Part 42 (1/2)
For several minutes there was a complete silence in the room, none of them made the slightest movement. At last Catherine turned abruptly and exclaimed with pa.s.sionate vehemence, ”Are you both dumb? Can you not say anything?”
Sister Eliza first recovered her composure. ”Sister Catherine,” she said, ”I do not understand you. You are not yourself this evening. You are ill and excited. We will wait until to-morrow morning, then you will explain this matter to us. I have sufficient faith in you to know that you have acted for the best.”
”And I,” exclaimed Susan with a contemptuous bitterness in her voice, ”believe that this is the beginning of the end. I foresee that the Society has received its death-blow. This weakness of yours will leak out, Sister Catherine. Oh, yes! I understand what you have done. You _must_ know what will happen now. When the Sisters discover that the Chief has so little care of their safety, that she refuses to remove a great danger, because forsooth to do so stands in the way of her private affection, do you think they will believe in her any more, trust her again? Why, they will never know from what side to expect danger next.
They will desert the Cause in panic, seeing that their very general has betrayed them.”
Catherine paid no heed to Susan's angry words, but rose slowly from the chair, and said in an absent weary way, ”I wish to be alone. I have told you everything. If you desire to know more come to-morrow--but leave me alone now, I pray you--good-night!”
”This is the shortest meeting we have ever had,” said Susan with a sneer; ”but if the business of the Society is to be transacted in this way, it looks as if we are likely to have a last shorter meeting still some day--one in front of the gallows. Treachery--”
”Silence, Sister Susan!” interrupted the boarding-house keeper, sternly.
”Let us go. Sister Catherine, I will come here to-morrow morning.
Good-night! you want rest; sleep will do you good.”
”Sleep!” echoed Catherine in a despairing voice. Sister Eliza looked over her shoulder anxiously at her Chief, as she went out of the room with Susan Riley, and the woman was once more left alone with the thoughts that were killing her.
Sister Eliza and Susan Riley walked together down the Edgware Road. For some time neither spoke. Each in her different way was dismayed at the prospect before the Secret Society, and was pondering over the situation.
Susan felt absolutely ill with rage and disappointment. Her scheme of vengeance against the girl she hated had been frustrated, at any rate for the time. But this was not all. She clearly saw that the Chief's line of conduct with regard to Mary, boded great peril to the Society.
She felt that Catherine King would never recover her self-esteem and consciousness of power. She knew the woman's character too well. And she was well aware what an unstable inst.i.tution that Society was, how soon it would be scattered when the master-mind failed to hold its sway.
Susan's pa.s.sion for intrigue and conspiracy had made her an enthusiast a selfish one it is true, of the Cause. It had now become a necessity of her life, and she trembled as she thought how near the collapse of it threatened to be.
She spoke in a low voice to her companion as they walked along: ”Eliza!
the Chief will never recover from the results of this piece of folly. I know her: she is lost, and after her the Cause.”
”I don't know,” replied the boarding-house keeper. ”She has not fully explained her motives to us yet. Wait until to-morrow, then we will understand everything. I cannot believe that she has not acted for the best. Her wisdom is not ours, Susan.”
”Ha!” laughed Susan, contemptuously, ”I understand you. You amuse me.
You remind me of what happened a few years back when the prime minister, that then infallible idol of England, committed that terrible mistake in his foreign policy. Do you remember how all the thinking men of his own party, though they perceived his errors, tried to stifle their convictions and reason? You remember with what timid vague speeches, men who ought to have known better, defended that suicidal policy in the House. They thought that venerated man, whose gigantic intellect so towered above their own, could not be at fault. They said to themselves that he must be right in everything. He doubtlessly saw what they could not. Who were they to question his wisdom? Well, Eliza, that's exactly the way you always think and talk about your infallible idol, our Chief.
You believe she must be right somehow, though you can't see how, though she seems to be acting as wrongly as possible. But you will soon find it out, Sister Eliza, very soon. Catherine King will never again hold up her head, and dictate to the Sisterhood as she could two days ago. Her power of compelling them to believe in her, will all go. You will see it, I tell you--you will see it.”
Susan spoke excitedly. Sister Eliza's sinking heart told her that the words were true, but she was unwilling to confess this. ”Take care, Susan,” she said, wis.h.i.+ng to turn the conversation. ”The street is rather too crowded for discussion of these matters. We shall be overheard, if you don't take care.”
”Trust me,” was the reply, ”I'm keeping my eyes open; besides, I shall say nothing that can possibly be understood by pa.s.sers-by. But tell me, Sister Eliza, don't you agree with what I said?”
”No! I cannot yet see wherein lies the very great danger of sparing this wretched girl.”
”Not see it! but this is absurd, you do see it. You know what she now is, religious, love-sick, and a lunatic to boot. How can you expect such a one to keep a secret like ours? Sister Eliza! you must understand as well as I do, the meaning of what has happened. You see that the Chief has sacrificed the Cause to her private feelings. You know how she will hate and despise herself when she awakes from her folly, and then she will be as weak as Samson after the loss of his locks; for she will have lost what is _her_ strength, _her_ secret of success--belief in herself.
And without Catherine King what do you think will happen to the Cause?”
”I am afraid, without her, it will be lost.”
”Of course it will. But we must do our best. Even the Inner Circle must not know how it is that the judgment on Mary Grimm has not been executed. We must see Catherine to-morrow. We must concoct between us some plausible lie for the Sisters. We might make them believe that the girl is dead, anything rather than let them guess the fatal weakness of the Chief.”
”That does seem the only thing to do,” said Sister Eliza, thoughtfully.
”I will try and think the whole matter over to-night.”