Chapter 36 (2/2)
The position of I who serve Master Doyle and His Highness who is Master Doyle's superior is very different Thus, the frustration I was feeling in hness Gray was feeling in his heart
The Aghinis family has produced two [Heroes] who have served as aides to two generations of kings
The relationshi+p I have with Luce and the others is sihness Gray is very cohness must protect the people, and Master Doyle hness Gray Master Doyle also counts as one of His Highness Grey's people Thus, His Highness must protect Master Doyle This is a quite the infinite loop
The two are both kind and strong, but because of this, they are two existences that do not need the help of others
The two try to protect each other The relationshi+p you two have is not so an outsider like me can comment on
But if I had to comment, I would say that both of you are idiots Iwills that never bend
I a nor fro to reach the prince while not relying on anyone It is so frustrating that I cannot be an existence that can help you relax
I know Master Doyle regrets thethe past five years I understand that he wants to atone for those mistakes as well However, there is no need to work alone, Master Doyle
You have people you can rely on Luce and I are always here for you You also have new people like Leopardo and Eleanor You have family like the Headrandfather, and father as well You also have His Highness Gray and Princess Claire here for you I think she wants to becohness
Why does he not realize it?
No, that is wrong
He does realize it, but he does not want depend on us Master Doyle is too harsh on himself He believes that he should not be spoiled by his environment more than he already has been He does not want to trouble anyone anymore
With you like this, Master Doyle, hoe atone for the selfish expectations we put on you? After hearing your words during the entrance cereht with Master Jin, how can we not want to atone for our actions that made you suffer?
I heard frorandfather that Grandmaster Zeno has tried to retire from the position of Supre the defense of your inheritance of the Aghinis title Leopardo has become your subordinate I think he would have done it even if you had not given hist bowed to all the teachers and asked theiven you for your past actions I have also heard that he has started to refuse all e requests sent to the Princess Princess Claire is always looking at the rose you sent to her whenever she has tihness Gray has even said that he would wait for you
We all want to atone for the mistakes of the past
I want you rely on me more as well
We all have these feelings that cannot be well-communicated Thus, I will also join the circle that encloses you Master Doyle The circle where we are all stretching out our hands to you, but you do not take any one of them
I knew you had kept your prohness and returned to your side,, but I was irritated by your conversation with Jin I understand you will always stay true to your words, but that is what is so frustrating You want to protect us all, and that makes us feel so helpless when you do not let us protect you
I told Master Doyle that I was suspected hi, but in reality, I was just frustrated at the words he had said before I am still not a top-notch servant I need to refine and discipline randfather who Master Doyle always relies on
I am still immature, but I will make sure that happens
However, it is still my selfish wish to have him relax around me and let his weakness out
”We are going back, Ballad”(Doyle)
”Yes, Master Doyle”(Ballad)
I feelMaster Doyle act normal
My th is what I find
My Master who is kind, but his kindness is truly frustrating The fact that I cannot say anything right now is also so frustrating
”Master Doyle”(Ballad)
”What is it?”(Doyle)
”If you ever have so you, please tell this Ballad I will help you in anyway possible”(Ballad)
”What is with you so suddenly?”(Doyle)
”Ballad will always help you no matter what, so please rely on me”(Ballad)
”Ok”(Doyle)
Master Doyle nods with a false expression and walks forward I can see the fatigue showing on his face, but I appear in front of hiain, and I follow the back of my master
I will forever keep chasing htful back
I pray that Master Doyle will soon notice that we also want to atone as well I want him to notice this as soon as possible However, I feel it is not hness to tell him this
I want to tell his, but I atch over these two childhood friends for noill keep watching over these two and hope that the upco camp will help them reconcile