Part 17 (1/2)
Elizabeth followed him, feeling very uncomfortable, and after standing for a moment in indecision, went over to him, and sitting down on his knee, put her arm round his neck, saying--
”You are not angry with me, are you? I didn't think you would mind, or I wouldn't have done it.”
”Oh! it's quite immaterial to me, of course, who you send your love to.”
”She was my best friend when I was--in Arendal,” Elizabeth said, avoiding the mention of Beck's name again.
”I don't doubt you are on the best possible terms with all these people,” Salve said, impatiently, and making a movement as if he would get up from his seat.
It was Elizabeth who rose first.
”Salve!” she exclaimed, and was about to add more, when he pulled her down to him again, and said in a gentle tone of remorse--
”Forgive me, Elizabeth. I didn't mean what I said. But I do so hate hearing you talk of these people.”
Elizabeth burst into tears, protesting against his want of confidence in her; and Salve, now thoroughly distressed at the result of his want of self-control, overwhelmed her with tenderness in his endeavours to appease her. He succeeded after a while, and the evening was pa.s.sed in such suns.h.i.+ne as only succeeds to storm.
After a quarrel of the kind, however, there must be always something left behind, and though Salve was doubly affectionate for many days, afterwards he grew more and more silent, and presently even irritable and moody, and would not go to church on any of the succeeding Sundays while he remained at home.
CHAPTER XXII.
Elizabeth carried out her intention of accompanying him to Amsterdam, where she paid a visit of several days to the Garvloits, and the pleasure of the trip was only alloyed for her by the change which had come over Salve's manner, and to which she had now to try and accustom herself as one does to a less brilliant light after having seen the sun.
They were on their way home again, sailing before a light breeze, and under a soft blue sky, out of the busy, shallow Zuyder Zee. Elizabeth was sitting on deck with little Gjert, blooming as a rose, and asking animated questions of the pilot, whom they had been compelled to take on board, about the various flat sandy islands and towns which came in sight from time to time, Salve occasionally stopping in his walk to listen.
By Tersch.e.l.ling the channel from the Zuyder Zee to the North Sea is marked out like a narrow strait with black and red buoys; and even in that calm weather there were foaming breakers the whole way close to the s.h.i.+p on either side. ”What must it be like,” Elizabeth asked, in a sort of terror, ”in a storm, when the whole sea was driving in?”
”That is a sight it's better not to see,” replied the pilot.
”But you have to be out, storm or not, pilot?”
”It is my way of getting a living,” he answered, shortly.
Salve stood and listened, as the conversation took this turn.
”We have pilots in Norway, too,” she said, ”who don't mind a wet jacket either. It is a fine life!”
The Dutchman merely observed, coldly, in reply--
”In two successive years--it is three years ago now--they lost out here off Amland a total of fifty pilots.”
”Still, it is a fine life!” she said; and Salve resumed his walk.
A couple of evenings after, the Apollo was pitching out on the Doggerbank in the moonlight, with a reef in her topsails. Elizabeth had not yet gone below, and was sitting with her child warmly wrapped up on her lap, while Salve paced the deck and looked at her from time to time.
A little farther off, near the main-hatch, Nils Buvaagen (whom Salve had met again at Nottero, and persuaded to take service with him) and a couple of the crew who were off duty were engaged in story-telling, the others lounging about near them to listen. Elizabeth, too, was listening.
They had crossed that day a long stretch of dead water, and the carpenter had several mysterious incidents, of which he declared he had been an eyewitness, to recount on the head of it. Meeting dead water like that out in the open sea generally meant that something was going to happen.
Nils Buvaagen, like all fjord peasants, had a strong leaning towards every kind of superst.i.tion; and in his many voyages across the North Sea, he had had more than one experience of the kind in question. He had sat quite silent so far.