Part 9 (1/2)
Bolitho read the short letter and then folded it with great care.
'Get the s.h.i.+p under way, if you please. The wind will suffice to clear the harbour.' He met Keen's even stare.
'The letter is from my sister in Falmouth. My wife . . . His lips hesitated on her name as if they were afraid. 'Belinda is not well. The letter was written some time ago for the packet made another landfall before Boston. But she knew that the packet was sailing. And she wanted to let me know she was thinking of me.' He turned away, his eyes suddenly stinging. 'Even though she was too ill to write.'
Keen looked at Yovell's stricken face and gave a quick jerk of the head.
When the clerk had gone he said gently, 'It was what I would expect her to do, sir. And that is how you must see it.'
Bolitho looked at him and then nodded. 'Thank you, Val. Please leave me now. I shall come up directly.'
Keen walked through the adjoining cabin s.p.a.ce and past the motionless marine sentry at the outer screen door.
Herrick would have known what to do. He felt helpless and yet deeply moved that Bolitho had shared his despair with him.
He saw Allday beside an eighteen-pounder and gestured to him.
Allday listened to him and then gave a great sigh. It seemed to come from the soles of his shoes, Keen thought.
Then Allday said, 'I'll go aft, sir. He needs a friend just now.' His face tried to grin. 'He'll no doubt take me to task for my impertinence, but what the h.e.l.l? He'll crack like a faulty musket barrel if we allows it, an' that's no error.'
Keen strode out into the noon sunlight, adjusting his hat as his lieutenants and the master turned to face him.
'Stand by to get under way, Mr Quantock. I want to see your best today with half the port watching us.'
As the officers hurried to their stations and the boatswain's mates sent their shrill calls below decks, Keen ran lightly up a p.o.o.p ladder and looked briefly at the anch.o.r.ed s.h.i.+pping, at the angle of the masthead pendant.
Then he glanced at the open skylight on the p.o.o.p deck and thought of the man beneath it.
He cupped his hands. 'Mr Mountsteven, your men are like cripples today.'
He saw the lieutenant touch his hat and bob anxiously.
Keen made himself breathe out very slowly.
That was better. He was the captain again.
The negro groom wiped his hands on a piece of rag and announced, 'Wheel all fixed, sah.'
Adam helped the girl to her feet and together they walked reluctantly from the shade of some trees and down to the dusty road.
The carriage had shed a wheel as it had rounded a bend in the road and had dipped into a deep rut.
There had been momentary confusion, the carriage lurching over and a door opening to reveal the road rising to meet them. Then in the sudden silence Adam had realized his unexpected good fortune. What might have ended in injury and disaster had become a perfect conclusion to the visit.
As the carriage had bounced to a halt Adam had acted instantly and without conscious thought other than to save his companion from hurt. Then as the dust settled, and the coachman and groom had hurried fearfully to look inside, Adam had found the girl held tightly in his arms, her fair hair pressed against his mouth, her heart pounding to match his own.
It had taken longer than expected to repair the damage, but Adam had barely noticed. Together they had walked through the green woodland, had held hands while they had watched a stream and spoken of anything but their true feelings.
The whole visit to Newburyport had been an adventure, and Adam had been taken to visit a small, comfortable house by Robina and her father, and they had watched him, fascinated, while he had walked through every room with the owner, a friend of the family, and had touched the walls, the fireplaces, and one old chair which had always been in the house.
Robina had tried not to weep as he had sat in the big chair, his hands grasping the well-worn arms as if he would never let go.
Then he had said quietly, 'My father once sat here, Robina. My father.' My father.'
He still could not believe it.
She slipped her hand through his arm and nestled her cheek against his coat.
'You must go, Adam. I have made you late enough as it is.'
Together they moved back to the coach and climbed inside.
As the horses came alive again in their harness, the girl said softly, 'We shall be in Boston very soon.' She turned and looked directly into his eyes. 'You may kiss me now if you wish, Adam.' She tried to make light of it by adding, 'No one can see us here. It would not do for local folk to think that Robina Chase was a fizgig!'
Her mouth was very soft and she had a perfume like fresh flowers.
Then she gently pushed him away and dropped her eyes.
”Well, really, Lieutenant ...” But the jest eluded her. She said breathlessly, 'It's love, isn't it?'
Adam smiled, his mind in a daze. 'It must be.'
The coach rolled across cobbles and on to a stretch of old s.h.i.+ps' timbers.
Several people paused to glance at the fair-haired girl and the young sea officer who helped her protectively from the coach.
Adam stared in astonishment and then looked at the girl on his arm.
'What shall I do now, Robina?'
It was like a douche of cold water. Achates Achates had gone. had gone.
'So here you are.' Jonathan Chase nodded to his niece and then said grimly, 'Sailed yesterday. Your admiral was h.e.l.lbent for San Felipe.'
He toyed with the idea of telling the young lieutenant about the Sparrowhawk Sparrowhawk's end, but as he looked from him to his niece he decided against it.
Instead he said, 'You'd better come home with me, young fella. Tomorrow I'll see what I can do about arranging pa.s.sage for you. You'd not want to miss your s.h.i.+p, eh?'
He saw their hands touch and knew they had not heard a word.
Chase led the way to his own carriage, his face frowning in thought. His niece was the apple of his eye, but you had to face the facts squarely as you did a problem at sea.
They made a striking pair, but the family would never allow it to go further. He could not imagine what he had been thinking of when he had first introduced them.
A young sea officer, an English one at that, with few prospects other than the Navy, was not the right match for Robina Chase. So the sooner he found his s.h.i.+p again the better.
Bolitho left the shadow of the p.o.o.p and walked forward to the quarterdeck rail. He noticed the curious glances darted in his direction by the bare-backed seamen who were working on the endless tasks of a fighting s.h.i.+p. Even now they were not used to having a flag-officer in their midst, and could not accept that he did not dress in the style suited to his rank. Like the other officers, Bolitho wore only an open-necked s.h.i.+rt and breeches, and would willingly have stripped naked to gain relief from the heat had that not violated every rule in the book.
He looked up at the canvas, sail by sail. Filling tightly for the present, but at any moment they could fall limp and useless as they had for much of the time since leaving Boston.