C65 had a glass of bitter wine (1/2)

My heart was like a glass of bitter wine, after this year of what is right and wrong, I feel that my people are still young, but my heart is old.

”Have you contacted each other over the past year? Do you know anything about her? ” Sister Lan asked me.

I shook my head dumbly.

Sister Lan let out a long breath, looked at me: ”Do you want to know, want to know how she passed this year, want to know her current situation?”

My heart was pounding, and my body was trembling slightly.

I wanted to say ”No,” but I couldn't open my mouth no matter what. All of the nerves in my body went numb.

I know, it's not that I don't want to know about Liu Yue, but that I don't dare to.

I wanted to escape, to let myself get by.

I looked at Sister Lan, dazed and confused.

I know that I have to take responsibility for Qing Er right now and take good care of him.

However, the love that I had sworn countless of times in my heart had still not faded. It is just that this love is no longer possible, and has already been lost in the distant Xiejing, and what I have to face now is my close family Qing Er, who has deeply loved me, and I don't want to let go of any other distracting thoughts, and I don't want to, and I can't let Qing Er leave me. Liu Yue is already with Corydalis, and Liu Yue has been struck by my stupidity, so I no longer have the qualifications to talk about love anymore.

Even though we can't be together, I still want to thank heaven for letting me have such an unforgettable love, even though it was so short.

I never regretted this love, because I loved it so much...

It suddenly occurred to me that maybe it wasn't that we didn't love each other anymore, but that we were giving more love to other people.

She gave it to Corydalis, and I gave it to Qing Er.

This, too, was love.

At this thought, I felt a little better.

Sister Lan looked at me calmly, then clenched her teeth. ”Alright, let me tell you, I feel that it is necessary for me to tell you something, for Liu Yue, for Qing Er, for you, and for all of us, it should be beneficial …”

I held my breath again as I watched Sister Lan anxiously, waiting for him to continue.

I asked her, but she didn't say anything. However, afterwards, I found out that she was feeling depressed, and that her eyes were often red, from then on, I paid attention to Qing Er, and later on, I learned the truth of the matter from your classmate, the Old Third … At the time, Qing Er and I were in the Profound Sky Continent. I did not expect you to be together with my close friend from university, Liu Yue. Furthermore, you could not help but break up with Qing Er, I immediately determined that based on my understanding of Liu Yue's character, she would definitely not know about the truth about you and Qing Er, and to be honest, at that time, I really looked down on you and despised you. You were too selfish, and for your own pleasure, you cheated two women at the same time. From my point of view, I understand the feelings of attachment and maternal dependence of a boy towards a mature woman. I feel that no matter what happens between you and Liu Yue, whether or not you can still return to Qing Er's side, whether or not you and Liu Yue are doing this out of affection or out of mutual consolation, it is necessary for me to let Liu Yue know the truth. Otherwise, you will cause everyone to die, including Liu Yue, Qing Er, and even you … Thus, before Qing Er went to Xiejing to study, I wrote a letter to Liu Yue and told him the truth … At the same time, I requested Qing Er to pass on the things that she brought me to pass on to the other students, and the time that I chose to do so was when Liu Yue was reuniting with the other students. Thus, Liu Yue knew that the person she was facing that day was Qing Er, and Qing Er was completely unaware of it … I want to let Liu Yue not only know the truth, but also see with her own eyes, Liu Yue … ”

I looked at the Sister Lan and listened carefully.