C9 (1/2)
After the interview, in the evening, under the warm lamp in Liu Yue's study at home, I brewed a cup of tea, lit a cigarette, touched my pen, and opened the letter. Looking at the dignified and beautiful Liu Yue in the frame of the desk, I wrote a letter to her with endless sweetness and concern, as though my heart and thoughts were wrapped in cotton.
”Sister Yue'er, at this moment, I am sitting in front of your study desk. I have sat on the chair that you have sat on countless times before, and am thinking of your endless gentleness as I look at your beautiful face. I finally got the message today. I'm so happy... You've gone two days, two days, to me it's like a long two years, every second of every second I've spent thinking, thinking about your face, thinking about your smile, thinking about your every move, thinking about every inch of tenderness, thinking about every kiss you've ever made … I miss you, my Acacia like the ivy wrapped around the tree, in the summer rain and dew grow, and you, is my heart of the everspring tree. Thinking back to our short time together, my heart is hazy, your beautiful figure, moving eyes, charming smile, always accompanied by the moonlight into my dream, let me keep thinking about it... ”I still suffer the torment of anticipation as I think about you constantly. Your face appeared in front of me again and again. It was still warm and beautiful, but I was unable to get close to it. It was like the stars in the night sky right now …”
I stopped writing, looked out the window at the stars, and took a deep drag on my cigarette.
”Sister Yue'er, Liu Fei will take over the job of the Department of Public Information in your place. Your office is still kept, he will work with us in the big office, he can be considered decent towards me, I respect him a lot, because he is the leader. In the past few days, I've been out interviewing everyone by myself. Without you by my side, I felt a little apprehensive, but I managed to make it through it. I could even submit the script in time for the event news interview, so Liu Fei was rather satisfied with me over these few days. Every day as I walk by your office, I can't help but take a few glances, as if you're just inside the office, talking on the phone, hoping you can still work in that office... ”I know that my thoughts are very selfish, I want you to come back. I know that I shouldn't think like this, I should hope that your future is bright and your career is smooth, but that's what I really think in my heart, I don't want to lie to you …”
”Yue Er, after knowing you for so long, I never asked you about your past, and you didn't tell me that it's not that I don't care about you, but I often think about your depressed eyes in the middle of the night. You said that you have an intuition towards many things, and I also have an intuition, and that your eyes tell me about your vicissitudes and hardships, as well as the sadness and pain hidden in your heart. You know, Yue'er, your beautiful eyes are filled with melancholy and sorrow. It makes me heartbroken and sad all the time … I never thought of myself as a sentimental person, but ever since I met you, I don't know why I have such violent emotions. How can my emotions be so rich … ”
At this point, I looked at the picture frame Yue'er's faint eyes were still depressed and indifferent, a kind of hidden pain and heartache spontaneously arose.
I didn't want to know about her past, and I didn't want to ask about her past either. But, I could clearly feel that from those eyes, Yue Er must have an unforgettable past.
”Sis, you gave me a life that I've never experienced before, a warm motherhood that I've never experienced before, and the freshest taste of life. You are the sunshine and hope in my heart, the messenger who guides me on a new page in my life, I have never felt so much attachment and attachment to a woman. You have become an inseparable part of my soul and body, how I wish for our souls to enter the same body …”
Deep into the night, the noisy city quieted down. The surroundings were completely silent. Occasionally, the sound of a train whistle could be heard from afar … I didn't feel tired at all. My mind was filled with deep-seated yearning and intimacy towards Liu Yue as I continuously wrote.
With a faint feeling of longing and sorrow, I drifted off to sleep.
In the middle of the night, I was awakened by a sharp knock on the door.
Who would knock on the door in the middle of the night? I got up and turned on the light. I opened the door and saw a middle-aged man, tall and straight, with bright eyes and a handsome face. He looked very smart.
”Who are you looking for?” I was woken up in the middle of the night, not in a good mood, and at the same time, confident that my body was strong, I felt no fear of the visitor.
The other person was obviously very surprised. He looked up at the door plate and then looked at me. ”You …” ”Who are you?”
”Who do you care? Let me ask you, who are you looking for? ”Who are you?” I was even more upset.
”I'm looking for Liu Yue,” the other party stared straight at me and said, ”I'm Liu Yue's child's father … Where's Liu Yue? ”
When I heard that, my head exploded and I was stunned. I immediately understood the man's identity. What turn? Wasn't the father of Liu Yue's child Liu Yue's husband?
Liu Yue's husband is here!
Damn it, this man is actually Liu Yue's husband!
I was surprised at that moment, and a flash of panic passed through me.
However, as soon as I quickly figured out who this man was, I immediately made a different conclusion: this bastard was Liu Yue's ex-husband. Firstly, Liu Yue said that she was the only person in the house, and Liu Yue gave me the key to his own house. Secondly, this dog shit said that she was Liu Yue's child's father, and didn't say that she was Liu Yue's man.
I looked at the man who was staring straight at me with eyes full of jealousy, but he, although he was looking for Liu Yue, didn't seem to have the intention of entering. This confirmed my judgment.