Chapter 3 (1/2)

The Imperial Physician’s Tragic History

I vaguely come to realize that Liu Xi does not like Yan Xiao Wu. I secretly ask Yan Xiao Wu, whether he bullied Liu Xi in secret before. Otherwise, why he seems not to like him.

Yan Xiao Wu and I squat under a big tree and think about this for the whole afternoon. In the end, Yan Xiao Wu unilaterally comes to a conclusion: Liu Xi is jealous of Yan Xiao Wu’s strong body, buoyant health and manliness.

I smack Yan Xiao Wu with my Buddha’s Palm (a fictional wuxia martial arts based on a very old HK film that, in the story, was the most powerful). What is there to be jealous of, his sweat odor and smelly feet! Anyway the bitter medicine smell on Liu Xi’s body also does not really smell good, but at least I am more used to it.

At different point in time, Yan Xiao Wu suggests all kinds of improbable speculations: “Could it be that he likes you, so he is jealous of you getting close to me?”

I say earnestly: “Firstly, I am not close to you at all. Secondly, it is unlikely for him to like me.”

Yes ah, if he likes me, why does he treat me so coldly after he became the emperor, especially after my grandfather pa.s.sed away? If he likes me, why would he have two to three concubines? If he likes me, how can imperial concubine Hua be pregnant?

If this also can be called liking me, then I definitely do not care for such cheap affection.

Thus Liu Xi’s feelings for Yan Xiao Wu could be cla.s.sified as, in their previous lives, there were hatreds and enmities, so in this life, it’s a s.a.d.i.s.tic type of love to express those feelings.

On my second day in Lin Shui Palace, a few of Liu Xi’s other imperial concubines grouped together to see me for psychological therapy. The intention of the drunkard lies not on the wine (an idiom meaning to have ulterior motives). When they hear from me that mother and baby are very healthy and well, they invariably show a happy as well as a disappointed expression.

All these imperial concubines were anointed in these two years after Liu Xi ascended the throne. Liu Xi is a model emperor, but he also does not neglect the beloved concubines in his harem. From time to time, he will still copulate with a concubine once, to let them have a sense of presence. Liu Xi is a young emperor, after all is truly outstanding, like the orchids or trees of jade, carrying a gentle and refined bearing, and with a smile like the spring wind, warm and comforting. He is also the most distinguished man in this world. These women have seen him and possessed him. Thereafter they cannot leave him anymore.

Who says yearning is not an illness? There is no medicine to heal this kind of illness. Have to depend on a woman and a friend like me to talk them round. When I put on my imperial hospital uniform, they do not consider me as a woman so I am not a threat to them. They also do not consider me as a man, so there is no barrier between us. They probably take me as an androgynous eunuch.

“Imperial concubine Hua is really blessed to win the favor of His Majesty. In addition, she is pregnant with the dragon baby. Moreover her elder brother has been victorious in battle, completely destroyed the enemy’s last one hundred thousand soldiers and horses and ended the threat from Western Liang. It looks like the empress will be none other than imperial concubine Hua.” It is not known how sincere the person saying this is, but there is definitely a hint of jealousy.

I have always been uninterested in the matter of the imperial court and also do not care. Hence when I am listening to them, I only say a few perfunctory words. Suddenly I recall Liu Xi’s change on that day I entered the palace. He still looked gloomy in the afternoon, but was beaming with happiness at night, presumably because the news of the victory have arrived.

Sitting for only a short while outside, another person comes from Xi Hua Court to summon her. The imperial concubines say vaguely: “Imperial concubine Hua’s body is weak so imperial physician Song had better go quickly. If something happened, we cannot bear the responsibility.”

I also cannot bear the responsibility …… speaking of which, I am kind of worried. I am afraid that Liu Xi’s illness will be hereditary. If Liu Xi’s child also gets that kind of illness and my grandfather had pa.s.sed away, I really do not know what to do.

Liu Xi’s child …… he will be having his own child ……

My mood is rather complex when I look at imperial concubine Hua’s bulging belly. Only a little arc, but a little live is growing in there. After growing up, will it be another Liu Xi?

“I heard someone asked imperial physician Song to go over just a moment ago?” Since Liu Xi is not around, imperial concubine Hua behaves differently. Being a person of n.o.ble birth, such woman is either arrogant or weak. It is obvious imperial concubine Hua will only appear weak in front of Liu Xi.

I reply with a smile: “Those imperial concubines are not feeling well and are used to seeing your humble servant me. Thus your humble servant had no choice but to go and have a look.”

“Oh, it is very likely their hearts are feeling unwell.” Imperial concubine Hua sneers, “What did they say?”

I reply: “Everyone said imperial concubine Hua is blessed. Also, great general is victorious in battle again, so the emperor is very happy.”

