Part 7 (1/2)
”Are you ready?” Mike asked, jingling his car keys.
”Yes,” Rachel said and gave him a smile. ”Always.”
TWO DAYS LATER the Sat.u.r.day Night Cupcake Club streamed through the front door of Creative Cupcakes and headed toward the party room.
Rachel eyed each of them, trying to decipher why they'd be rejected from the male population, why they had nothing better to do on a Sat.u.r.day night than eat cupcakes with other dateless women.
Maybe because they'd turneddown a date with a handsome man. That possibility had never entered her mind until she'd turned down Mike's offer to go to the movies minutes before they arrived.
Guilt shot through her entire body as she recalled the look upon his face. He hadn't been happy. And now . . . well, neither was she.
After mixing up a batter of peppermint mocha cupcakes, she drew close to the party room door and listened in on the women's conversation. One woman cried, saying that her boyfriend had left her. Another woman moaned that she was single and hadn't found anyone to fall in love with. A third had eaten chocolate to deal with her failing marriage, gained a lot of weight, and now didn't think anyone else would want her because she was fat.
Rachel pressed her lips together and shook her head. There was no way she'd ever humiliate herself in front of a bunch of other dateless women and wallow in self-pity. That's what it was, a big pity party. They each thought they needed a man, or help getting a man, when what they really needed was some mental help. If they really wanted a date, why didn't they go to a local hangout to meet someone? There were plenty of people over at the Captain's Port drinking, eating, and singing karaoke.
Instead, the women dragged their lonely hearts in here, where they devoured Andi's new Recipe for Love chocolate cupcakes and distributed Kleenex. Pathetic.
She spotted a book sticking out of a canvas bag on the floor and leaned her head in further. Was that Gaston's book, How to Keep Your Bakery from Going Bankrupt? No, but the covers were similar.
”Yoo-hoo, you there with the red head. Remember me?”
Rachel lifted her gaze to the woman with white hair beside the book bag who was waving to her. Bernice Richards, the little old lady from the festival bus?
”Come sit by me,” Bernice called, ”and join the group.”
Rachel shook her head. ”I can't. I've got work to do.”
”I met a very handsome man at the festival last weekend, but he was too young for me and only had eyes for that pretty redhead,” Bernice said, pointing in her direction. ”What is your name, Pumpkin?”
If there was a single name Rachel hated as much as ”the Sunkist Monster,” it was ”'Pumpkin.”
”Rachel,” she corrected, leaning her head into the doorway again. ”My name is Rachel.”
”What is your last name?” Bernice insisted. ”A name isn't complete without both a first and last name.”
”Donovan,” Rachel answered. ”Rachel Donovan.”
”I knew a Lewis Donovan once.” The old woman's eyes glistened, and her face took on a rosy glow. ”He was very handsome, too. Had the same red hair as Rachel.”
Rachel left the doorway and walked into the room. ”Lewis Donovan is my grandfather.”
Bernice's eyes widened, and all the other women, of all different ages, looked at her with interest.
”He was my beau,” Bernice said softly. ”We met right after high school, and he took me on the most glorious picnics by the ocean. We'd talk about sweet nothings and walk for miles along the water. He was my first real love.”
”What happened?” Rachel asked, sitting down beside her.
”I wanted to marry him, but his father didn't think I was good enough to be his wife and sent him off to college.”
”No!” Rachel exclaimed. How could her great-grandfather have done such a thing? How could anyone do such a thing? Who were they to judge who was good enough? What did ”good enough” mean, anyway? Who gave others the right to think they were superior and others inferior? Fury burned through Rachel's veins, and she took Bernice's right hand in her own as if she still needed comfort after all this time. ”Tell me what happened.”
”After three years of separation he met someone else and had redheaded babies like you.” Bernice paused, and her eyes filled with concern. ”How is he?”
”My grandfather has Alzheimer's,” Rachel told her. ”He doesn't remember much.”
Bernice sighed. ”I'm sorry to hear that.”
Rachel couldn't help but wonder what would become of her and Mike. Would they become separated for all time like Bernice and Grandpa Lewy? Would she end up in the Sat.u.r.day Night Cupcake Club, alone and withered with no one to love?
Her stomach clenched. She didn't want to be alone.
The front door jingled as it opened, and Rachel rose to greet the new customer only to find Mike coming in from his last delivery. His gaze met hers, held, and then he turned away.
”Mike,” she said, her voice raspy, probably from too much small talk with Bernice.
He turned back.
”If you still want to go, I'd love to see a movie with you tonight.”
NOT ONLY DID she break her two-date rule, but she busted it to pieces by seeing Mike nearly every second of every day over the next full week. Today they'd be working together at the Astoria Sunday Market and compete against Gaston for the t.i.tle of Best Cupcake Shop.
Rachel, still in pajamas, entered the kitchen of her family's house, poured herself a bowl of cereal for breakfast, and noticed her mother getting ready for work.
”Mom, you can't work today,” she protested, jumping out of her chair.
”Rachel, I have to.”
”But it's Mother's Day, a day of rest. No way should you have to work today.”
”You'll be so busy with your cupcake contest you won't even miss me,” her mother replied.
”That's not true,” Rachel told her. ”I want you to be there.”
”Andi, Kim, and your new boyfriend, Mike, will be there.” Her mother grabbed her purse off the table and headed toward the door. ”You don't need me.”
”I do need you, Mom.”
But her mother didn't hear. She'd already left.
THE BRILLIANT BLUE sky sparkled with suns.h.i.+ne, drawing a large crowd to the Sunday Market in the historic downtown district. The tables of vendors selling fresh flowers, honey, oysters, jams, lavender, pottery, chainsaw carvings, and a unique a.s.sortment of homemade crafts spanned four blocks from Marine Drive to Exchange Street.
A teenager sat on the curb strumming his guitar. A hand-printed sign next to his open guitar case said he needed money to buy a car. He already had several donations.
”I should have brought some of my paintings,” Kim said, scanning the artisans.
”You'll be too busy baking to sell your artwork,” Andi told her. ”Did you call to put your watercolors in the gallery in Portland?”
Kim bit her bottom lip. ”Not yet.”
”I've printed up a full-color flyer advertising that your paintings are available for purchase,” Rachel confided. ”And after we beat Gaston in the cupcake contest, there will be more customers coming into Creative Cupcakes to see them.”