C39 (1/2)
Chu Bei told everything that had happened to him to the Miss Wang, as well as the conflict in his heart. He didn't know how he should face the issue of love.
To Xie Yuhan, he had never thought of having a relationship with him, yet she had done something that she shouldn't have done to Xie Yuhan. How could he be responsible for this girl?
What Chu Bei felt guilty for was still this matter he did to Xie Yuhan last night. In his eyes, Xie Yuhan was such a kind, gentle, and innocent girl. He had made a mistake towards this kind of girl. If he were to deceive her in terms of feelings, and not account for her feelings, would it hurt Xie Yuhan greatly?
To let such a pure and innocent girl be cheated and hurt by her feelings, how cruel would it be? Chu Bei had fallen into this kind of uneasy feeling world.
If the one who had a relationship with him last night wasn't Xie Yuhan, but a woman like Lin Meijuan who could let go of all relationships, Chu Bei wouldn't be as conflicted as he was now. At most, he would just treat what happened last night as a need for him to be alone and not hold responsibility towards anyone.
But the girl he met last night was Xie Yuhan, a girl as innocent as a lily.
”Sister Wang, don't you think I'm such a bastard? If I drank less last night, if I didn't insist on staying at this girl's house, then nothing would have happened.”
”Dr. Chu, when you are young, you will often encounter many similar things. Actually, you don't have to take the events from last night to heart. Girls nowadays don't need to before, many girls are more open-minded in this aspect. I believe that this girl didn't reject you last night, maybe because she likes you a little, but she might not ask you to be responsible for what happened last night. ”
”But in my heart, I feel bad. After all, she is a very innocent, very innocent girl. I should not have done this sort of thing to her.”
”Dr. Chu, as long as it's a girl's wish, you shouldn't feel too guilty. If she is willing to give himself to you, then it means that she still has a good impression of you. As for whether or not you two will fall in love in the future, that will all depend on fate, so you don't need to feel that you owe her anything. ”
”Sister Wang, you mean let nature take its course, right?”
”Yes, since you are still unable to confirm whether or not your heart belongs to her, then let time to choose for you.” I can hear that there is another girl in your heart, and perhaps you prefer this girl in your heart. ”
”I don't know either. I just like another girl a little more.”
”You still can't decide who is the other half of your life. If that's the case, then let time help you choose your fate. ”As you spend more time with them, you will naturally have a measure in your heart. At that time, your fate will also come to your side.”
”Sister Wang, I understand. Then I will continue to maintain the previous relationship with this girl and let time choose for me.”
”Yeah, if you hide from her now, or even admit to her that what happened last night shouldn't happen, that would hurt her. The only thing that won't hurt her is whether you get along with her as you did before or whether you should treat her as a friend or not. ”
”Alright, Sister Wang, thank you for helping me resolve this matter. I know how to deal with it now.”
”Dr. Chu, I am also grateful to you for believing me and telling me these secrets of yours. I'm happy to talk to you. ”
”Sister Wang, if you feel that talking to me is a relaxing and happy thing to do, I'll come and chat with you everyday. Sister Wang, you should rest for a while. You need to ensure sufficient sleeping time, I will come again in the afternoon to accompany you. ”
”Dr. Chu, go and busy yourself. You can't waste your time on a patient like me. I still have my family to accompany me.”
When Chu Bei came out of Miss Wang's ward, he felt a lot more relaxed. He knew how to face Xie Yuhan now.
Chu Bei returned to the clinic and took out his phone. Hao Jiajia had already sent him a message and told him.
”Chu Bei, thank you for your concern for me. I'm not in a good mood right now, so I don't want to mention the word 'feelings'.”
Chu Bei really wanted to call Hao Jiajia and be concerned about him, but Hao Jiajia had said in a text message that she was in a bad mood. If she called Hao Jiajia now, she would definitely make Hao Jiajia feel disgusted, so Chu Bei gave up on the idea of calling him and sent him a message.
Hao Jiajia did not immediately reject Chu Bei, nor did she agree to Chu Bei's request. This made Chu Bei unable to understand what this beautiful woman was thinking.
Chu Bei had originally thought that if Hao Jiajia had immediately rejected him in this short message, then he would have stopped thinking about Hao Jiajia. However, the contents of this short message that Hao Jiajia replied to were neither pain nor itch, which once again confirmed Chu Bei's feelings towards Hao Jiajia.
Chu Bei understood in his heart that he liked this noble and proud woman, Hao Jiajia. A man's unrequited love for a woman, he wanted to conquer this woman.
”Hao Jiajia, you're mine, sooner or later you're mine.”
Chu Bei told himself like this. He found a new goal for his life, a woman that was so perfect in his eyes.
Chu Bei was in a daze, and knocking sounds came from the door.
”May I ask if Dr. Chu is here?”
Chu Bei raised his head. The person who stood at the entrance was shocking to him, he never thought that it would be her even in his dreams.