Part 30 (2/2)

She lamented in the night. Ha.s.sim kept silent. He had no illusions and in any other man but Lingard he would have thought the proceeding no better than suicidal folly. For him Travers and d'Alcacer were two powerful Rajahs--probably relatives of the Ruler of the land of the English whom he knew to be a woman; but why they should come and interfere with the recovery of his own kingdom was an obscure problem.

He was concerned for Lingard's safety. That the risk was incurred mostly for his sake--so that the prospects of the great enterprise should not be ruined by a quarrel over the lives of these whites--did not strike him so much as may be imagined. There was that in him which made such an action on Lingard's part appear all but unavoidable. Was he not Rajah Ha.s.sim and was not the other a man of strong heart, of strong arm, of proud courage, a man great enough to protect highborn princes--a friend?

Immada's words called out a smile which, like the words, was lost in the darkness. ”Forget your weariness,” he said, gently, ”lest, O Sister, we should arrive too late.” The coming day would throw its light on some decisive event. Ha.s.sim thought of his own men who guarded the Emma and he wished to be where they could hear his voice. He regretted Jaffir was not there. Ha.s.sim was saddened by the absence from his side of that man who once had carried what he thought would be his last message to his friend. It had not been the last. He had lived to cherish new hopes and to face new troubles and, perchance, to frame another message yet, while death knocked with the hands of armed enemies at the gate. The breeze steadied; the succeeding swells swung the canoe smoothly up the unbroken ridges of water travelling apace along the land. They progressed slowly; but Immada's heart was more weary than her arms, and Ha.s.sim, dipping the blade of his paddle without a splash, peered right and left, trying to make out the shadowy forms of islets. A long way ahead of the canoe and holding the same course, the brig's dinghy ran with broad lug extended, making for that narrow and winding pa.s.sage between the coast and the southern shoals, which led to the mouth of the creek connecting the lagoon with the sea.

Thus on that starless night the Shallows were peopled by uneasy souls.

The thick veil of clouds stretched over them, cut them off from the rest of the universe. At times Mrs. Travers had in the darkness the impression of dizzy speed, and again it seemed to her that the boat was standing still, that everything in the world was standing still and only her fancy roamed free from all trammels. Lingard, perfectly motionless by her side, steered, shaping his course by the feel of the wind.

Presently he perceived ahead a ghostly flicker of faint, livid light which the earth seemed to throw up against the uniform blackness of the sky. The dinghy was approaching the expanse of the Shallows. The confused clamour of broken water deepened its note.

”How long are we going to sail like this?” asked Mrs. Travers, gently.

She did not recognize the voice that p.r.o.nounced the word ”Always” in answer to her question. It had the impersonal ring of a voice without a master. Her heart beat fast.

”Captain Lingard!” she cried.

”Yes. What?” he said, nervously, as if startled out of a dream.

”I asked you how long we were going to sail like this,” she repeated, distinctly.

”If the breeze holds we shall be in the lagoon soon after daybreak. That will be the right time, too. I shall leave you on board the hulk with Jorgenson.”

”And you? What will you do?” she asked. She had to wait for a while.

”I will do what I can,” she heard him say at last. There was another pause. ”All I can,” he added.

The breeze dropped, the sail fluttered.

”I have perfect confidence in you,” she said. ”But are you certain of success?”

”No.”

The futility of her question came home to Mrs. Travers. In a few hours of life she had been torn away from all her cert.i.tudes, flung into a world of improbabilities. This thought instead of augmenting her distress seemed to soothe her. What she experienced was not doubt and it was not fear. It was something else. It might have been only a great fatigue.

She heard a dull detonation as if in the depth of the sea. It was hardly more than a shock and a vibration. A roller had broken amongst the shoals; the livid clearness Lingard had seen ahead flashed and flickered in expanded white sheets much nearer to the boat now. And all this--the wan burst of light, the faint shock as of something remote and immense falling into ruins, was taking place outside the limits of her life which remained encircled by an impenetrable darkness and by an impenetrable silence. Puffs of wind blew about her head and expired; the sail collapsed, s.h.i.+vered audibly, stood full and still in turn; and again the sensation of vertiginous speed and of absolute immobility succeeding each other with increasing swiftness merged at last into a bizarre state of headlong motion and profound peace. The darkness enfolded her like the enervating caress of a sombre universe. It was gentle and destructive. Its languor seduced her soul into surrender.

Nothing existed and even all her memories vanished into s.p.a.ce. She was content that nothing should exist.

Lingard, aware all the time of their contact in the narrow stern sheets of the boat, was startled by the pressure of the woman's head drooping on his shoulder. He stiffened himself still more as though he had tried on the approach of a danger to conceal his life in the breathless rigidity of his body. The boat soared and descended slowly; a region of foam and reefs stretched across her course hissing like a gigantic cauldron; a strong gust of wind drove her straight at it for a moment then pa.s.sed on and abandoned her to the regular balancing of the swell.

The struggle of the rocks forever overwhelmed and emerging, with the sea forever victorious and repulsed, fascinated the man. He watched it as he would have watched something going on within himself while Mrs. Travers slept sustained by his arm, pressed to his side, abandoned to his support. The shoals guarding the Sh.o.r.e of Refuge had given him his first glimpse of success--the solid support he needed for his action. The Shallows were the shelter of his dreams; their voice had the power to soothe and exalt his thoughts with the promise of freedom for his hopes.

Never had there been such a generous friends.h.i.+p. . . . A ma.s.s of white foam whirling about a centre of intense blackness spun silently past the side of the boat. . . . That woman he held like a captive on his arm had also been given to him by the Shallows.

Suddenly his eyes caught on a distant sandbank the red gleam of Daman's camp fire instantly eclipsed like the wink of a signalling lantern along the level of the waters. It brought to his mind the existence of the two men--those other captives. If the war canoe transporting them into the lagoon had left the sands shortly after Ha.s.sim's retreat from Daman's camp, Travers and d'Alcacer were by this time far away up the creek.

Every thought of action had become odious to Lingard since all he could do in the world now was to hasten the moment of his separation from that woman to whom he had confessed the whole secret of his life.

And she slept. She could sleep! He looked down at her as he would have looked at the slumbering ignorance of a child, but the life within him had the fierce beat of supreme moments. Near by, the eddies sighed along the reefs, the water soughed amongst the stones, clung round the rocks with tragic murmurs that resembled promises, good-byes, or prayers. From the unfathomable distances of the night came the booming of the swell a.s.saulting the seaward face of the Shallows. He felt the woman's nearness with such intensity that he heard nothing. . . . Then suddenly he thought of death.

”Wake up!” he shouted in her ear, swinging round in his seat. Mrs.

Travers gasped; a splash of water flicked her over the eyes and she felt the separate drops run down her cheeks, she tasted them on her lips, tepid and bitter like tears. A swis.h.i.+ng undulation tossed the boat on high followed by another and still another; and then the boat with the breeze abeam glided through still water, laying over at a steady angle.

”Clear of the reef now,” remarked Lingard in a tone of relief.

”Were we in any danger?” asked Mrs. Travers in a whisper.

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