Part 3 (1/2)
Before Philippa, dazed by the sudden light and the utter unexpectedness of it all, could collect herself sufficiently to speak, he took both her hands in his with a movement infinitely tender and possessive, and drew her further into the room.
”They said you would not come. They lied. I knew they lied. Oh, Phil! the joy to see you. My sweet! My sweet!”
The girl made an effort to withdraw her hands. What had happened?
What did it mean?
”Oh, no!” she stammered. ”It is a mistake--I do not know---- You are mistaking me for somebody else. I----”
He held her hands closer, closer, until they were pressed against his breast.
”Mistake?” he echoed with a little sound--it was hardly a laugh--of triumph and content.
”Mistake! Love makes no mistake!” and all the while his eyes burnt into hers with an intensity of pa.s.sion and of longing.
”But yes--” she faltered. It was difficult to find words against the ardour of his gaze. ”Yes, I am Philippa Harford. I must have mistaken the room. Believe me, I am sorry----”
”Philippa Harford!” and again that little sound broke from him, half sob, half sigh, and clearly indicative of infinite joy, a joy too deep to be expressed in words. ”My Phil!--as if I should not know! Sun in my shadows--light in my darkness--darkness which surrounded and overwhelmed, and in which I groped in vain, and only clung to you.”
He spoke her name as if the very repet.i.tion of it told the sum of his content. ”Phil!--and I not know!--and my love's violets!” Releasing one hand he touched the flowers she wore. ”And the little heart--the same! Your heart and mine!”
He led her, compelled against her will, unresisting to a sofa.
Philippa sank upon it overwhelmed and almost nerveless under the stress of his emotion. He placed himself beside her, half sitting, half kneeling at her feet.
”I do not know--was it yesterday I saw you, cool and sweet in your soft primrose gown? or was it long ago before the shadows fell? Ah, love--your eyes! your hair! And always in the darkness the sound of your voice--the touch of your dear hand.”
Philippa felt her senses reeling. With an effort she tore her eyes from his and gazed round the room. What did it mean? What dream was it? Was she waking or sleeping?
Beside the sofa stood a table, and on it an easel supporting a picture of--oh no, it could not be herself!
She drew one hand--the other was still tightly clasped in his--across her eyes as if to brush away a veil of unreality which seemed to hang over everything, and looked again. But no, there was no mistaking it--the dark hair drawn loosely back from the brow--her hair--her face as she saw it daily in her mirror--even her dress; a touch of pale yellow lightly indicated the folds of soft lace--the bunch of violets; and there, in black letters of unmistakable clearness on the gilding of the frame, the one word ”Philippa.”
On the table in front of the portrait was a bowl of violets--nothing else--just as might stand the offering at some shrine.
Beyond this one great mystery the room itself was devoid of anything out of the ordinary. The walls were panelled in white with touches of a pale grey colour; there were a few pictures, not many. The two windows were hung with a bright chintz of a somewhat old-fas.h.i.+oned design which matched the coverings of chairs and sofa, but the curtains were not drawn and the blinds were up.
From where she sat Philippa could see the moonlight flooding the sleeping park-land, and in the distance a clump of elm-trees outlined clear and lacy in the silver light.
Before one of the windows stood a large table littered with papers, a tumbler of water holding some brushes, and a drawing-board. By the fireplace was a comfortable chair, and on the floor beside it, as if dropped by a sudden careless movement of the reader, a book face downwards; and with the curious involuntary attention to detail to which we are liable in moments of strain, she noticed, almost with annoyance, that some of the pages were turned back and creased by the fall.
The room told of nothing beyond an everyday homelike peace; there was nothing to help her elucidate the mystery.
And all the while the man at her feet was pouring out a stream of rapid, fervent words. ”And still you did not come! Ah, love! the long, long shadows--purple shadows--mysterious, unfathomable. No sun, no warmth, excepting when I saw you in my dreams--distant, illusive.
No brightness, only darkness, until you came. But I knew you would come. Dearest, love makes no mistake, does it? Such love as mine that calling--calling--must draw you to me at the last. My beautiful Phil!
my dreams of you never equalled the dear nearness of you. The night is past--the shadows are swept away, for the dawn has come--the dawn that was so long in coming, for it could only break to the music of your footfall. Phil, why do you look at me like that?” he queried suddenly.
”Is it possible that I have frightened you? G.o.d knows I did not mean to. Or was it yesterday, sweetheart, did I hurt you? Truly, dear one, I did not mean to. I said that you were cold--I did not blame you--I did not think of blaming you; but my love for you is so great, so overwhelming, that it is hard to be patient. I hunger so for the touch of your lips. Forgive me, sweet, forgive me. See! now I will be calm.”
He rose to his feet and stood before her at a little distance.
”Listen,” he said, ”I have something to tell you. Do you remember that little song you used to sing to me, that I loved? Well, always in my dreams when I saw you, you were coming to me like that.