Part 47 (1/2)
It was a point in the highway near which the road to Mellstock branched off from the homeward direction. By diverging to that village, as he had intended to do, Farfrae might probably delay his return by a couple of hours. It soon appeared that his intention was to do so still, the light swerving towards Cuckoo Lane, the by-road aforesaid. Farfrae's off gig-lamp flashed in Henchard's face. At the same time Farfrae discerned his late antagonist.
”Farfrae--Mr. Farfrae!” cried the breathless Henchard, holding up his hand.
Farfrae allowed the horse to turn several steps into the branch lane before he pulled up. He then drew rein, and said ”Yes?” over his shoulder, as one would towards a p.r.o.nounced enemy.
”Come back to Casterbridge at once!” Henchard said. ”There's something wrong at your house--requiring your return. I've run all the way here on purpose to tell ye.”
Farfrae was silent, and at his silence Henchard's soul sank within him.
Why had he not, before this, thought of what was only too obvious? He who, four hours earlier, had enticed Farfrae into a deadly wrestle stood now in the darkness of late night-time on a lonely road, inviting him to come a particular way, where an a.s.sailant might have confederates, instead of going his purposed way, where there might be a better opportunity of guarding himself from attack. Henchard could almost feel this view of things in course of pa.s.sage through Farfrae's mind.
”I have to go to Mellstock,” said Farfrae coldly, as he loosened his reins to move on.
”But,” implored Henchard, ”the matter is more serious than your business at Mellstock. It is--your wife! She is ill. I can tell you particulars as we go along.”
The very agitation and abruptness of Henchard increased Farfrae's suspicion that this was a ruse to decoy him on to the next wood, where might be effectually compa.s.sed what, from policy or want of nerve, Henchard had failed to do earlier in the day. He started the horse.
”I know what you think,” deprecated Henchard running after, almost bowed down with despair as he perceived the image of unscrupulous villainy that he a.s.sumed in his former friend's eyes. ”But I am not what you think!” he cried hoa.r.s.ely. ”Believe me, Farfrae; I have come entirely on your own and your wife's account. She is in danger. I know no more; and they want you to come. Your man has gone the other way in a mistake. O Farfrae! don't mistrust me--I am a wretched man; but my heart is true to you still!”
Farfrae, however, did distrust him utterly. He knew his wife was with child, but he had left her not long ago in perfect health; and Henchard's treachery was more credible than his story. He had in his time heard bitter ironies from Henchard's lips, and there might be ironies now. He quickened the horse's pace, and had soon risen into the high country lying between there and Mellstock, Henchard's spasmodic run after him lending yet more substance to his thought of evil purposes.
The gig and its driver lessened against the sky in Henchard's eyes; his exertions for Farfrae's good had been in vain. Over this repentant sinner, at least, there was to be no joy in heaven. He cursed himself like a less scrupulous Job, as a vehement man will do when he loses self-respect, the last mental prop under poverty. To this he had come after a time of emotional darkness of which the adjoining woodland shade afforded inadequate ill.u.s.tration. Presently he began to walk back again along the way by which he had arrived. Farfrae should at all events have no reason for delay upon the road by seeing him there when he took his journey homeward later on.
Arriving at Casterbridge Henchard went again to Farfrae's house to make inquiries. As soon as the door opened anxious faces confronted his from the staircase, hall, and landing; and they all said in grievous disappointment, ”O--it is not he!” The manservant, finding his mistake, had long since returned, and all hopes had centred upon Henchard.
”But haven't you found him?” said the doctor.
”Yes....I cannot tell 'ee!” Henchard replied as he sank down on a chair within the entrance. ”He can't be home for two hours.”
”H'm,” said the surgeon, returning upstairs.
”How is she?” asked Henchard of Elizabeth, who formed one of the group.
”In great danger, father. Her anxiety to see her husband makes her fearfully restless. Poor woman--I fear they have killed her!”
Henchard regarded the sympathetic speaker for a few instants as if she struck him in a new light, then, without further remark, went out of the door and onward to his lonely cottage. So much for man's rivalry, he thought. Death was to have the oyster, and Farfrae and himself the sh.e.l.ls. But about Elizabeth-Jane; in the midst of his gloom she seemed to him as a pin-point of light. He had liked the look on her face as she answered him from the stairs. There had been affection in it, and above all things what he desired now was affection from anything that was good and pure. She was not his own, yet, for the first time, he had a faint dream that he might get to like her as his own,--if she would only continue to love him.
Jopp was just going to bed when Henchard got home. As the latter entered the door Jopp said, ”This is rather bad about Mrs. Farfrae's illness.”
”Yes,” said Henchard shortly, though little dreaming of Jopp's complicity in the night's harlequinade, and raising his eyes just sufficiently to observe that Jopp's face was lined with anxiety.
”Somebody has called for you,” continued Jopp, when Henchard was shutting himself into his own apartment. ”A kind of traveller, or sea-captain of some sort.”
”Oh?--who could he be?”
”He seemed a well-be-doing man--had grey hair and a broadish face; but he gave no name, and no message.”
”Nor do I gi'e him any attention.” And, saying this, Henchard closed his door.