Part 30 (1/2)

Chayne leaned forward, and sitting side by side with Sylvia, gazed down upon it with rapture. Oh, wonderful house where Sylvia was born! How much the world owed to it!

”It was there!” he said with awe.

”Yes,” replied Sylvia. She was not without a proper opinion of herself, and it seemed rather a wonderful house to her, too.

”Perhaps on some such night as this,” he said, and at once took the words back. ”No! You were born on a sunny morning of July and the blackbirds on the branches told the good news to the blackbirds on the lawn, and the stream took up the message and rippled it out to the s.h.i.+ps upon the sea.

There were no wrecks that day.”

Sylvia turned to him, her face made tender by a smile, her dark eyes kind and bright.

”Hilary!” she whispered. ”Oh, Hilary!”

”Sylvia!” he replied, mimicking her tone. And Sylvia laughed with the clear melodious note of happiness. All her old life was whirled away upon those notes of laughter. She leaned to her lover with a sigh of contentment, her hair softly touching his cheek; her eyes once more dropped to the still garden and the dark square house at the down's foot.

”There you asked me to marry you, to go away with you,” she said, and she caught his hand and held it close against her breast.

”Yes, there I first asked you,” he said, and some distress, forgotten in these first perfect moments, suddenly found voice. ”Sylvia, why didn't you come with me then? Oh, my dear, if you only had!”

But Sylvia's happiness was as yet too fresh, too loud at her throbbing heart for her to mark the jarring note.

”I did not want to then,” she replied lightly, and then tightening her clasp upon his hand. ”But now I do. Oh, Hilary, I do!”

”If only you had wanted then!”

Though he spoke low, the anguish of his voice was past mistaking. Sylvia looked at him quickly and most anxiously; and as quickly she looked away.

”Oh, no,” she whispered hurriedly.

Her happiness could not be so short-lived a thing. Her heart stood still at the thought. It could not be that she had set foot actually within the dreamland, to be forthwith cast out again. She thought of the last week, its aching lonely hours. She needed her lover at her side, longed for him with a great yearning, and would not let him go.

”I'll not listen, Hilary,” she said stubbornly. ”I will not hear! No”; and Chayne drew her close to his side.

”There is bad news, Sylvia.”

The outcry died away upon her lips. The words crushed the rebellion in her heart, they were so familiar. It seemed to her that all her life bad news had been brought to her by every messenger. She s.h.i.+vered and was silent, looking straight out across the moonlit sea. Then in a small trembling voice, like a child's, she pleaded, still holding her face averted:

”Don't go away from me, Hilary! Oh, please! Don't go away from me now!”

Her voice, her words, went to Chayne's heart. He knew that pride and a certain reticence were her natural qualities. That she should throw aside the one, break through the other, proved to him indeed how very much she cared, how very much she needed him.

”Sylvia,” he cried, ”it will only be for a little while”; and again silence followed upon his words.

Since bad news was to be imparted, strength was needed to bear it; and habit had long since taught Sylvia that silence was the best nurse of strength. She did not turn her face toward her lover; but she drooped her head and clenched her hands tightly together upon her knees, nerving herself for the blow. The movement, slight though it was, stirred Chayne to pity and hurt him with an intolerable pain. It betrayed so unmistakably the long habit of suffering. She sat silent, motionless, with the dumb patience of a wounded animal.

”Oh, Sylvia, why did you not come with me on that first day?” he cried.

”Tell me your bad news, dear,” she replied, gently.

”I cannot help it,” he began in broken tones. ”Sylvia, you will see that there is no escape, that I must go. An appointment was offered to me--by the War Office. It was offered to me, pressed on me, the day after I last came here, the day after we were together in the library. I did not know what to do. I did not accept it. But it seemed to me that each time I came to see you we became more and more estranged. I was given two days to make up my mind, and within the two days, my dear, your letter came, telling me you did not wish to see me any more.”