C84 Emotions on New Years Eve (1/2)

In high school, this feeling of excitement and helplessness gradually subsided. Sometimes it seemed to him that 365 days were too short, like a fleeting March peach blossom.

It is impossible for me to forget that I was born at the age of 24 in a flash, even if it is my birthday. However, the word ”New Year's Eve” was like a green olive in my heart. It didn't matter if I was bitter or bitter, or gentle, or unrestrained. I couldn't get excited, nor could I get excited. I no longer had the feeling I had when I was a child.

Twenty-four years like the water, how many times does life disappear? This year's New Year's Eve, looking back at a year's journey, I can't help but sigh, facing the pale and dull, but even more confused and confused!

Bessemer poet Gao Shi Yun: Hotel cold lights alone sleepless, guest of what turn sad? His hometown was a thousand miles deep in thought tonight, with another year in the frost around his head.

At this moment, my heart was in my heart.

That's right, life has to be broken down several times. Tonight, it might really be filled with gentleness and a hint of worry, settling the feelings of a maple leaf drifting down!

I, who was a scholar, the ordinary me, the poor me, the common me, the common me, could only place my hopes on every coming year. I could only hope that every year, everything would be better, that I would be healthy, peaceful, harmonious, and that I would be able to write better articles, achieve greater results, and gain a calmer mentality …

Hesitating, I stared out the window at the darkening gray sky, listening to the growing wind. What was she doing now? Was she in the Xiejing or the sea? She didn't have any relatives in this world, so other than Ni Ni, where would she spend New Year's Eve? Who would have been with her? Was there anyone who would serve her a bowl of steaming dumplings? Was there anyone who wished her a happy new year, was there someone who would guard the new year with her, was there anyone who would listen to the New Year's bell with her …

Maybe, at this moment, what she missed the most were her parents and brother, who had been sleeping in the sea for a long time. They had left her alone in this world, enduring the sorrows and sorrows of the human world, loving and hating each other, enduring hardships and hardships …

With melancholy and melancholy in my heart, I walked out of the office and returned to my dorm. Qing Er must have already wrapped the dumplings, waiting for me to celebrate New Year's Eve together in my simple and warm dorm room, as well as New Year's Eve for both of us.

On the way back to the dormitory, the wind had stopped and a heavy snowfall had begun to fall from the sky.

After returning to the dorm, Qing Er had wrapped the dumplings well indeed. After cooking four good dishes, the dorm released a rich fragrance and warm and warm air.

Qing Er also bought a few balloons, which were floating around on the roof.

Seeing that I had returned, Qing Er cheerfully threw himself onto my body and hugged my neck. ”Big brother, everything's done, we'll be waiting for you to come back …”

Looking at Qing Er's blushing, smiling face and happy and satisfied eyes, my heart stirred. I hugged Qing Er's body and softly whispered into his ear, ”Dearest, today is New Year's Eve for both of us. Today is New Year's Eve for both of us.

”Mm …” ”Elder brother belongs to both of us. Everything belongs to both of us. We will never be separated, we will always be together …” Qing Er muttered in my arms.

I let go of Qing Er. Holding Qing Er's face in my hands, I lightly kissed Qing Er's eyes, ”Qing Er, next year, your eyes will be even brighter, purer, and more beautiful …”

Qing Er opened his eyes and looked at me. I saw that Qing Er's eyes were filled with happiness and emotions.

Qing Er placed my hand on her cheek: ”feng-ge, my eyes are only bright for you, only because you are pure, just because you are beautiful …”

I laughed, and so did Qing Er.

Then we sat down and began the New Year's Eve for both of us.

Qing Er opened a bottle of white wine for me, and she opened a bottle of red wine.

Qing Er raised his wine cup and looked at me: ”My blood brother, little sister offers you a cup of wine. It's the new year, I wish everything goes well for my blood brother next year, and his good health … Big brother, you are the pride of Qing Er, and Qing Er is proud of you … ”

”I'll give you the same blessings, Qing Er...” Looking at Qing Er's blissful smile, I felt a wave of warmth in my heart.

Qing Er and I clinked glasses, finished.

”Elder brother, this is the first time since we were young that we have experienced the New Year together …” This is the first time since I was young that my parents didn't stay home to celebrate the New Year... Happy New Year with you, I'm so happy, so happy, so happy … ” Qing Er looked at me gently and said.

”Silly girl, in the future, we will always be together for the new year. In the future, our days will still be long …” I said to Qing Er.

Qing Er looked at me happily and repeated my words, ”That's right, in the future, we will always be together for New Year's. In the future, our days will still be long …”

I know that the current Qing Er is definitely happy.

Seeing Qing Er's happiness, I was very pleased.

From time to time, however, I felt vaguely uneasy.

That night, I felt a sudden urge to drink.

I drank a bottle of white wine, Qing Er drank a few cups of red wine, his face turning even redder.

I still wanted to drink, but Qing Er didn't let me drink anymore. He gently took the bottle away from me and started to pour dumplings.

After eating and sleeping, after tidying up, Qing Er and I half laid on the bed, sat under the warm blanket and started to watch the Spring Festival Gala.

Qing Er snuggled into my embrace, meekly like a cat, quietly watching TV.

The midnight bell finally rang. The world, which had been quiet just a minute ago, suddenly seemed like it had exploded. The firecrackers roared in unison, issuing hysterical roars in the snowy night sky.

”Elder brother by blood, happy new year …” Qing Er, who was already drowsy in my arms, was awoken by the sound of the firecrackers.

I suddenly felt very stuffy, and my brain suddenly felt very restless.

”Qing Er, I have a headache, I drank too much. I need to go out and get some fresh air, I need to wake up from the drinking …” I gently put Qing Er down, covered him up, got off the bed and dressed him up. Then, I gently opened the door.