Part 38 (1/2)
”I'll divide the flowers, David.”
”Oh, keep them all.”
”No, indeed. Mother Bab would be disappointed if you brought her none.”
She opened the box, separated half of the arbutus from their mates and laid them in the uplifted corner of her coat. ”There,” she said, ”the rest are yours and Mother Bab's. It was perfect in the woods to-day.
Thank you----”
But he interrupted her. ”It is I who must say that, Phbe! This has been a great day. I'll never forget the glorious hour when we were on our knees and pushed away the leaves and found the arbutus. That is something to take with one, to remember when the days are not perfect as this one.”
He laid his fingers a moment on her hand as she held the corner of her coat to keep the flowers from falling, then he turned and jumped into the carriage.
”Give my love to Mother Bab,” she said.
He turned, smiled and nodded, then started off. Phbe stood at the gate and watched the carriage as it went slowly up the steep road by the hill. Her thoughts were with the man who was going home to his mother, going with trailing arbutus in his hands and some great unhappiness in his heart.
”Is it always so?” she thought. ”We carry fragrance in our hands, but what in our hearts?” For the time she was once more the old sympathetic, natural Phbe, eager to help her friend in need, feeling the divine longing to comfort one who was miserable. ”Oh, Davie, Davie,” she thought as she went into the house, ”I wish I could help you.”
CHAPTER XXVIII
MOTHER BAB AND HER SON
WHEN David drove over the brow of the hill and down the green lane to the little house he called home he caught sight of his mother in her garden. He whistled. At the sound Mother Bab rose from the soft earth in which she was working and straightened, smiling. She raised a hand to shade her eyes and waited for the coming of her boy, dreaming of a possible separation from him, dreaming long mother-dreams while he took the horse and carriage to the barn.
When he returned he had mustered all his courage and was smiling--he would be a stoic as long as he could, but he knew that his mother would soon discover that all was not well with him.
”Here, mother.” He gave her the box of arbutus.
”Then you got some, Davie!” She buried her face in the cool, sweet blossoms. ”Oh, how sweet they are! Did you and Phbe have a good time?
Did she enjoy it as much as she always used to enjoy a day in the woods?”
She looked up suddenly from the flowers and caught him unawares. ”What is wrong?” she asked with real concern. ”Did you and Phbe fall out?”
”No,” he shook his head. He knew that attempts at subterfuge and evasion would be vain. ”No, mommie, no use trying to deceive you any longer--I fell out with myself--I wish I could keep it from you,” he added slowly; ”I know it's going to hurt you.”
”You tell me, Davie. I've lived sixty years and never yet met a trouble I couldn't live through. Tell me about it.”
She placed the box of arbutus in the garden path and laid her hand on his arm.
”Oh, mommie,” he blurted out, almost sobbing, ”I'm ashamed of myself!
You'll be ashamed of your boy.”
”It's no girl----” the mother hesitated.
He answered with a vehement, ”No!”
”Then tell me,” she said softly. ”I can look in your eyes and hear you tell me most anything so long as you need not tell me that you have broken the heart or spoiled the soul of a girl.”