Part 3 (1/2)

Chrisanne and Tesey and a couple of their friends dragged me along with them up to the pool. They were funny and nice, and they acted as if they were so glad I was there.

Then Chrisanne suggested to my mom that the three of us go on a shopping trip downtown and maybe even have lunch in Horne's Tearoom. My mom said, ”Sure.”

So there we were, driving along and listening to the radio, when my mother decided, right out of nowhere, to pick up a hitchhiker. ”Good Lord, look at that G.o.d-awful stringy hair,” she said. Then she pulled over to the side of the road to pick him up.

She told Chrisanne to get in the backseat with me and invited him right into our car. He stooped over to look inside, with his sign that said DOWN TOWN and a wooden box, and asked, ”You heading downtown?”

”Yes, we are,” my mother said. ”Where do you need to go?”

”Krepp Arcade,” he said, ”but anywhere downtown is fine.” He climbed in.

”We're going right by there,” said Mom. ”We can take you to your doorstep.”

You would have thought, the way they talked, that he was some long-lost friend. They talked about the weather, his shoes.h.i.+ne business in the Krepp Arcade, his family, how hard it was to get rides. .h.i.tchhiking, where we all lived, and was he still in school (he wasn't).

Chrisanne and I were mystified. Neither of us remembered Mom ever picking up a hitchhiker before, and we wondered how she had decided on this one. He didn't seem like her type. Kind of grubby. On the s.h.a.ggy side. He had bad grammar. And when he turned toward us, it was hard not to look at the purple blotches spread across his face like a map of islands. Chrisanne and I sat there in our dresses, hands in our laps. This guy was crudding up the niceness of our day. We were glad when he got out.

”Good luck!” my mother said. Chrisanne and I exchanged glances. We both were thinking, Good riddance.

”Thanks!” He smiled. His smile was friendly. We waved and smiled, too. Some of his presence seemed to linger behind in the front seat.

”I might as well stay back here till we park, Mom,” Chrisanne said.

”He has a hard life,” my mother said. ”A hard life ahead of him.”

”What happened to his face?” I asked her.

”A birthmark” she said, ”like the one on your arm.”

I turned my arm over and looked at the underside. My own blotches are small, calm, and inconspicuous at room temperature. When I am hot, they get reddish; when I am cold, they turn bluish purple. Most of the time I forget about them, until someone says, ”What is that on your arm?” Sometimes they say it in a really rude way, as if it were leprosy or something, and I try to come up with some withering retort, but I usually can't.

”Oh,” I said to my mom. Now I felt bad that I hadn't been friendlier. I was polite, but barely. I wanted another chance. ”He seemed nice,” I said.

”Yes, he was a nice boy,” said my mom. ”Though you'd never know it to look at him.”

Chrisanne wasn't paying attention to us. She had found a little runner in her nylons and was painting clear nail polish around it.

As we walked into Home's, college girls in Bobbie Brooks outfits wanted to spray our wrists with perfume. The air itself seemed to be scented, and amid the polished old woodwork and the s.h.i.+ning bra.s.s and the sparkling gla.s.s counters and chandeliers, the rich fabrics and the bustling escalators, remnants of the hitchhiker drifted lightly away. But later, when we waddled back to the car loaded up with paper shopping bags, his ghost seemed to be waiting there in the front seat. And even though he was gone the minute Chrisanne sat down, it started me thinking. Not so much about the hitchhiker as about my mother. Because usually I think I know what she thinks. It's not hard to know; she expresses strong opinions in a forceful way on many subjects and after a while you can imagine what her opinion will be on a person or his/her actions. From committing crimes (which is definitely wrong) to choosing sandals with straps between the toes (not wrong exactly, but shows poor judgment). I would have thought that a high school dropout with greasy hair, hitchhiking, would be someone who had made at least three bad decisions and would have to face the consequences without any help from us. Yet sometimes she reaches out with warmth and kindness to the most unlikely people. Without making a big deal about it, as if anyone with half a brain would have done the same thing. I keep trying to figure out how she chooses.

What was it, for example, about the hitchhiker?

I think that in a way my mother is like a proper, immaculately kept house with a secret mark made on the fence by hoboes, to tell other hoboes that a woman lives here who will feed you. If you work. And some people can look at my mother's composed face and see the secret signs of welcome.

Bobby Prbyczka could see them. He had been coming to our house in the morning since June, to have coffee with my mother. I guess he saw her sitting there one day, in her lawn chair on the front porch, and invited himself on up.

