Chapter 264 (2/2)

If teacher Xia looks up at this time, can you see the starry sky? Can you see Orion like me?

I don't know why tonight. I think a lot.

That day, I learned that sister Xin was the girlfriend of teacher Xia. I didn't suddenly feel that the sky was falling down. I always thought that one day I would collapse when I heard this news. But I didn't expect that my reaction was so insipid that it didn't hurt, but it hurt. There was a strange feeling. I really don't know why. Is it because sister Xin doesn't make people jealous?

That night, I saw sister Sha get into teacher Xia's bed, and I heard their conversation

I envy sister Sha's daring and daring. I envy her for being able to do what she thinks is right. I even went to look at her, and I was so nervous that she didn't belong to me.

But I'm glad that I finally passed that day. Teacher Xia mistook me for sister Sha and held me in his arms. Although he knew that I was not the person he thought of at that time, I also felt very happy. I came back from that day and every night, I recalled the feeling of shrinking in teacher Xia's arms every night. My diary did not dare to mention this, and never mentioned it, Because I'm afraid I'll destroy the feeling of being immersed in honey water.

How I wish one day, I can be like sister Sha, get the chance to sleep all night in the arms of teacher Xia, then I will die happily.

I really like Miss Xia

One year, July 21.

Today, I walked around all day. I met a lot of people who didn't know me. They all gave me thumbs up praise. I could only smile at them. God knows how dry my smile is.It is said that sister Sha went back to her parents' home, but she did not adapt and fled back. In fact, I always envied sister Sha's freedom. No one cares about her. Later, I heard from teacher Xia that orphans without father and mother are also very poor. We are just like this. We don't cherish when we have them, regret when we lose them, and always envy others. We never know that when you admire others complaining about yourself, there may be another person admiring you 。

However, I don't want sister Sha to leave. With her in, I feel secure. Moreover, I think she should stay with teacher Xia. Even if her parents are officials, I don't think sister Sha will care. She only cares about what she thinks of her.

It's good to live so simply. I hope I can be so happy one day.

One year, July 24, heavy rain.

Nausea, vomiting and diarrhea.

My body is too poor, it is that the environment does not adapt to, even make such a scene, if teacher Xia saw, will laugh at me again No, teacher Xia will be very distressed, and then help me to cure, ha ha

My hands are so soft that I can't write any words. I've never seen my own ugly words, just like teacher Xia used to describe LecA - chicken picking excrement, ha ha

I always hear a lot of people say that when the body is weak, the mind is also particularly weak, and will always become much weaker than usual. However, I don't know why. On the contrary, I have nothing to do these days, and I have thought a lot about it. I just finally figured it out. Why didn't I feel so sad when I heard the news that teacher Xia had a girlfriend?

That's because I never thought of possession.. .。

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