Part 21 (2/2)

Wild Heather L. T. Meade 33220K 2022-07-22

I tried very hard to reply; I tried to tell him that he was impertinent and vain, but the words would not rise to my lips. On the contrary, I had the utmost possible difficulty in keeping myself from bursting into tears, for I knew well that I loved him, if not yesterday, most certainly to-day. There was something about him which appealed to my whole heart, to which my heart went out. Still, I sat silent, declining to speak--perfectly happy, perfectly contented, afraid to break my bliss by the uttering of a single word.

As I sat so, with my shoulder within an inch or two of his, I began to consider the violets, just as though he had given them to me. I had bought those violets yesterday, and they were full of him; I had brought some back with me to the Park to-day, but they were already slightly faded. Not that our hopes were faded--far from that--only the violets. I considered the violets--his special flowers--just as though he had plucked them and given them to me; they seemed to be mixed up with him, and I believed that all my life long I should love with a tender sort of pa.s.sion the smell of violets, and hate, beyond all words, the smell of roses, and in particular of white roses.

”What are you thinking about, Heather?” he asked.

”Of you,” I answered.

He glanced around him to right and left.

”There is no one looking,” he said, drawing his chair two or three inches nearer; ”may I--may I hold your hand?”

”I cannot help it,” I replied, and I spoke in a low, uncertain manner.

He smiled, took my hand, and held it very tightly between both his own.

”You have a very little hand, Heather,” was his remark, and he held it yet tighter.

”You are squeezing it,” I said; ”you are quite hurting me.”

”That is the last thing I would do,” was his reply. He loosened the pressure of his hand over mine the merest fragment. After a minute of silence, he said:

”Of course, as you allow me to hold your hand, things must be all right.”

”I--I am not sure,” I answered.

”But I mean that you are willing that I should arrange this thing, take all the trouble off you, you understand. You are willing, quite willing, that we shall be married as soon as ever I can arrange it?”

”But this time yesterday,” I replied, ”I hardly thought about you. I certainly knew that I liked you, and that you were my friend. I little guessed, however, this time yesterday, that we could ever, by any possibility, be husband and wife.”

I flushed crimson as I said the words, and looked down.

”But now, Heather--now--you are willing that we should be married if I can arrange it?”

”I hardly thought of you this time yesterday,” I said again.

”But since that time yesterday, Heather?”

”I have thought of no one else,” I said. Then I coloured crimson, wrenched my hand away, and covered my face.

”Come,” he said, rising at once; ”that's all right; that's as right as anything in all the world could be. Little Heather, little darling, we were made for each other. I felt certain of it the very first day I saw you. You came into my life, and by the witchery of your fresh and beautiful character you turned the great Lady Dorothy out! Not that at any time I really cared for her, compared to you! We met, and immediately into my picture gallery you went, and into your picture gallery I went. Oh, of course, we were made for each other! Now, shall we go, or that servant of yours will be returning. We will go straight to Major Grayson and get his consent.”

”But suppose he doesn't give it?” I said; and I trembled very much as this fear struck me.

”You must leave all that to me, Heather; I think I can manage. And, darling, we won't have a long engagement. We'll be married almost immediately.”

”I thought people were usually engaged about two years,” I said.

”But you and I will not conform to the usual standard,” was his reply.

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