C2 (1/2)

That weekend, I didn't go to Jianghai University to look for Qing Er who stayed in school for work. I said that I was busy with work and didn't have time.

This was the first time in a long time that we didn't spend a weekend together. Before this, every weekend I would go out to take a walk or play badminton with Qing Er.

I don't know what will change me after a night of wine? I don't know what happened to me. I lay down in my dorm room for two days, but I didn't sleep well.

I suddenly felt that I was uncontrollably falling in love with Liu Yue, this charming young woman who was 12 chapters older than me, this charming young woman who had brought me into the Origin of Life, this mature young woman who had enchanted me with her warmth and gentleness.

The relationship I had with Qing Er for a long time actually made me feel very faint after a night of tender affection between me and Liu Yue. I felt that it was like drinking water for a long time.

I had never experienced this kind of sex and love, this sudden outpouring of sex, and I didn't know if the feeling that came with it was love or not, but the feeling in my heart was especially strong, as if I had never felt it before!

I think this is love, although it came so suddenly and absurdly!

However, I felt that I was extremely preposterous. Liu Yue is a married woman, even I don't know what her husband does.

I lay in bed, happy and worried, excited and miserable, and I didn't know why I was like this. I felt like a man with a lot of self-control, and I had a strong will and a strong conviction, but why had I fallen apart in front of this woman?

I knew that all of this was very impossible, too unrealistic, but I was unable to convince myself that Liu Yue's figure had lingered in my mind for an entire two days, which I couldn't get rid of.

If this is love, then what is it between me and Qing Er?

I'm confused, I'm in pain, I feel like I'm going crazy!

When I went to work on Monday, I didn't dare look into Liu Yue's eyes. It was as if I had done something wicked and shameful, but I really wanted to be with her.

After all, I just came to work for 4 days, I don't know my boss, and as for Liu Yue, her understanding of me, is also limited to limited records and access to these 4 days.

The gaze Liu Yue looked at me with was still calm and indifferent, calm and graceful, as though nothing had happened between the two of us.

After finishing the department room meeting and arranging for a week's work, Liu Yue said to her colleagues in front of me: ”Jiang Feng, come with me to Nanjiang County for a business trip today. I got a car, the driver of the office will be waiting for us downstairs.”

Being able to work with Liu Yue is my greatest desire. As long as I can be together with her, I can go anywhere!

20 minutes later, Liu Yue and I sat in the car to the Nanjiang County.

I sat in the front passenger seat and Liu Yue sat in the back.

I leaned on the back seat and looked at Liu Yue in the mirror. I saw Liu Yue's fair and handsome face and my heart was pounding!

I suddenly felt that I was very, very small and insignificant in front of Liu Yue.

I sat in the front row, thinking.

”Director Liu, how many days are we going to interview there?” The pilot Xiao Wang asked Liu Yue.

”3 Zhang Tian,” Liu Yue replied succinctly, then asked me: ”Jiang Feng, your home is Nanjiang River, right?”

”Yes,” I hurriedly replied. Liu Yue could clearly remember where my home was: ”My home is in the Nanjiang River's countryside, in the mountain valleys.”

”Mm …” Liu Yue promised and didn't speak again.

Xiao Wang turned on the music in the car, and Wang Jie's sad and old singing filled the car: ”This is just a game, a dream … …”

In the three chapters from the Nanjiang River, I had learned a lot of skills from Liu Yue. From selecting topics to drawing up an interview outline, from how to cut in to asking questions to guiding the interviewees to answer questions.

I study very quickly. On the second day, I will be able to interview an entrepreneur on my own. Liu Yue sat beside me and listened without interrupting. After the interview, Liu Yue said to me, ”Your perception is very strong, and you accept new things very quickly.

I was very happy, because Liu Yue was praising me. The eyes I looked at Liu Yue with were even shining, and I was still reminiscing about that night from time to time. But Liu Yue didn't look into my eyes.

I really want to find a chance to be alone with Liu Yue, but I hate it. That driver, Xiao Wang, will always follow me around like a shadow, even staying in the same room as me at night.

I feel like there's something on Liu Yue's body that makes me enchant, and this kind of thing is something that Qing Er doesn't have. I, however, don't really understand what it is.

On the business trip with Liu Yue, I was filled with an inexplicable sense of happiness, helplessness and excitement, and from time to time, some nervousness.

The reason why I felt apprehensive was because in my heart, I kept thinking of Qing Er. At the same time I had a girlfriend, I also thought of a young woman who was twelve chapters older than me, which made me feel somewhat ashamed and uneasy. I tried a few times to make myself forget about that night, but it was not only futile, but instead became even clearer.

I don't know why I fell for this woman without being able to save myself. I don't know if this woman liked me, so I used every opportunity to observe Liu Yue's actions and words towards me, trying to get some sort of signal. But, I couldn't tell anything from Liu Yue's actions.