”Any coffee left in that pot, Mrs. Pelbry?” he said.

She filled a green mug with milk and splashed some coffee in, for color. After that he came almost every day.

Mom liked it that he came, in the way that people like it when dogs or cats come right up and nuzzle them and want to be petted. She also liked it in the way that first-grade teachers, one of which she is, like six-year-olds, which Bobby was. But mostly she liked it just because Bobby was Bobby, a skinny little boy with s.h.i.+ny, happy blue eyes. Bobby's scrawny legs dangled out of hugely wide, but very short, shorts, and a small s.h.i.+rt stretched around his small chest. His hair was colorless like sand, but in the morning sun each tiny crew-cut hair glowed golden white, his happy eyes sparkled blue, and he was brown with summer. He spoke in an unexpected voice, booming and hoa.r.s.e, saying words that were unexpectedly polite and grownup-sounding.

”Looks like another hot one, don't it, Mrs. Pelbry?” he would say.

Or, ”I see you're painting your gutters. That's a very attractive color.”

Or, ”Did you're see the fireworks up at Birdvale last night? Spectacular, l.u.s.t spectacular.”

”He cracks me up,” my mom would say after he left, but while he was there, she was serious and attentive. Their conversations floated up through my window as I lay in bed, waking up, and I listened. I couldn't really help it.

”How are Mr. Pelbry and the girls?” Bobby started off one morning, as usual.

”They're fine, thank you,” my mother answered. ”And how is everyone in your family?”

”Fine,” said Bobby. ”Just fine.”

He paused.

”Well, my brother Jerome, he ain't fine. He's got poison ivy all over his whole body. Even including his eyelids. They're swelled shut.”

”Oh, dear,” said my mom. ”Where did he get it?”

”Down the woods, I guess,” said Bobby. ”He don't know what poison ivy looks like. I know what it looks like; it has three leaves.”

”Leaves of three, let it be,” said my mom.

Bobby laughed. ”You must know a lot of poems from being a teacher,” he said.

”And then my one other brother, Anthony,” he went on, ”he was riding his bike yesterday, and he rode off the edge of a loading dock over at that old factory building in Hesmont. He landed on his head and had to get eighteen st.i.tches.”

”Oh, gracious!” said my mom. ”Your poor mother!”

”My brother's the one who had to get the st.i.tches,” Bobby pointed out. ”He looks like Frankenstein. But he looks better than Jerome. Jerome looks like the Blob. Anyways, we all got to ride to the hospital in my sister's boyfriend's car because my mom and my dad was both at work, and my sister's boyfriend drives really fast, like a race car driver. And my mom had to meet us there, and she had to leave some lady's head in the sink and borrow someone else's car, so she was yelling at Marie for not watching Anthony. But Marie can't help it if Anthony don't look where he's going.

”So then Eileen and James started bawling right in the emergency room. Which turned out really good, because my mom said if we would all just shut up, we could get ice cream after. So everyone did, except for when Anthony got his st.i.tches, and my mom said that don't count because anyone would yell who was getting their head sewed up. I even got the kind dipped in chocolate.

”It was a tremendous day,” he said. ”Absolutely tremendous. Except,” he added, ”that my mom and dad had a fight since we got home late and there wasn't time to cook any dinner. My mom put a bunch of those later Tots in the oven, but my dad said that wasn't dinner and he was going down Crystal Bar for a steak sandwich. My mom was steaming. She said, Why didn't he get a room there, too?

”But when my dad come home, him and me listened to the ball game on the radio. Did you hear that game? Did you hear that catch by Roberto Clemente?”

”Yes, I did,” said my mother. ”The one where he practically climbed the wall and reached way up with one hand?”

”That's the one,” said Bobby. ”Amazing.”

Glancing out of the car window, I saw that we were getting close to home. My thoughts rose from the depths of my mother's relations.h.i.+ps with Bobby and unknown hitchhikers up to the shallows of what was inside all the shopping bags that surrounded me on the backseat I poked through a few of them, looking for my new hair holder. It was the kind Wilma Flintstone might use. I found it at the bottom of a bag, wrapped in tissue. I pulled my hair back to try it out and accidentally glanced out of the car window.

”Isn't that Maureen?” asked my mom. ”Uh-huh,” I said.

”I thought she was on vacation,” said my mom.

”She must be back now,” I said.