C109 Time can take everything away (1/2)
I went on reading:
I believe that time can take away everything, including the scars on feng-ge's heart. As feng-ge grows up, he will slowly forget about everything, and gradually realize his own childish and ignorant nature, and slowly focus all of his attention on me …
Sigh … My blood related feng-ge, quickly grow up. When feng-ge truly matures, when feng-ge truly wakes up, I will show the Paper airplane to feng-ge, and then, I will see what feng-ge has to say …
Today is the first year of the new year, so I have to make feng-ge happy and not let him see that I have been crying. Furthermore, after feng-ge returns, I have to be happy … Thus, I placed the Paper airplane in a secret safe place. Thus, I found a hot towel and applied it to my eyes … ”
When I saw this, my heart once again felt a piercing pain, a suffocating pain!
Qing Er, forgive me, I don't want to hurt you, I understand my own responsibilities and conscience, in this life, I am your eternal partner!
Liu Yue, I am sorry, I am unable to erase you, but, in the heart of eternity, I can only let you be my wife!
That night, I lied beside Qing Er and listened to his regular breathing, feeling the warmth of his body as it snuggled up to me. I hugged Qing Er's docile body and thought of the time that had passed by, thinking of Liu Yue who was very close to me but was also getting further and further away from me …
The night in the city was silent, as if the only thing that remained was the whistle of a moving locomotive on the street.
The loneliest plant in the world is the willow. In the bright spring, she is filled with white thoughts, shaking them out in the air, drifting with the wind, little by little lonely white.
The loneliest star in the world was the moon. In the vast and endless space, her heart was filled with melancholy. She silently circled around the earth, and as she rotated, a cold and desolate radiance scattered everywhere.
Slowly, I opened my eyes wide, staring into the endless night, letting the tears quietly flow down my face …
I don't know when I fell asleep, but the next day, I opened my eyes and saw Qing Er lying on the bedside, looking at me.
I looked at the time. It was almost 8 o'clock in the morning. I suddenly sat up: ”Oh no, I'm going to be late.”
I fumbled for my clothes.
Qing Er burst out laughing, pressed on my shoulders and pressed me down into bed again, ”Today is the weekend, Director Jiang, don't pass out.”
I just remembered that I didn't have to go to class today.
As I lay on the bed, Qing Er's body was lying on top of mine, her soft and flexible body pressing against my chest.
”What time did you wake up?” I looked at Qing Er.
”Mm …” Qing Er thought for a moment: ”I think it's 7 in the morning. I drank too much last night, I'm not that bad, am I?”
”What is it? You don't remember last night? ”
”I still remember at the beginning, but after I got into bed, I seemed to ask you a few questions in a daze, and then I fell asleep, hehe …” ”I woke up this morning with a headache. Oh, I'm so thirsty. I just drank a large cup of boiling water …” Qing Er laughed as he spoke, looking at me. ”Being drunk is really interesting, feeling dizzy, walking and sleeping like I'm in a dream …”
”Drunk or injured, don't drink too much in the future. Drinking too much is bad for your health.” I caressed Qing Er's shoulder.
”Mm …” Qing Er snuggled up to me obediently. ”I only drink with you and others. I don't drink with them, I listen to my own brother …”
I smiled and kissed Qing Er's cheek.
Qing Er buried his head into my neck, and gently kissed my neck and ear. As he lightly gasped for breath, he whispered into my ear, ”Big brother …”
”Mm …”
”I love you …”
”Mm …”
”Elder brother by blood …”
”Mm …”
”Hug Qing Er...”
”Mm …” I extended my arms and hugged Qing Er.
”Big brother, hug me tight …” Qing Er continued to act coquettishly by my ear.
I used more strength. ”Is it done?”
”Mm …” ”You're great, dear brother …” Qing Er crawled up from my body in satisfaction. ”feng-ge, sleep a little more, I'll make breakfast for us!”
Qing Er was easily satisfied.
After he finished speaking, Qing Er began to busy himself with breakfast.
I don't feel sleepy anymore, so I leaned against the headboard, looked at Qing Er's busy figure, and thought about the diary that Qing Er left for me last night.
Qing Er isn't young anymore, and she has started to worry about something, so she won't let me know.
If I hadn't seen Qing Er's diary, I would never have dreamed that the Paper airplane would actually fall into Qing Er's hands. I never would have dreamed that Qing Er would actually have so many thoughts in his heart, and that he would be able to disguise it well in front of me, without showing it at all.
Then, where can Qing Er's Paper airplane be placed?
I looked around the room to see where Qing Er could place the things.
”What are you doing? feng-ge! ” Qing Er saw that I was looking everywhere, so he asked me, ”Check the hygiene? ”Heehee …”