Part 13 (1/2)
”In the sack.”
A fresh wave of heat washes over my face. ”Right, well-”
”Seriously, trust me as a guy on this one. Whatever hot moves you used before are going to be great.”
”I don't uh,” I clear my throat and drag my bare toe through the gra.s.s under my feet. ”I don't really have any hot moves.”
I can't believe I'm having this conversation. With him of all people.
Rowan laughs. ”I'm sure you do. Look, you don't have to bust out the gymnastics or the kinky toys, just do what comes natural.”
”Yeah, um-”
”Figure out what he likes, show him what you're into. Missionary? Doggy? Cowgirl? s.h.i.+t, try 'em all and see what-”
”Yeah, I don't know.”
”Eva I'm telling you, whatever s.e.x stuff worked with Joseph will work with-”
”We didn't do anything,” I blurt out.
My lips snap shut immediately after, and my hand flies to my mouth.
”What?”
”Nothing.”
”No, what do you mean?”
”I- I don't know any s.e.x stuff, okay?”
”You were engaged.”
”Yeah, well...I- we, I mean, you know.”
He raises a brow.
”You're supposed to wait, and all that.” My face is burning as I say it quietly.
Rowan goes quiet. ”Wait, are you-” I look up pathetically and his eyes go wide. ”Aforted by his arm around me. ”Thanks,” I say with a smile.
”For?”
”For being nice about it.”
”Oh, I'm just holding it back for later.”
I smile again as I take a tentative sip of the beer in my hands.
”You could ask me, you know.”
My brows shoot up as I glance sharply up at his face. ”What?”
”I mean if you've got any questions about it. You know, preparing for Milton.”
”s.e.x questions,” I say flatly.
”I do sort of know what I'm doing.”
I blush as I take a step away from him, almost regretting the way his arm leaves my shoulders. ”I don't think that's a good idea.”
He rolls his eyes. ”I didn't mean anything tawdry, just questions. But suit yourself.”
I nod. ”I should get back inside.”
He holds my eyes another second before he nods. ”Sure. Oh, so we're still okay about the other night?”