Part 12 (1/2)

Doyle turned his foot on a rounded stone and set down a little ungracefully in spite of his effort to be fully himself. He saw at once his misstep and hastened to apologize.

”I'm sorry, Colonel, you've caught me with the smell of liquor, sir--”

He paused and looked over his garden in an embarra.s.sed way.

”I know what has happened to you, Mr. Doyle, and you have my deepest sympathy.”

”Thank you, sir.”

”I might have done the same thing if I'd been in your position. Though, of course, liquor won't help things for you.”

Doyle smiled around the corners of his blue eyes.

”No, sir, except while it's a swimmin' in the veins. Then for a little while you're great and rich and you don't care which a way the wind blows.”

”The farm is lost beyond hope?”

”Yessir, clean gone--world without end.”

”You had a lawyer?”

”The best in the county, old Jim Randolph. I didn't have no money to pay him. He said we'd both always voted the Whig ticket and he'd waive his retainer. I didn't know what he was wavin', but anyhow he tuck my case.

And I will say he put up a nasty fight for me. He made one of the greatest speeches I ever heared in my life. Hit wuz mighty nigh worth losin' the farm ter hear him tell how I'd been abused and how fine a feller I wuz. An' when he los' the case, he cussed the Judge, he cussed the jury, he cussed the lawyers. He swore they was all fools and didn't know the first principles er law nohow. I sho enjoyed the fight, ef I did lose it. I couldn't pay him nothin' yet. But I did manage to get him a gallon of the best apple brandy I ever tasted.”

”What do you think of doing?”

”I ain't had time ter think, sir. I don't think fast nohow and the first thing I had to do when I come home and tole the ole 'oman and she bust out cryin'--wuz ter get drunk. Somehow I couldn't stand it.”

”You've never learned a trade?”

”No sir--nothin' 'cept farmin'. I said to myself--what's the use? These d.a.m.ned n.i.g.g.e.r slaves have learned all the trades. They say in the old days, they wuz just servants in the house and stables, and field hands.

Now they've learnt _all_ the trades. They're mechanics, blacksmiths, carpenters, wagon makers and everything. What chance has a poor white man got agin 'em? They don't have to worry about nothin'. They have everything they need before they lift their hands to do anything. They got plenty to eat for themselves and their families, no matter how many children they have. All they can eat, all they can wear, a warm house and a big fire in the winter. I have to fight and scratch to keep a roof over my head, wood in my fireplace, clothes on my back and somethin' to eat on my table. How can I beat the slave at a trade? Tain't no use to try. Ef you want to build a house, your own carpenters can do it. And if you haven't enough slave carpenters of your own, your neighbors have.

They can hire 'em to you cheaper than I can work and live. They're goin'

to _live_ anyhow. That's settled because they're slaves. They're worth twelve hundred dollars apiece. Their life is precious. Mine don't count.

I got to look after that myself and I got to look after my wife and children, too. Hit ain't right, Colonel, this Slavery business. You know that as well as I do. I've heard you say it, too--”

”I agree with you, Mr. Doyle. But if we set them all free to-morrow, and you had to compete with their labor, you couldn't live down to their standard of wages, could you?”

”No, I couldn't. They would kill me at that game, too. That's why I hate a free n.i.g.g.e.r worse than a slave--”

He paused and his face knotted with fury.

”d.a.m.n 'em all--why are they here anyhow?”

”Come, come, my friend,” Lee protested. ”It doesn't help to swear about it. They _are_ here. Not by any wish of mine or of yours. We inherited this curse from the past. We have clung to old delusions while our smart Yankee friends have s.h.i.+fted the responsibilities on others.”

”What _can_ I do, Colonel?” Doyle asked desperately. ”I don't know how to do anything but farm. I can't go into the fields and work with slaves as a field hand. And I couldn't get such work to do if I'd do it. I'll die before I'll come down to it. I might rent a little farm alongside of a free n.i.g.g.e.r. But he can beat me at that game. He can live on less and work longer hours than I do. He'll underbid me as a cropper. He can live and pay the owner four-fifths of the crop. I'd starve. What am I goin'

to do?”