Part 20 (1/2)
Ravenscroft slapped the handkerchief away, but Miss Platt refused to allow him to slip from her lap, holding him down with surprising ease. ”Rest, poor man.”
Mrs. Treadwell entered the room, her eyes wide. ”What's happened? I was with poor Elsie, who' s feelin' quite low, when I heard the commotion.”
Mrs. Bloom put her arm around Venetia and glared at Gregor and Mr. West. ”Poor Miss West was forced to witness a brutal display!”
For once, Venetia was glad for the older woman's forceful personality. She found herself leaning a bit and realized that her knees were still weak, though not from seeing Ravenscroft so summarily disposed of. ”I believe I should lie down,” she murmured.
Mrs. Bloom went into action. She admonished the squire to help Mr. West to the settee, as he was blocking the doorway, then bustled Venetia from the room, declaring she was going to have Miss West rest in a darkened room with some smelling salts. As she pa.s.sed Ravenscroft and Gregor, Mrs. Bloom said in a rather challenging tone that if anyone had a problem with that, they would have to speak to her, for Miss West would not be available.
Just as Venetia pa.s.sed the doorway, Gregor turned his head and met her gaze.
As if drawn toward a flame, Venetia's steps veered toward him, but Mrs. Bloom's firm hand urged her past Gregor and out of the room to the peaceful quiet of her bedchamber. There, Mrs. Bloom, showing surprising restraint, asked her no questions but tucked her comfortably into bed, a lavender-scented cloth upon her head.
Venetia slept late the next morning, far past the time for breakfast. Pleading a headache, she sent word through Elizabeth that she was staying in bed and didn't wish to be disturbed.
Elsie brought a tray at noon and set it on a small table by the window. ”Sorry to hear ye are feeling poorly, miss.”
”I'll be better once this snow melts.”
Elsie smiled, then winced, putting a hand to her jaw.
”Are you well? Mrs. Treadwell said you'd taken to your bed.”
”I've a bit of a toothache, but I'm feeling better,” the girl said stoutly, though her paleness belied this. ”Mrs. Treadwell was going to send for the surgeon to take out m'tooth, but I told her it wasn't necessary. It'll stop hurting on its own.”
”I'm so sorry you're in pain. I believe Mrs. Bloom has some laudanum if you need it.”
”I'll be fine. See?” Elsie pulled out a small bag suspended around her neck on a piece of twine. ”Beet root. My mam dug it up under a full moon, so it's potent.” She tucked the bag back into her gown. ”I'll be right as rain in no time.”
Venetia wasn't certain she believed in the curative powers of beet root, but all she said was, ”I hope it works swiftly. If it doesn't, let me or Mrs. Bloom know, and we'll get you some laudanum.”
”Thank you, miss. You're very kind.” Elsie crossed to the door. ”I'll come to pick up your tray in an hour.”
Venetia ate, then retrieved her book on the Roman Empire and settled into a chair by the window. She tried to read, but it was difficult to concentrate. Sunlight s.h.i.+mmered through the wavery gla.s.s, warming the room deliciously, and the faint murmur of voices rose from the common room below. Venetia strained to make out any specific words, but she couldn't.
After a nap, she began to feel restless. She couldn't stay in her room forever. She'd managed to hide away last night, claiming a headache, and then she'd slept in this morning, pretending not to waken when Elizabeth went about her morning toilet.
Venetia glanced at the door wistfully. Everyone would be gathering for dinner soon, talking and laughing while she was here, confined to her room like an invalid. She should go downstairs and face Gregor and the others. She'd have to do it eventually.
Reluctantly, Venetia dressed. She noted with envy that two of Elizabeth's gowns were already pressed and hanging over the chair, ready for their mistress. Venetia looked at her own crumpled pink gown and yearned for the comforts of her home, her own bed, the service of her own maid, the luxury of going for a ride. Perhaps Ravenscroft had deserved being choked after all.
Pus.h.i.+ng aside her uncharitable thoughts, Venetia pinned up her hair, pausing when a commotion arose in the innyard. She got up to look outside. The snow was almost gone, the innyard a ma.s.s of mud except for a few lingering icy drifts. As she looked, Chambers arrived, driving Ravenscroft's carriage. Mr. Treadwell was riding with him.
Now that the snow was almost gone and the carriage repaired, they could leave. Sadness and relief quivered through her. What would happen to her and Gregor then? She didn't know. All she knew was that she wished to leave now.
She finished dressing and headed downstairs. She had no answers, and the more she thought, the more questions she came up with. There was much more involved than just her and Gregor's inexplicable pa.s.sion.
