Part 19 (2/2)
Now he recognised the voice. Its golden timbre brought back a young girl's golden face and golden hair. It was summer, and the window with the broken shutter was open. He was about to go to it, when a door of the house opened, and a girl appeared. She was tall, with rich, yellow hair falling loosely about her head; she had a strong, finely cut chin and a broad brow, under which a pair of deep blue eyes shone-violet blue, rare and fine. She stood looking down at the Fort for a few moments, unaware of Pierre's presence. But presently she saw him leaning against the tree, and she started as from a spirit.
”Monsieur!” she said--”Pierre!” and stepped forward again from the doorway.
He came to her, and ”Ah, p't.i.te Lucille,” he said, ”you remember me, eh?--and yet so many years ago!”
”But you remember me,” she answered, ”and I have changed so much!”
”It is the man who should remember, the woman may forget if she will.”
Pierre did not mean to pay a compliment; he was merely thinking.
She made a little gesture of deprecation. ”I was a child,” she said.
Pierre lifted a shoulder slightly. ”What matter? It is s.e.x that I mean.
What difference to me--five, or forty, or ninety? It is all s.e.x. It is only lovers, the hunters of fire-flies, that think of age--mais oui!”
She had a way of looking at you before she spoke, as though she were trying to find what she actually thought. She was one after Pierre's own heart, and he knew it; but just here he wondered where all that ancient coquetry was gone, for there were no traces of it left; she was steady of eye, reposeful, rich in form and face, and yet not occupied with herself. He had only seen her for a minute or so, yet he was sure that what she was just now she was always, or nearly so, for the habits of a life leave their mark, and show through every phase of emotion and incident whether it be light or grave.
”I think I understand you,” she said. ”I think I always did a little, from the time you stayed with Grah the idiot at Fort o' G.o.d, and fought the Indians when the others left. Only--men said bad things of you, and my father did not like you, and you spoke so little to me ever. Yet I mind how you used to sit and watch me, and I also mind when you rode the man down who stole my pony, and brought them both back.”
Pierre smiled--he was pleased at this. ”Ah, my young friend,” he said, ”I do not forget that either, for though he had shaved my ear with a bullet, you would not have him handed over to the Riders of the Plains--such a tender heart!”
Her eyes suddenly grew wide. She was childlike in her amazement, indeed, childlike in all ways, for she was very sincere. It was her great advantage to live where nothing was required of her but truth, she had not suffered that sickness, social artifice.
”I never knew,” she said, ”that he had shot at you--never! You did not tell that.”
”There is a time for everything--the time for that was not till now.”
”What could I have done then?”
”You might have left it to me. I am not so pious that I can't be merciful to the sinner. But this man--this Brickney--was a vile scoundrel always, and I wanted him locked up. I would have shot him myself, but I was tired of doing the duty of the law. Yes, yes,” he added, as he saw her smile a little. ”It is so. I have love for justice, even I, Pretty Pierre. Why not justice on myself? Ha! The law does not its duty. And maybe some day I shall have to do its work on myself. Some are coaxed out of life, some are kicked out, and some open the doors quietly for themselves, and go a-hunting Outside.”
”They used to talk as if one ought to fear you,” she said, ”but”--she looked him straight in the eyes--”but maybe that's because you've never hid any badness.”
”It is no matter, anyhow,” he answered. ”I live in the open, I walk in the open road, and I stand by what I do to the open law and the gospel.
It is my whim--every man to his own saddle.”
”It is ten years,” she said abruptly.
”Ten years less five days,” he answered as sententiously.
”Come inside,” she said quietly, and turned to the door.
Without a word he turned also, but instead of going direct to the door came and touched the broken shutter and the dark stain on one corner with a delicate forefinger. Out of the corner of his eye he could see her on the doorstep, looking intently.
He spoke as if to himself: ”It has not been touched since then--no.
It was hardly big enough for him, so his legs hung over. Ah, yes, ten years--Abroad, John Marcey!” Then, as if still musing, he turned to the girl: ”He had no father or mother--no one, of course; so that it wasn't so bad after all. If you've lived with the tongue in the last hole of the buckle as you've gone, what matter when you go! C'est egal--it is all the same.”
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