19 Chapter 19: In Her Dreams (1/2)

With Dale just leaving me, Josh, and my daughters alone, I felt bad. I feel like he was jealous, in a way, of Josh. But right now I cant be worrying about Dale. I have to focuse on Josh.

”Dont worry about Dale.” I say, In a way to start a conversation.

”Its fine. But I want to clear up why I'm really here.'

”I just find it so weird you want to come back 6 years later after leaving me for a girl.” I get upset by my own reply to him. I'm getting upset when I shouldn't be.

”I know what I did was wrong. I love you, I shouldn't have left for someone that wasnt any better.”

”You need to show me I need you. We cant just start things off like this. Especially not now.”

”I can show you you need me, I promise.”

”How can I trust you?”

”Because I know you need help with these two. Especially right now. I can show you you need me. That you can trust me. I just need you to allow me to.”

”How are you going to make up 6 years without you for me?”

”Please stop saying it like that.”

”But it is like that! How do you not see it?!”

”You are not making easy for me. I still love you. I want you. I want you back.”

”I dont know yet.”

”Its now or never.”