C100 Thank the God of Fate (1/2)

Closing my eyes, I thought about the past. I thought about the past that had been buried deep in my heart. I thought about the past. I thought about the smiling and sorrowful scene from before …

I thought that in this life, I would never be able to see Liu Yue again. I had thought that from then on, Liu Yue and I would be like an endless sea of people, and that we would never be able to meet each other again in this life …

I am truly grateful for Fate, even though I know that Liu Yue and I are already out of the question; even though I know that I no longer have the qualifications to love Liu Yue; even though I know that I am no longer qualified to love Liu Yue.

But one thing I am sure of, one thing I cannot deceive myself, is that the fire in the depths of my heart has never been extinguished; and I am sure that, even in another hundred years, even in the next life, this fire will still burn, and will never, ever be extinguished, in the deepest recesses of my heart ….

At that moment, I thought to myself, even if it's an explosion, as long as I can see Liu Yue again, as long as I can see Liu Yue again, I am willing, and I wish for nothing more than that.

I stood by the river bank, facing Liu Yue, and closed my eyes quietly, waiting for the coming storm and torrential rain, waiting for Liu Yue's reprimand and reprimand me.

I just stood there, listening to the sound of the river lapping against the shore, and the spring breeze blowing by my ears.

In the clear and cold spring wind, I could smell the body fragrance of Liu Yue, the body fragrance that used to intoxicate me and make me fall in love.

For a long time, there was no sound from Liu Yue.

I couldn't help but open my eyes, and saw Liu Yue standing in front of me, facing me. She was currently looking at me with rapt attention, and her brows were slightly furrowed.

Looking at Liu Yue's eyes, my entire body shivered. I quickly shifted my gaze, it turned out that Liu Yue had been looking at me for the past half day.

Seeing me open my eyes, Liu Yue immediately shifted her gaze away. After a while, she sighed softly.

From Liu Yue's sigh, I heard helplessness, loneliness and deep sorrow.

I sighed in my heart.

”You … Did you get my New Year's blessing? ” Liu Yue did not look at me, but turned her head to look at the rippling river surface under the moonlight.

”Mm …” ”Got it,” I said quickly.

”But I haven't received your New Year's blessing. Why don't you wish me a happy New Year?” Liu Yue turned around and looked at me seriously.

”I... I took into account that your call could not be sent to roam the province, and if I could not receive it, I would... I didn't call you … ” ”No,” I replied.

On New Year's Eve, I really thought about it this way, otherwise, I probably wouldn't have had that Paper airplane.

”You … ”How do you know I didn't celebrate New Year in Dongjiang Province?” Liu Yue's expression was a little surprised.

Indeed, it was as I expected. I once again verified my judgement from the start.

”Because your New Year's blessing came from far away. You said, 'You came from far away for... Bless the distant me … ” I looked at Liu Yue. ”My intuition is that you aren't in the Xiejing, nor are you in the ocean. You must have, you must have gone to your hometown, your home by the ocean …”

After saying this, I saw Liu Yue's body slightly tremble, and then, Liu Yue said: ”But, I didn't bring back my calling. After I came back, I saw a lot of New Year's greetings, but, you weren't the only one … ”Not a single word …”

I bowed my head in regret. I hadn't thought of that.

From Liu Yue's voice, I heard disappointment and disappointment.

After a while, I raised my head, looked at Liu Yue, and gathered my courage: ”I … I wrote you a letter... ”

Liu Yue's eyes flashed under the moonlight: ”A letter? ”I haven't.”

”I wrote a piece of paper for you, writing on my heart, writing on my emotions and thoughts at that time. That piece of paper, I folded into a Paper airplane and threw it out amidst the flying snow, towards the south, bringing you my blessings …”

Liu Yue's eyes dimmed, and at the same time, a look of relief appeared on her face: ”Thank you, thank you for your kind intentions, Paper airplane, how nice, I think, I must have seen the contents of that Paper airplane in my dreams that night, it must be exactly the same as what I saw in my dreams …”

That night, Liu Yue had a dream. She had a dream that I would write to him, and she had a dream about the contents of the letter I would send to him.

A tinge of regret emerged in my heart. Unfortunately, that Paper airplane had already disappeared into the boundless night sky along with the wind and snow.

At that time, even in my dreams I didn't expect that this Paper airplane would magically appear again, in front of Liu Yue's eyes in disbelief. Of course, there was everything that I wrote that night on the map.

Looking at Liu Yue's satisfied expression, I remembered the words that I wrote on the Paper airplane with my blood tears. My eyes moistened and my heart felt a piercing pain.