Part 3 (1/2)
”It provokes me when I think of it,” answered f.a.n.n.y; ”and how you can flatter them so, calling their dresses becoming, and their poetry beautiful, I cannot imagine, when you know, Alice, that it is all a lie.”
”Well,” said Alice, laughingly, ”I do it for fun. It is so amusing to see their languis.h.i.+ng airs; and then, f.a.n.n.y, to tell the truth, I have no objection to people's playing the fool, if it makes them feel better.”
”But I shall hate you, by-and-by,” said f.a.n.n.y, ”for being a hypocrite.”
”Guess it won't be any put out to you,” replied Joshua; ”for you are as full of hate as an egg is of meat.”
CHAPTER II
THE KIND ”GOOD-MORNING”--THE HIGH HILL--UNEXPECTED MEETING--ROMANCE AND REALITY--THE GOOD FARMER--IMPRESSIONS OF CHILDHOOD--WORs.h.i.+PING--BEARING THE CROSS.
”Good-morning, Mr. Graffam,” said Emma, who was in the garden when the poor man of the plain pa.s.sed along the road on his way to the mills.
We have before said that morning was not the time for this man to talk, and now he felt inclined, as usual, to pa.s.s this early salutation without notice; but it had been a long time since he had been accosted in that manner. It was no uncommon thing for people to address him in this way: ”Good-morning, Pete! Feel sober after your last night's high, eh?” But a respectful ”Good-morning, Mr. Graffam,” now met his ear. ”Can it be,” thought the fallen man, ”that I am still _Mr._, or are they mocking me?” He looked up, but saw neither jest nor scorn upon the fair face looking over the garden-wall.
”Good-morning, sir,” repeated Emma; ”it is a fine morning.”
Poor Graffam looked with his dull swollen eyes upon the bright-blue sky, and then upon the wood-crowned hill, and the shaded dell, where the waters rippled and murmured, and the birds sang cheerily, and his heart caught some apprehension of beauty, for he answered slowly, ”So it is, miss,--a very fine morning.”
”And pray, how is your dear little babe, sir?” asked Emma, in a voice of tender concern.
This question seemed fully to rouse him. There was a glance both of surprise and intelligence in his eye, as he replied, ”The child is very sick;” and then repeated, as though it were a fact new to himself, ”Yes, that poor child is very sick indeed.”
”I was at your house yesterday,” continued Emma, ”and promised Mrs.
Graffam that I would bring a good old lady living with us to see her; but I am not well enough to go to-day.”
”Sorry if you are sick,” murmured Graffam.
”Thank you,” said Emma. ”I was going to ask if you would have the kindness just to call at the gate tonight, and take a small package for Mrs. Graffam?”
”I will,” said he, with a tone and manner something like self-respect and respect for his wife,--”I will, miss, with pleasure;” and he pulled his old hat from his head, and bowed low, while Emma bade him good-by.
”Go out upon the hills, my love,” called Mrs. Lindsay from her window to Emma; ”it will do you no good to be tying-up flowers, and talking with ragged old men by the roadside. Put on your bonnet, and walk briskly over the bridge, and let me see you from my window upon the top of yonder hill.”
Emma cheerfully obeyed, and though she felt extremely languid, compelled herself to walk briskly as her mother had desired; but coming to the foot of the hill she paused, and looked doubtfully upon its steep sides and lofty top. ”It reminds me of 'the Hill Difficulty,'”
thought Emma; ”but the Christian pilgrim did not allow himself to stop and think over the difficulties, but 'addressed himself to his journey.' So must I:” and ceasing to look at the top, but only at the place for her feet, step by step, she at length gained the summit, and waved her handkerchief toward the house. The signal was answered from her mother's window, and then she sat down upon a rock to rest. But the morning was too dazzlingly beautiful there. She felt oppressed by the glory of distant mountains, sparkling rivers, and wide-spread fields of corn and grain; but looking down a gentle slope of the hill she saw a delightful place--it was a bend of the little brook gliding through the meadow-ground of Appledale. The pines had cast their spiral leaves there, so that the hill-side and the borders of the rill looked as though covered with sunlight, though there was in fact nothing but shade, for the trees cl.u.s.tered together, and locked their green arms, as if to shut the brook from day-light; yet close upon the borders of that brook Emma saw a large flat rock, around which the waters played, looking so cool and inviting that she longed to be there. She put her hand into her pocket, and found, to her joy, that the dear companion of her rambles was there: it was her Bible. Happy for Emma, she had learned to prize its gentle converse above that of human tongues; and now, sitting down upon her feet, she smiled to see how gla.s.sy the pine leaves had made the hill-slope, for she could slide along with but little exertion, and soon found herself upon the broad flat rock.
Taking her little Bible, she was just turning to some pa.s.sages Dora had marked, when she heard a deep sigh, and saw, to her surprise, Susan Sliver seated upon a moss-turf, crying bitterly.
”I am close to Sliver Crook,” thought Emma, now for the first time noticing the house not far beyond the trees. ”This may be Miss Susan's place of retirement, and I have no right here; but I cannot get away now without being seen; and then she seems unhappy. I should be glad to comfort her, if I could without----”
Just at that moment Susan looked up, and saw Emma, who sprang from the rock, and running toward her, said: ”I was not aware of a trespa.s.s upon your grounds, Miss Sliver. You will pardon me. It looked so inviting here, that I was constrained to come down from the hill.”
Susan, however, did not appear at all embarra.s.sed at being caught in tears.
She wiped her face with her ap.r.o.n, and then Emma saw an open book upon her knee. ”My dear Miss Lindsay,” said Susan, ”it is no intrusion. I am glad to find a congenial spirit anywhere. My joy at this meeting is inexpressible; for now I know that there is one in this cold-hearted place, one beside my sister Margaret, who can appreciate my feelings.”
Emma was silent; for she did not understand what those feelings were, or whether she appreciated them or not.