in. ”It seems that the memory of this place made her feel very uncomfortable, and her breath also became heavy. ”When I wanted to scold her, the rebels rushed out. The leader looked like a person from our country. They also spoke Chinese to us. They asked us if we could see an officer. We were still frightened. However, Yi Lianna shook her head firmly and said no At that time, I was scared. In retrospect, it must be that my performance was so bad that they saw it. The man raised his gun and said, ”if we don't know what we're doing, we'll treat it as the enemy. They can shoot me directly. I'm so scared that I say,” I know. ” As a result, Yi Lianna yelled and threw herself on me, shouting not to say anything. In this way, they all knew that it must have something to do with us. Two soldiers rushed to pull her violently, but she still told me not to say anything. But I was too scared at that time, and finally pointed out the officer's hiding place. As a result They took the officers away, and they also took Yilianna. ”
At this point, she covered her face and began to cry, crying as she said: ”if I were brave, if I wasn't so cowardly, if I didn't go back early, if I didn't insist on leaving the hotel, her father would not die, and she would not be captured by the rebels. All blame me, I should die...”
Xia Yu sighed in his heart that if he was captured by the rebels, it would be really dangerous. What can't be done for those soldiers? But at this time, of course, we could not pour cold water on her, and pretended to be relaxed: ”is that it?”
Maybe she thought that Xia Yu's language was strange. She stopped to blame herself and shed tears. She took a look at Xia Yu. Then she continued: ”after the rebel victory, tourists can go back. I searched there for a whole week, but only found her father's body, but I couldn't find butterfly. When I came back, I didn't dare to tell all my relatives that the tragedy was caused by me. I could only cheat him They are because they met the rebellion and the army. Although everyone believes that, although everyone sympathizes with me, that kind of heartbreaking regret will tear my soul every night. Almost every night, I dream of them, and dream that they scold me, which makes me crazy... ”
Xia Yu said faintly: ”so you are really acting like a fool because you are afraid that everyone knows that they died because of your fault?”
”Yes It can't be said that it's totally true that when I see some lovely things, I feel very irritable and want to lose my temper when I think of my daughter. That's true. It's just that a lot of times I deliberately vent more badly I said these things for the first time and only told you Oh. Sometimes I feel too much, and I don't want to go on like this. However, the uncomfortable feeling always haunts me. At that time, I can't control myself. Only when I saw you last time, I felt that I had some hope. Although I didn't really think you were the God, I firmly believe that you are the man sent by God to save my lonely old woman... ”
Xia Yu said coldly, ”you are not a lonely old woman. You have two such good daughters. But I think they treat you as a mother, and you probably never treat them as daughters...”
”I'm sorry for them too...”
Xia Yu breathed: ”anyway, your mental problem is not big. It's lucky that you can communicate. I'm Xia Yu, head teacher of Mi Mi, and a friend of Mi Mi Mi. Their business is my business. I won't let people bully them, even their parents, so I don't care if you are really crazy, If you pretend to be crazy, they will suffer from you in the future, and I will be rude to you. ”
Mi Ma Ha ha, but her smile was a little bitter. ”It's good. They both have people who are really good to them. Don't worry. Since I'm willing to tell you these things, I want to change some things. Even if I can't control myself, I hope you can control them. But I hope you can help me keep this secret. ”