Part 44 (1/2)

The Rescue Joseph Conrad 43830K 2022-07-22

The impressed d'Alcacer had to make an effort to bring himself to tap him lightly on the shoulder.

”The moment has come, Travers, to show some fort.i.tude,” he said with easy intimacy. Mr. Travers looked up swiftly. ”I have just been talking to your wife. She had a communication from Captain Lingard for us both.

It remains for us now to preserve as much as possible our dignity. I hope that if necessary we will both know how to die.”

In a moment of profound stillness, d'Alcacer had time to wonder whether his face was as stony in expression as the one upturned to him. But suddenly a smile appeared on it, which was certainly the last thing d'Alcacer expected to see. An indubitable smile. A slightly contemptuous smile.

”My wife has been stuffing your head with some more of her nonsense.”

Mr. Travers spoke in a voice which astonished d'Alcacer as much as the smile, a voice that was not irritable nor peevish, but had a distinct note of indulgence. ”My dear d'Alcacer, that craze has got such a hold of her that she would tell you any sort of tale. Social impostors, mediums, fortune-tellers, charlatans of all sorts do obtain a strange influence over women. You have seen that sort of thing yourself. I had a talk with her before dinner. The influence that bandit has got over her is incredible. I really believe the fellow is half crazy himself. They often are, you know. I gave up arguing with her. Now, what is it you have got to tell me? But I warn you that I am not going to take it seriously.”

He rejected briskly the cotton sheet, put his feet to the ground and b.u.t.toned his jacket. D'Alcacer, as he talked, became aware by the slight noise behind him that Mrs. Travers and Lingard were leaving the Cage, but he went on to the end and then waited anxiously for the answer.

”See! She has followed him out on deck,” were Mr. Travers' first words.

”I hope you understand that it is a mere craze. You can't help seeing that. Look at her costume. She simply has lost her head. Luckily the world needn't know. But suppose that something similar had happened at home. It would have been extremely awkward. Oh! yes, I will come. I will go anywhere. I can't stand this hulk, those people, this infernal Cage.

I believe I should fall ill if I were to remain here.”

The inward detached voice of Jorgenson made itself heard near the gangway saying: ”The boat has been waiting for this hour past, King Tom.”

”Let us make a virtue of necessity and go with a good grace,” said d'Alcacer, ready to take Mr. Travers under the arm persuasively, for he did not know what to make of that gentleman.

But Mr. Travers seemed another man. ”I am afraid, d'Alcacer, that you, too, are not very strong-minded. I am going to take a blanket off this bedstead. . . .” He flung it hastily over his arm and followed d'Alcacer closely. ”What I suffer mostly from, strange to say, is cold.”

Mrs. Travers and Lingard were waiting near the gangway. To everybody's extreme surprise Mr. Travers addressed his wife first.

”You were always laughing at people's crazes,” was what he said, ”and now you have a craze of your own. But we won't discuss that.”

D'Alcacer pa.s.sed on, raising his cap to Mrs. Travers, and went down the s.h.i.+p's side into the boat. Jorgenson had vanished in his own manner like an exorcised ghost, and Lingard, stepping back, left husband and wife face to face.

”Did you think I was going to make a fuss?” asked Mr. Travers in a very low voice. ”I a.s.sure you I would rather go than stay here. You didn't think that? You have lost all sense of reality, of probability. I was just thinking this evening that I would rather be anywhere than here looking on at you. At your folly. . . .”

Mrs. Travers' loud, ”Martin!” made Lingard wince, caused d'Alcacer to lift his head down there in the boat, and even Jorgenson, forward somewhere out of sight, ceased mumbling in his moustache. The only person who seemed not to have heard that exclamation was Mr. Travers himself, who continued smoothly:

”. . . at the aberration of your mind, you who seemed so superior to common credulities. You are not yourself, not at all, and some day you will admit to me that . . . No, the best thing will be to forget it, as you will soon see yourself. We shall never mention that subject in the future. I am certain you will be only too glad to agree with me on that point.”

”How far ahead are you looking?” asked Mrs. Travers, finding her voice and even the very tone in which she would have addressed him had they been about to part in the hall of their town house. She might have been asking him at what time he expected to be home, while a footman held the door open and the brougham waited in the street.

”Not very far. This can't last much longer.” Mr. Travers made a movement as if to leave her exactly as though he were rather pressed to keep an appointment. ”By the by,” he said, checking himself, ”I suppose the fellow understands thoroughly that we are wealthy. He could hardly doubt that.”

”It's the last thought that would enter his head,” said Mrs. Travers.

”Oh, yes, just so,” Mr. Travers allowed a little impatience to pierce under his casual manner. ”But I don't mind telling you that I have had enough of this. I am prepared to make--ah!--to make concessions. A large pecuniary sacrifice. Only the whole position is so absurd! He might conceivably doubt my good faith. Wouldn't it be just as well if you, with your particular influence, would hint to him that with me he would have nothing to fear? I am a man of my word.”

”That is the first thing he would naturally think of any man,” said Mrs.

Travers.

”Will your eyes never be opened?” Mr. Travers began, irritably, then gave it up. ”Well, so much the better then. I give you a free hand.”

”What made you change your att.i.tude like this?” asked Mrs. Travers, suspiciously.

”My regard for you,” he answered without hesitation.