Part 23 (2/2)

The Rescue Joseph Conrad 37370K 2022-07-22

”That's your trouble, is it?” said Lingard, slowly.

”Aye, Captain. Is it all clear to you? Stopping boats, kidnapping gentlemen. That's fun in a way, only--I am a youngster to you--but is it all clear to you? Old Robinson wasn't particular, you know, and he--”

”Clearer than daylight,” cried Lingard, hotly. ”I can't give up--”

He checked himself. Carter waited. The flare bearers stood rigid, turning their faces away from the flame, and in the play of gleams at its foot the mast near by, like a lofty column, ascended in the great darkness. A lot of ropes ran up slanting into a dark void and were lost to sight, but high aloft a brace block gleamed white, the end of a yard-arm could be seen suspended in the air and as if glowing with its own light. The sky had clouded over the brig without a breath of wind.

”Give up,” repeated Carter with an uneasy shuffle of feet.

”n.o.body,” finished Lingard. ”I can't. It's as clear as daylight. I can't! No! Nothing!”

He stared straight out afar, and after looking at him Carter felt moved by a bit of youthful intuition to murmur, ”That's bad,” in a tone that almost in spite of himself hinted at the dawning of a befogged compa.s.sion.

He had a sense of confusion within him, the sense of mystery without.

He had never experienced anything like it all the time when serving with old Robinson in the Ly-e-moon. And yet he had seen and taken part in some queer doings that were not clear to him at the time. They were secret but they suggested something comprehensible. This affair did not.

It had somehow a subtlety that affected him. He was uneasy as if there had been a breath of magic on events and men giving to this complication of a yachting voyage a significance impossible to perceive, but felt in the words, in the gestures, in the events, which made them all strangely, obscurely startling.

He was not one who could keep track of his sensations, and besides he had not the leisure. He had to answer Lingard's questions about the people of the yacht. No, he couldn't say Mrs. Travers was what you may call frightened. She seemed to have something in her mind. Oh, yes! The chaps were in a funk. Would they fight? Anybody would fight when driven to it, funk or no funk. That was his experience. Naturally one liked to have something better than a handspike to do it with. Still--In the pause Carter seemed to weigh with composure the chances of men with handspikes.

”What do you want to fight us for?” he asked, suddenly.

Lingard started.

”I don't,” he said; ”I wouldn't be asking you.”

”There's no saying what you would do, Captain,” replied Carter; ”it isn't twenty-four hours since you wanted to shoot me.”

”I only said I would, rather than let you go raising trouble for me,”

explained Lingard.

”One night isn't like another,” mumbled Carter, ”but how am I to know?

It seems to me you are making trouble for yourself as fast as you can.”

”Well, supposing I am,” said Lingard with sudden gloominess. ”Would your men fight if I armed them properly?”

”What--for you or for themselves?” asked Carter.

”For the woman,” burst out Lingard. ”You forget there's a woman on board. I don't care _that_ for their carcases.”

Carter pondered conscientiously.

”Not to-night,” he said at last. ”There's one or two good men amongst them, but the rest are struck all of a heap. Not to-night. Give them time to get steady a bit if you want them to fight.”

He gave facts and opinions with a mixture of loyalty and mistrust. His own state puzzled him exceedingly. He couldn't make out anything, he did not know what to believe and yet he had an impulsive desire, an inspired desire to help the man. At times it appeared a necessity--at others policy; between whiles a great folly, which perhaps did not matter because he suspected himself of being helpless anyway. Then he had moments of anger. In those moments he would feel in his pocket the b.u.t.t of a loaded pistol. He had provided himself with the weapon, when directed by Mrs. Travers to go on board the brig.

”If he wants to interfere with me, I'll let drive at him and take my chance of getting away,” he had explained hurriedly.

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