Part 24 (1/2)
”I've done my best in the past, I'm going to do marvels in the future, and whatever I do, it is all for you and yours for the taking,” he said grandiosely.
”Thank you,” said Kate. ”But are you making that offer when you can't help seeing that I'm in deep trouble?”
”A thousand times over,” he said. ”All I want to know about your trouble is whether there is anything a man of my size and strength can do to help you.”
”Not a thing,” said Kate, ”in the direction of slaying a gay deceiver, if that's what you mean. The extent of my familiarities with John Jardine consists in voluntarily kissing him twice last Sunday night for the first and last time, once for himself, and once for his mother, whom I have since ceased to respect.”
George Holt was watching her with eyes lynx-sharp, but Kate never saw it. When she mentioned her farewell of Sunday night, a queer smile swept over his face and instantly disappeared.
”I should thing any girl might be permitted that much, in saying a final good-bye to a man who had shown her a fine time for weeks,” he commented casually.
”But I didn't know I was saying good-bye,” explained Kate. ”I expected him back in a week, and that I would then arrange to marry him. That was the agreement we made then.”
As she began to speak, George Holt's face flashed triumph at having led her on; at what she said it fell perceptibly, but he instantly controlled it and said casually: ”In any event, it was your own business.”
”It was,” said Kate. ”I had given no man the slightest encouragement, I was perfectly free. John Jardine was courting me openly in the presence of his mother and any one who happened to be around. I intended to marry him. I liked him as much as any man need be liked.
I don't know whether it was the same feeling Nancy Ellen had for Robert Gray or not, but it was a whole lot of feeling of some kind. I was satisfied with it, and he would have been. I meant to be a good wife to him and a good daughter to his mother, and I could have done much good in the world and extracted untold pleasure from the money he would have put in my power to handle. All was going 'merry as a marriage bell,' and then this morning came my Waterloo, in the same post with your letter.”
”Do you know what you are doing?” cried George Holt, roughly, losing self-control with hope. ”YOU ARE PROVING TO ME, AND ADMITTING TO YOURSELF, THAT YOU NEVER LOVED THAT MAN AT ALL. You were flattered, and tempted with position and riches, but your heart was not his, or you would be mighty SURE of it, don't you forget that!”
”I am not interested in a.n.a.lyzing exactly what I felt for him,” said Kate. ”It made small difference then; it makes none at all now. I would have married him gladly, and I would have been to him all a good wife is to any man; then in a few seconds I turned squarely against him, and lost my respect for him. You couldn't marry me to him if he were the last and only man on earth; but it hurt terribly, let me tell you that!”
George Holt suddenly arose and went to Kate. He sat down close beside her and leaned toward her.
”There isn't the least danger of my trying to marry you to him,” he said, ”because I am going to marry you myself at the very first opportunity. Why not now? Why not have a simple ceremony somewhere at once, and go away until school begins, and forget him, having a good time by ourselves? Come on, Kate, let's do it! We can go stay with Aunt Ollie, and if he comes trying to force himself on you, he'll get what he deserves. He'll learn that there is something on earth he can't buy with his money.”
”But I don't love you,” said Kate.
”Neither did you love him,” retorted George Holt. ”I can prove it by what you say. Neither did you love him, but you were going to marry him, and use all his wonderful power of position and wealth, and trust to a.s.sociation to BRING love. You can try that with me. As for wealth, who cares? We are young and strong, and we have a fine chance in the world. You go on and teach this year, and I'll get such a start that by next year you can be riding around in your carriage, proud as Pompey.”
”Of course we could make it all right, as to a living,” said Kate. ”Big and strong as we are, but--”
Then the torrent broke. At the first hint that she would consider his proposal George Holt drew her to him and talked volumes of impa.s.sioned love to her. He gave her no chance to say anything; he said all there was to say himself; he urged that Jardine would come, and she should not be there. He begged, he pleaded, he reasoned. Night found Kate sitting on the back porch at Aunt Ollie's with a confused memory of having stood beside the little stream with her hand in George Holt's while she a.s.sented to the questions of a Justice of the Peace, in the presence of the School Director and Mrs. Holt. She knew that immediately thereafter they had walked away along a hot, dusty country road; she had tried to eat something that tasted like salted ashes.
She could hear George's ringing laugh of exultation breaking out afresh every few minutes; in sudden irritation at the latest guffaw she clearly remembered one thing: in her dazed and bewildered state she had forgotten to tell him that she was a Prodigal Daughter.
CHAPTER XIII
THE BRIDE
ONLY one memory in the ten days that followed before her school began ever stood out clearly and distinctly with Kate. That was the morning of the day after she married George Holt. She saw Nancy Ellen and Robert at the gate so she went out to speak with them. Nancy Ellen was driving, she held the lines and the whip in her hands. Kate in dull apathy wondered why they seemed so deeply agitated. Both of them stared at her as if she might be a maniac.
”Is this thing in the morning paper true?” cried Nancy Ellen in a high, shrill voice that made Kate start in wonder. She did not take the trouble to evade by asking ”what thing?” she merely made a.s.sent with her head.
”You are married to that--that--” Nancy Ellen choked until she could not say what.
”It's TIME to stop, since I am married to him,” said Kate, gravely.
”You rushed in and married him without giving Robert time to find out and tell you what everybody knows about him?” demanded Nancy Ellen.