C48 It has nothing to do with seniority (1/2)
”Oh …” How can Director Liu and I be on the same level? I am far inferior to him … ” I know that the relationship between Mei Ling and Liu Fei isn't ordinary and immediately replied modestly.
”There's no need to be modest, either of you two is better than the other. Secretary Ma knows this in his heart, this has nothing to do with the size of the officials, nothing to do with qualifications. Mei Ling said unconcernedly: ”In my opinion, the two of you really can't compare to each other. They each have their own unique features and strengths, they don't seem like the same type of person …”
I didn't say anything, I didn't have any opinions on the matter regarding Liu Fei, I definitely didn't want to start a conflict so early. Although I had a hunch that Liu Fei and I would clash against each other sooner or later in the future, if I could come late, I would come late. Right now, I don't have any capital or qualifications to fight against Liu Fei, I'm still too inexperienced.
After sitting for a while, Mei Ling stood up and prepared to leave.
When she put on her coat, she suddenly took out a letter from her pocket and handed it to me. ”By the way, I almost forgot. There's a letter for you. I went down to the mail room. I saw it and brought it here for you.”
I received it and took a look, and when I saw the familiar calligraphy, my heart jumped. I immediately said to Mei Ling: ”Thank you, Sister Mei!”
After sending Mei Ling off, I closed the ward's door and stared at the letter. Slowly opening the envelope's seal, I took out the letter and opened it.
The letter was naturally from Liu Yue.
Opening the letter, I saw Liu Yue's beautiful words. My heart ached, and my breathing hastened.
I held my breath and looked down:
”Jiang Feng, I heard that you were hospitalized with acute tonsils. I was really concerned about it.
After reading the first line, I felt an indescribable feeling in my heart. I bit my lips and continued reading.
”Jiang Feng, everything that has happened to us is over, just like what happened to us at the beginning. Forget me, forget everything in the past, forget everything in the past. Between us, it's impossible, we're surpassing reality and objectivity, we can't change the world with romance and subjectivity, we can only adapt and integrate into the world, sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I can't do it, I can't do it, I can't do it, I can't do it, don't force me, don't hate me … Grasp your own today, grasp your own happiness, grasp your own love, walk your own path, determine your own love and direction, firmly stand on your feet, your tomorrow will definitely be beautiful, no matter life or work, will be better than me … ”Do your best and work hard. Treat the woman who loves you well and comfort her broken heart. Give her happiness. Give her happiness. Live a good life. Goodbye. I wish you happiness …”
The letter was short and finished.
Liu Yue, this kind of woman, give me the happiness and bliss of a mirage. When I was enjoying the peak of Huaxuan Peak, you actually threw me down ruthlessly, almost throwing me into an bottomless abyss. While I was struggling in the abyss, she came back to comfort me, and gave me a hopeless and hopeless blessing in love. As for herself, she was enjoying the happiness of love and desire with another man … How vicious! What a ruthless woman!
Liu Yue has finally given me some face in her heart, and she did not mention that man of hers again in the letter. It seems like she did not want to hurt my self-esteem because of that Senior Officer person.
Even if she didn't mention it, I knew that she had already become the official's woman. She had become a gentle golden kitten in his arms, and he would destroy her gently in his embrace …
All of this once belonged to me, once belonged to me!
My heart clenched and I rushed out onto the balcony and stood outside the cold room, watching the snow flying in the night sky. I let the wind and snow blow against my face and the tears and snow congealed at the corners of my eyes.
I slowly tore Liu Yue's letter into pieces of paper. Then, I stretched out my hand and opened my palm in the snow, allowing the fragments to drift in the wind and snow, mixing together with the snow-white snow and quietly landing on the thick snow. I concealed myself in the snow, and slowly disappeared …
This is the last time Liu Yue has written a letter to me. This is the last time I will be able to communicate with her, and from then on, she will be extremely happy in the province city, standing on the peak of the mountain, and she will become one of the influential people. But I, an ugly, unknown duckling, can only curl up in this little place and live my life for the rest of my life …
Facing the desolate and deep sky of the endless snowy night, I raised my head and let out a desperate howl …
The next morning, after the doctor finished checking my body and told me that I could leave the hospital, I sat in a car sent by Mei Ling to the newspaper office and returned to the cold and lonely dormitory.
Just as he sat down in the dorm, the office staff brought over two sets of electric heaters, saying that Director Mei had arranged for them to be delivered.
Plugging in the electric heater, the dormitory gradually warmed up, and the room began to feel a little bit more alive.
I sat on the side of the bed and stared blankly at my familiar and unfamiliar dorm room, my heart filled with gratitude towards Mei Ling.
I slowly lifted the pillow and took out the letters that Liu Yue had written for me from the pillow. I silently stared at them, not wanting to think any further, I stared at these letters for a long time.
Then, I hit the lighter …
When the flames sprung up, when the smoke rose, when the flames lit up, my heart was burnt away. All my beautiful memories turned into smoke and drifted away.
After doing all this, I fell asleep immediately, until the night fell and Mei Ling knocked on my door.