Part 43 (2/2)

Nichols sighted us in the crowd and his smile faded for an instant. He forced it back, flas.h.i.+ng some teeth in our direction as he said to the crowd, ”We've come far, haven't we?” The crowd cheered again.

We didn't cheer, but I did flash a smile back at him, and he must have caught the meaning in it. He had trouble getting started.

”Well, anyway, here we are, and, uh, we've got, we've got things to do today, yes sir, it's, uh . . . how are you all doing?”

After a few false starts he finally got his talk rolling, telling some stories, getting some laughs, and encouraging everyone about how wonderful they were. I didn't catch most of what he said. I was more interested in the edge in his voice, the tenseness in his walk, the way he kept drumming his fingers against his thigh. I looked around the tent. Was anyone else noticing the same thing? Possibly. A man leaned and whispered an observation to his wife and she nodded, watching Nichols intently.

I looked around. The kids were still loose. There were gaggles of latecomers still wandering around and chatting in the back.

Kyle's eyes were open, but his lips were moving vaguely. He was praying. Good. I did some praying myself, but never took my eyes off Nichols.

”And that's why we where with-why were whennit-” One more try. ”That's why-we-were-where-we-were when . . .” He was fl.u.s.tered but kept going, his voice tense and his good humor strained. He was trying to promise us a better world, trying to convince us how such a dream was in our hands. He lost his train of thought and stopped cold. He backed up, picked it up again, hurriedly mumbled some point about how we could achieve heights our parents never dreamed of- ”I WANT IT QUIET IN HERE!” It was a sudden, alarming flash of temper. The people sitting near me reacted as if they'd been slapped. He pointed to some kids running up the aisle in front of him. ”Whose children are these?” He didn't wait for an answer. ”I want them out of here! NOW!”

A burly usher grabbed the arm of a little boy running by, whip-cracking him and hauling him in. The kid screamed b.l.o.o.d.y murder, kicking and punching as the usher carried him toward an exit. His mother popped up out of the vast, seated crowd and started hollering for him, tripping over chairs and feet trying to get out of her row.

”Take him out!” said Nichols, and then he pointed to some other children still running loose. ”And those too! That girl, and that girl, and those two boys, and that one running back there! Get them out of my sight!”

Now there was a murmur in the crowd. People were looking at each other, whispering, concerned. This isn't like Jesus, I could imagine them saying. Kyle and I drank it all in. I caught myself smiling again and put my hand over my mouth.

Parents were popping up all over the crowd, working their way into the aisles, hollering, clapping, and finger-snapping at their kids. Some returned to their seats with their fussing children in tow. Many headed for the exits, indignant. For several minutes, two couples had to chase their kids around the tent and actually catch them before hauling them out, kicking and screaming.

Nichols pointed an accusing finger and sighted down it at some latecomers meandering around in the back. ”And you people! You're late! Do you have any idea what message that sends to the rest of us, or to me? Now find your seats and please stop your talking!”

Now this was quite a show. Brandon Nichols stood there like iron, scanning the crowd with a seething expression, waiting for his orders to be fulfilled. When it was quiet-nervously, tensely quiet-he said, ”I hope today will set a precedent in your minds. We may be under a tent, but this is not a circus, nor is it a playground, and I am not here to compete with unruly children and gabby latecomers!” He drew a breath. ”Now. Where was I?”

He went on for a while, trying to throw in some jokes about the kid and latecomer problem but getting half-laughs for his trouble. His talk came to an anticlimactic ending, and I sensed that all of us-including Nichols-were just as happy to have it over.

He moved on to the spectacle he was known for: going to people in the audience, apparently with no prior knowledge of who they were or what their problem was, and touching them. He ventured into the audience and started healing bad eyes, bad knees, bad lungs . . .

A short but very fat woman came running down the aisle, reaching out toward him. Matt Kiley and two other toughs waylaid her and started walking-and almost dragging-her back to her seat. ”You haven't helped me!” she screamed at Nichols. ”Look at me! Just look at me!”

He'd been trying to ignore her, but finally pointed at her and growled into the wireless microphone, ”It's not my fault you're fat! You're fat because you lie around eating Big Macs and bonbons all day! Now sit down in however many chairs you have back there and be quiet. I've already touched you twice!”

He did his best to recover his momentum, working his way around the two big tents, naming and healing sicknesses and sometimes granting favors. I watched in fascination. This used to be easy for him, but not tonight. People were getting out of their seats, clogging the aisles, shooting out their hands to touch him. ”Back in your seats, people! Get back in your seats!” He had to repeat the same order, and then his head swiveled and his hair flew out sideways as he angrily searched the room. ”Where are my ushers?”