When she'd first arrived at the inn and had realized the extent of Ravenscroft's deception, she'd somehow blithely thought they'd find a way to mitigate the damage to her reputation, and all would be well. But the snowstorm had confined them for a longer time than she'd expected, the situation further complicated by the arrival of the squire and his daughter, whose connections in London could not be denied.
She was in serious trouble. If she returned to London now and saw the squire or his daughter at some event, and they realized she'd been traveling under the name Miss West with two unmarried men, she'd be dropped from society before she could count to ten.
She didn't relish the thought of becoming a pariah. She loved London and her life there.
The murmur of voices inside the common room told her that everyone was already there, Gregor's deep voice distinctive over the others. Blast it, she didn't want to face him in a crumpled gown. Why was it that fate rarely allowed one to dress properly for major events in one's life? It wasn't fair.
Best to get it over with quickly. Venetia took a deep breath and opened the door.
Ravenscroft rushed forward, taking her hand tightly between his. ”Venetia! I must speak with you -apologize for-”
Miss Platt gripped his elbow and t.i.ttered nervously. ”Miss West-Venetia-I'm so glad to see you're feeling more the thing!”
Turning his shoulder toward Miss Platt, Ravenscroft mouthed to Venetia, We must talk.
She nodded and pulled her hand free, then turned to curtsey to the squire, who was gruffly asking her if she had slept well.
As she murmured a polite reply, she glanced toward Gregor, who stood by the table. For the first time since their arrival, he looked less than perfectly put together. His cravat was slightly askew, his coat rumpled at the elbows, his hair mussed, his eyes dark. Of course, on Gregor, slightly mussed still looked delectable, and Venetia's heart ached slightly at the sight of him, as if she were missing something important.
Miss Platt slipped her arm through Ravenscroft's. ”You should rest! Come back to the sofa.” She half dragged him away, much to Venetia's relief.
Mrs. Bloom was there at once, tucking Venetia's hand into the crook of her arm and leading her to the table. ”There you are, my dear! I'm not surprised you took a nap, after such a difficult day.”
”I'm feeling much better,” Venetia said, painfully aware that Gregor was now standing beside the squire, his dark gaze watching her every move.
She'd managed not to look directly at him, but it didn't matter. Whether she looked at him or not, she couldn't quell this awareness. She could feel his gaze as surely as she'd felt his touch yesterday.
Gregor watched Venetia bend her head to listen to something Mrs. Bloom was saying. She looked as tired as he felt. She was worried; he could see it by the way she s.h.i.+fted in her chair and clasped her hands together.
Gregor sent a glare toward Ravenscroft, who flushed and looked away sullenly. The fool had avoided him all morning, which suited Gregor very well.
d.a.m.n his loose tongue! In one stroke, he'd almost ruined everything.
Of course, Gregor had to accept his share of the blame. He'd come d.a.m.ned close to crossing the line with Venetia. He hadn't counted on how delectable he'd find her. Or how drawn to her he was now, as if their unfinished scenario were still there, unplayed but inevitable.
Though he tried not to pay attention to her, he couldn't help but notice when she lifted her hand and brushed away a strand of silky hair from her cheek. Her hair was a complete mess, and the sight made him smile. She no longer seemed to have enough pins to keep it controlled at all, for long tendrils had escaped here and there, wispy and full about her face. It was much longer than he'd originally thought, perhaps even to her waist.
That was an interesting thought-one he forced himself not to consider. But as he turned away, he caught Ravenscroft staring at Venetia, his gaze rapt and admiring. Gregor looked across at her again, noting how the warm sun soaked across her. Her skin was creamy and faintly tanned, the pale freckles over the bridge of her nose almost begging for a kiss.
He suddenly realized with a sinking feeling that she was worth every admiring gaze Ravenscroft turned her way.
He'd spent a long time last night thinking about what had happened between them. He could no longer pretend that things had not come to a head. Even without his lamentable lack of control yesterday, Venetia was a ruined woman. Gregor had little doubt that the squire's daughter would take London by storm. Her beauty and connections would make her the debutante of the season, and she and her father would be invited everywhere. It would be impossible not to run into them eventually, which meant that it was only a matter of time before Venetia's exposure.
She deserved better. In addition, he knew that inevitably he'd be drawn into the outcry, as would Ravenscroft-if the fool hadn't yet fled the continent to keep from meeting Lord Ulster on the field of honor.
They were all in the suds now, and there was little he could do to change the unappealing fact that there was only one way to save Venetia now-he had to marry her.
Even now, after hours of consideration, Gregor's heart tightened at the thought. He'd never thought to marry in such a way, but there were no other options.
He needed to inform Venetia of his decision and decided to find her alone after dinner.
”Lord MacLean?” The squire stared at him expectantly.