Chapter 25 (1/2)

I was flabbergasted after speaking It wasn't because of the person that appeared before me Was this really my voice?

It sounded grotesque and felt likeinside my throat

But my counterpart was even more alarmed at ?)

”You were awake?”

After considering how to reply, I ended up finding nothing to say It didn't help that I didn't want to hear irl approached my bedside

It seems there was a chair by the bedside I could tell she was trying to sit on so

”How… … do you feel?

How do I feel?

While trying to figure out hts

”Uhk… …”

My chin suddenly lifted towards the air as I let out a strange sound, causing Ryujia to be surprised Not having the strength to raiseback down onto the bed I couldn't breathe Ryujia arose fro my head

”Fabian, Fabian, it's okay, it's okay”

”What… is okay?”

All of a sudden, thosematerialized in my head

Ryujia had once toldas a e and die?

I shook my head

Then how do you want to change your life exactly?

Slanting ” and asked her for an explanation She frowned as her forehead wrinkled, and was briefly in thought before opening her mouth

”What it , and it can also be a bad thing Also, the things you love could actually be a bad thing, and the things you hate could in reality be a good thing as well What changing reallyto change, you need courage, danger, and yourself”

Unable to understand what she said, I got frustrated and asked her to ood, I told her that I would think about it before deciding

But, ed What I want, what I didn't want I couldn't decide on anything

Soe in me

”Uhkk… …”

If there was one thing I didn't want to re,

It would be discovering mother,

Her chest pierced in the center

A large hole like an abyss

The cold, frozen blood that had encircled her

My chest began to heave up and down So an to tre unexpectedly

She climbed onto the bed with her bent knees, and laid down beside me just like that

Then, with her body, she persistently grabbed ontobody

I could feel her arms wrapped around me

Her scent that had entered my nose in a split second Her hair had scattered onto my face and pillow Compared to before when her hair was fir

Warm

Soon, I became quiet

My head started to circle around

My convulsions soon settled down Decreasing bit by bit, I gradually became still

And the body that wasn't mine, that hardened body, step by step, slowly returned back to me