Matt and his heavies could only hold so many back before others broke through the line. They were wrestling with four or five pet.i.tioners when a young, trench-coated man broke through and almost tackled Nichols. Nichols spun around and gave the man a shove that floored him. ”Don't touch me! Just keep your hands off, all right?” He beat away another hand reaching toward him. ”Get away! I told you before, I don't heal procrastination! And you! If you want a million dollars, try working! What do you think I am, a genie?”

A man behind me quipped, ”Welcome to earth, G.o.d!”

Kyle and I cracked up, careful to do it quietly.

WHEN MATT KILEY b.u.mped up against me with an invitation to meet with Nichols, he made it sound as if I had no choice. I followed him into Mrs. Macon's living room to find Antioch's Messiah pacing and cursing, his brand-new perm getting a little frizzy. ”Get out of here, Matt! If I need you I'll call you.”

Matt didn't take kindly to being barked at, but he left us alone.

Justin Cantwell-that's what I now called him-went to Mrs. Macon's mini-bar and poured himself a drink. He did it so hurriedly I thought he'd spill it. ”Travis, you are wasting your time, as always. There is nothing to discover in Nechville, nothing that you don't already know. You've already been there, believe me!”

”I have to follow it up. You ought to know that.”

I thought he'd throw his drink at me, but he contained himself. ”LIES! All you will hear is lies! Travis, they've done the same thing to you as to me: It's all your fault! You're the one who's out of step, out of G.o.d's will, full of sin, destined for h.e.l.l! You're the one who has to give up his questions and fall in line! You're the one who has his whole life shredded to pieces-” He spread his arms and drawled like a southern preacher. ”All, uh, in the nime of raaghteousness!”

”What are you so afraid of?”

He gulped from his drink and leered at me. ”You think you can a.n.a.lyze me? There's no fear here, Travis! Not of you, not of the kid preacher you dragged along. Why'd you bring him, anyway? For backup?”

”Of course.”

He just rolled his eyes at me. ”Oh, I'm petrified!” Then he took another swallow. ”I am upset, that's obvious. I'm upset at you and your refusal to let the slightest clue penetrate that skull of yours. I'm upset at all those people out there and all their c.r.a.p!” He paced in tight little circles, his hand messing up his permed hair. ”The people in George Harding's RV park think they should have equal time parking up here like the others, the people parking up here want lifetime s.p.a.ces and special rest room privileges. They bring all their kids but n.o.body wants to take charge of them. Some don't like the music. Some want more music. The chairs are too hard. It's too hot in the tent. It's too cold. I've got a bunch of old people who won't sit anywhere but clear in the back and then complain because they can't hear. I've got another bunch who are always late-always!- and have a different excuse every time! I've got four different factions in a big fight over what to do with our Web site-and we don't even have a Web site!”

I smiled gleefully. I couldn't help it. ”Having a little trouble there, Justin?”

”Why are you smiling? You did no better!”

I gave a little shrug. ”I lasted longer. Hey, Justin, fifteen years in this town. You haven't even gotten to year one.”

”I've got six hundred followers. Top that!”

”And no one to run the nursery.”

He refilled his gla.s.s and paced toward the fireplace. ”I'm not worried about it. It's only a wrinkle in the process. We'll iron it out.” He rested his arm on the mantle and took another gulp. ”But if you had these people in your church! They're asking for fancy cars now, and houses, and bags of money! Can you believe that? That same guy was back today, wanting me to heal him of procrastination. Procrastination, as if it's my fault he can't get his act together!”

”I thought you said you give them what they want.”

”But they never stop wanting! I healed a guy's thyroid. He came back the next week wanting me to heal his baldness, and then he came back wanting me to help him play piano better, and this week he came back with three friends who want to be more s.e.xually attractive! There's that other woman who wants me to make her thin but she won't stop eating, and this other jerk who wants to be rich but never worked a day in his life.”

I could only shrug. ”What did you expect?”

”They could grow up a little.”

I feigned wide-eyed surprise. ”They have to grow up? Really?”

He threw back his drink, drained it, and slammed down the gla.s.s. ”You may as well stop gloating, Travis! They are going to fall in line! It's going to happen, believe me, and I hope you'll be around!” He went to the couch, sat down, then got right up again. His hands wouldn't stop moving, his fingers drumming. ”Elise. One of the Cathedral's finest. Did she bother telling you how I reached out to her, tried to comfort her, tried to bring some minuscule token of human warmth into her life?”

”She did.”

That answer seemed to mollify him, if only slightly. ”I was trying to prevent another casualty.”

I nodded. ”I understand.”

”Then why are you going to Nechville?”

I'd never seen that crazed look in his eyes before. It made me take note of how I could avoid the furniture and how far it was to the door. ”Easy, Justin, easy. I'm here to talk to you first. You can save me the trip.”

”You will not corner me!”

I threw up my hands, palms forward. ”Okay, okay. Just be mindful of who's forcing whose hand here.”

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