Part 13 (2/2)

”Certainly I will stay just as long as you want me,” she answered quickly.

He leaned back on his pillows. ”I was so afraid that you might not be able to stay--that you might have some other engagement. I had an idea that you were going to Scotland. It is sweet of you to stay with me.

I must confess that the thought of losing you was troubling me.”

”I have no intention of going to Scotland, I am going to stay here.”

”And I may see you every day?”

”Every day, unless the doctor forbids.”

”Oh, hang old Rob,” he said gaily. ”You have taken the very last load off my mind. Together we will rout him, you and I. Oh, Phil, my darling! how soon do you think I shall be able to get out of doors? I want to feel the fresh air of Bessmoor and ride for miles, just you and I together, with the wind in our faces.”

”You must get stronger first, for you look as if the wind on Bessmoor would blow you away altogether.”

”Yes, I don't feel quite like getting on a horse yet--or, in fact, like doing anything at all except sitting here with you. When will you sing to me again, Phil?”

”Any time you like,” she replied. ”But not to-day, because I think the authorities might object. Wait a day or two.”

He lay for a while silent, evidently feeling more feeble than he cared to acknowledge, and Philippa watched him.

He was very pale now that the flush which had come into his face from the excitement of seeing her had faded, but knowing as she did that he was a man of over five-and-forty, he looked extraordinarily young.

His hair was white, it was true, but it had all the appearance of being prematurely so, and it seemed out of keeping with his skin, which was smooth and unlined. His eyes were clear and bright, almost like those of a boy; while there was a ring, a freshness in his voice which was much more in accord with early manhood than with maturity. His weakness was very evident to her observant eyes, but she saw also that he was by nature one of those in whom the spirit would always rise above bodily weakness, and in whom distress of mind would destroy more inevitably than bodily ailment. It was easy to see reason in the doctor's statement that in his present condition any disappointment would be fatal. He was upheld by his heart's joy in their reunion.

Certain words came into the girl's mind, although where she had heard them or read them she could not remember--

”Love is a flame, and at that flame I light my torch of life.”

The torch was burning with a clear white light, but the end of light would mean also the end of life. Quite involuntarily she gave a little sigh for the pity of it all, and in a second he opened his eyes, which had been closed.

”Don't sigh, my sweet,” he said tenderly; ”I cannot bear you should be unhappy for a moment, especially when I know you are unhappy because of me.”

”I am not unhappy,” she replied. ”Did I sigh? If so it was quite unconsciously. Perhaps you should rest a little now. Don't you think you could sleep? I think the doctor would feel I had been here long enough.”

”You will come again soon?” he pleaded.

”To-morrow,” she said, rising. ”Now, mind, you are not to doubt or to worry yourself. I shall come to-morrow, and every day so long as you want me. To-morrow I will read to you if you ought not to talk, and I shall hope to see you ever so much stronger.” She paused. This was the difficult moment, and she was quite aware of it.

He took her hands and kissed them as before, and then, stooping lower in response to the unspoken appeal which she read in his eyes, she kissed him on the forehead.

”Heart's dearest!” he murmured fondly. ”How good you are to me!”

”Sleep well,” she said, as lightly as she could as she stepped softly from the room.

The doctor was waiting outside. ”Is he quiet?” he asked anxiously.

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