Part 4 (1/2)

The court-martial was over and d.i.c.k could not question the justice of its sentence--he was dismissed from the army. Indeed, it was better than he had expected. Somewhat to his surprise, the Adjutant afterward saw him alone.

”I'm thankful our official duty's done,” he said. ”Of course, I'm taking an irregular line, and if you prefer not to talk--”

”You made me feel that you wanted to be my friend,” d.i.c.k replied awkwardly.

”Then I may, perhaps, remark that you made a bad defense. In the army, it's better to tell a plausible tale and stick to it; we like an obvious explanation. Now if you had admitted being slightly drunk.”

”But I was sober!”

The Adjutant smiled impatiently.

”So much the worse for you! If you had been drunk, you'd have been turned out all the same, but the reason would have been, so to speak, satisfactory. Now you're tainted by a worse suspicion. Personally, I don't think the lost plans have any value, but if they had, it might have gone very hard with you.” He paused and gave d.i.c.k a friendly glance.

”Well, in parting, I'll give you a bit of advice. Stick to engineering, which you have a talent for.”

He went out and not long afterward d.i.c.k left the camp in civilian's clothes, but stopped his motorcycle on the hill and stood looking back with a pain at his heart. He saw the rows of tents stretched across the smooth pasture, the flag he had been proud to serve languidly flapping on the gentle breeze, and the water sparkling about the bridge. Along the riverside, bare-armed men in s.h.i.+rts and trousers were throwing up banks of soil with shovels that flashed in the strong light. He could see their cheerful brown faces and a smart young subaltern taking out a measuring line. d.i.c.k liked the boy, who now no doubt would pa.s.s him without a look, and he envied him with the keenest envy he had ever felt. He had loved his profession; and he was turned out of it in disgrace.

It was evening when he stood in the s.p.a.cious library at home, glad that the light was fading, as he confronted his father, who sat with grim face in a big leather chair. d.i.c.k had no brothers and sisters, and his mother had died long before. He had not lived much at home, and had been on good, more than affectionate, terms with his father. Indeed, their relations were marked by mutual indulgence, for d.i.c.k had no interest outside his profession, while Mr. Brandon occupied himself with politics and enjoyed his prominent place in local society. He was conventional and his manners were formal and dignified, but d.i.c.k thought him very much like Lance, although he had not Lance's genial humor.

”Well,” he said when d.i.c.k had finished, ”you have made a very bad mess of things and it is, of course, impossible that you should remain here. In fact, you have rendered it difficult for me to meet my neighbors and take my usual part in public affairs.”

This was the line d.i.c.k had expected him to take. It was his father's pride he had wounded and not his heart. He did not know what to say and, turning his head, he looked moodily out of the open window. The lawn outside was beautifully kept and the flower-borders were a blaze of tastefully a.s.sorted colors, but there was something artificial and conventional about the garden that was as marked in the house. Somehow d.i.c.k had never really thought of the place as home.

”I mean to go away,” he said awkwardly.

”The puzzling thing is that you should deny having drunk too much,”

Brandon resumed.

”But I hadn't done so! You look at it as the others did. Why should it make matters better if I'd owned to being drunk?”

”Drunkenness,” his father answered, ”is now an offense against good taste, but not long ago it was thought a rather gentlemanly vice, and a certain toleration is still extended to the man who does wrong in liquor.

Perhaps this isn't logical, but you must take the world as you find it. I had expected you to learn more in the army than you seem to have picked up. Did you imagine that your promotion depended altogether upon your planning trenches and gun-pits well?”

”That kind of thing is going to count in the new armies,” d.i.c.k replied.

”Being popular on guest-night at the mess won't help a man to hold his trench or work his gun under heavy fire.”

Brandon frowned.

”You won't have an opportunity for showing what you can do. I don't know where you got your utilitarian, radical views; but we'll keep to the point. Where do you think of going?”

”To New York, to begin with.”

”Why not Montreal or Cape Town?”

”Well,” d.i.c.k said awkwardly, ”after what has happened, I'd rather not live on British soil.”

”Then why not try Hamburg?”