Part 4 (1/2)
”I--thought I recognized them.” For an instant he was tempted to add an item of information concerning himself, but he beat down the impulse.
”If you want money, you can raise something on this without selling it,”
he went on. ”It would be a pity to part with an heirloom.”
”I didn't know I could do that,” said the girl. ”Of course it would be better. I'm going to London to find somebody--my mother,” she continued, in a different tone. ”When I get to her, she'll give me money, of course, and I can pay you back, if you'll lend me enough now to buy my ticket--and perhaps a little, a very little, more, because I mayn't find her at once. I may have to go on somewhere else after London, though I hope not. _Will_ you lend me some money and keep the brooch till I pay?”
”I might be prepared to do that,” said the man slowly. ”But you surely don't mean to start off for London alone, in the night.”
”Why not?” she argued. ”There's no danger in railway trains, is there?
I've never been in one yet, but I've read lots about them in books, and I think I shall love travelling.”
”You've never been in a train!”
”No, because I was born at Grandma's house, and she never travels anywhere, and I've always lived with her. If my father hadn't died, and my mother hadn't--hadn't been obliged to go away when I was a baby, probably I should have been just like other girls. But now I suppose I must be very different, and seem stupid and queer. Every one stared as if I were a wild animal when I was asking my way to the railway station.
But you will lend me the money, won't you, if you think the brooch is worth it, because one of the porters told me there'd be a train for London soon?”
”When people are making up their minds to lend money to strangers, they always put a number of questions first,” answered the man gravely, ”so I must ask you to excuse me if I catechize you a little before I engage myself to do anything. Do you expect any one to meet you in London, Miss MacDonald?”
”Dear me, no!” and she could not help laughing to hear herself called ”Miss MacDonald,” a dignity never bestowed on her before. ”I don't know any one in London--unless my mother's there.”
”Oh, indeed! But London's quite a big place, bigger a good deal than Carlisle, you know, so you may have some difficulty in finding your mother if you aren't sure of the address.”
”She hasn't an address--I mean, I don't know it. But she's an actress on the stage. I think she must be so beautiful and splendid that almost every one will have heard of her, so all I will have to say is, 'Please tell me whether Mrs. MacDonald the actress is in London?'”
”Not Mrs. Ballantree MacDonald!” This time he did look surprised.
”Ballantree was her name before she was married,” the girl admitted.
”And her Christian name's Barbara. Do you know her?”
”I do, slightly,” replied the man. ”But I had no idea that she----” He broke off abruptly, looking more closely than ever at the vivid face under the knitted tam.
”I suppose, if you don't know her very well, she never spoke to you about having a daughter?” Barrie asked.
”No, she never spoke of it. But look here, Miss MacDonald, as I happen to be an acquaintance--I daren't call myself a friend--of your mother's, you'd better let me advise you a little, without thinking that I'm taking a liberty. From what you say, I have the idea that you've not had time to write Mrs. Bal--I mean, Mrs. Ballantree MacDonald that you're coming to pay her a visit.”
”No, I only made up my mind to-day,” said Barrie carefully. ”Grandma and she aren't good friends, so my mother and I--don't write to each other.
Grandma doesn't like the stage, and as you know mother, I don't mind telling you she's been perfectly horrid--Grandma, I mean. She let me believe that mother was dead--just because she's an actress, which I think must be splendid. That's why I'm running away, and wild horses couldn't drag me back.”
”I see. Mrs. Ballantree MacDonald will be taken by surprise when you turn up.”
”Yes. It will be like things I've dreamed about and invented to make into story-books--really interesting story-books such as Grandma wouldn't let me read, for she approves only of Hannah More. Won't mother be delighted?”
”Just at first her surprise may overcome her natural joy,” said the man.
”And here is where my advice comes in. It's this: Let the news be broken to your mother before you try to see her. That would be the wisest thing. Besides, she mayn't be in London now--probably isn't. It's past the season there; and Mrs. Ballantree MacDonald is one of those beautiful and successful people, you know, who are generally found at places in the most fas.h.i.+onable time of the year. If she's acting, it will be easy to find out where she is from one of the stage papers. She could be written to, and----”
”No, I _want_ to surprise her!” Barrie persisted. ”I want first to see her, for I know she must be a darling and perfectly lovely; and then I want to say, 'Mother, here's your daughter Barribel, that you named yourself, come to love you and live with you always.'”
”Er--yes. It sounds charming,” replied the man, gazing at a large advertis.e.m.e.nt of a new food with quite an odd look in his eyes. ”If your heart's set on that scene I've no right to try and dissuade you; but anyhow, the thing to do is to find out where she is before you start, for you might get to London only to have to turn round and come back. In August she's more likely to be in Scotland than in London.”