Speaking of the great general, imperial concubine Hua has a smile on her face. It is apparent that she is proud of this elder brother. “Of course my family is different from them, all small officials ……” Her words are a bit too much. In any case, they are all from at least level three official family ……

“Imperial physician Song.” Imperial concubine Hua changes the topic. Her beautiful eyes turn to me, a sharpness contained in them, “Imperial physician Song’s medical skill is superb. His Majesty regards you with special respect. I also place heavy reliance on you. It is very difficult and dangerous to stay pregnant for nine to ten months. You can’t guard against attack by hidden enemies in this palace. Therefore I am relying on imperial physician Song ……”

“Imperial concubine Hua’s words are too strong. This is your humble servant’s duty, so I dare not be even a little slack.”

Imperial concubine Hua smiles faintly and says: “Imperial physician Song, don’t be nervous. You are an honest person, but an honest person will have a tough time in this palace. As long as you treat me sincerely, I’ll let you live very comfortably.”

“Thank, thank you imperial concubine……”I lament in my heart. Is she trying to convince me to join her side? …… So I am also worthy to be won over, really flattering ……

We are in the middle of our conversation when Fu Chun comes and asks to see imperial concubine Hua. Her complexion changes and she adjusts her facial expression before letting Fu Chun comes in.

I see with my own eyes the whole process of face changing and is very shocked until I did not hear Fu Chun talking to me.

“What, His Majesty has fallen ill?” Suddenly imperial concubine Hua’s voice becomes sharp. I frown and finally start to react.

Fu Chun looks worried and says: “Yes, after the fighting at the border is quelled, His Majesty should be happy. But His Majesty is even more busy, having to reward the soldiers, treaty negotiation and meeting with the envoys. Hence, he got sick. His Majesty sent me here to summon imperial physician Song.”

I stare blankly at him. Frankly speaking, I do not really believe his explanations.

On the other hand, imperial concubine Hua believes firmly without any doubt, quickly stands up and says: “I am going to change my clothes and go to visit His Majesty immediately.”

“Don’t!” Fu Chun stops her at once and says with a pained face, “Imperial concubine, please don’t make things difficult for me. Although His Majesty is sick, it is not that serious. Therefore His Majesty specifically tells you not to go and visit him. His Majesty is worried that the imperial concubine who is pregnant will catch the illness. The dragon baby is very important. Even if the imperial concubine does not think for herself, she must also think for the sake of the dragon baby in the belly!”

Such words poke imperial concubine Hua’s sore spot. Of course, she is more worried about the dragon baby now. It is no secret that Liu Xi was a sickly child. Although he seems a bit better in the last two years, who knows whether the illness will recur. Imperial concubine Hua hesitates for a while, then readily follows the good advice. “Then have to trouble eunuch Fu Chun to send my best wishes.”

Fu Chun heaves a sigh of relief and quickly says: “Certainly.” He turns his head to look at me, “Imperial physician Song, let’s quickly go.”

Imperial concubine Hua also hurries me. I have no choice but to go on my way skeptically.

Actually, I can confirm Liu Xi really worked very hard for the past few days because I can see from my residence the lights in his palace were brightly lit all night. Although the lights in the imperial bedchamber are not put out, it is obvious that he is not sleeping in such bright lights.

I follow Fu Chun. When we reach the bedchamber, the head of the imperial hospital, imperial physician s.h.i.+ is coming out from the inner chamber. I freeze for a moment when I see him. On the contrary, he is not surprised when he sees me. Fu Chun says to imperial physician s.h.i.+: “Imperial physician s.h.i.+, thank you for coming. How is His Majesty?”

Imperial physician s.h.i.+ says: “Fell ill from constant overwork, suffering from internalized stresses that have had no outlet. It can be said this illness is not serious. The crucial point is to let His Majesty relaxes, not to work too hard. As for whether there is other reason, have to depend on imperial physician Song to examine again.” While saying that, he makes a polite bow to me.

Because my grandfather had treated Liu Xi for more than a decade-long, other people think I am very familiar with Liu Xi’s body condition and my medical skill is so superb until second to none. They have never doubted my medical skill. I feel very guilty and also bow continuously to imperial physician s.h.i.+.

I can understand what imperial physician s.h.i.+ said. Although grandfather called him a quack doctor, he is the number one person in the imperial hospital. Thus his diagnosis should not be wrong ……

Overworked, Liu Xi is really too much! Will anyone give him an award for being a model emperor? I enter the bedchamber with a chaotic mind. By now, it is the hour of the day when lamps are required to be lit. A great majority of the lamps had already been lit and the attendants of the palace are preparing the medicinal cuisine. Liu Xi is lying in bed. He furrows his eyebrows, waves his hand and says: “Leave, I want to rest.”

I also want to follow them to go out but he says: “Imperial physician Song, come and feel my pulse.”

I move to his side, lean forward and sit down. At this moment, there is no one else in the bedchamber, so I mumble in a low voice: “I really don’t know how to examine ……”

Liu Xi’s eyes are closed. He seems very tired. After hearing my words, his eyelashes flicker, the corners of his mouth are turned upwards and his voice sounds hoa.r.s.e: “I told you to feel the pulse so do as I said.”

I really do not know why he is so persistent …… but he is the emperor, so I can only obey. I put three fingers on his hand and look at his face.

He looks pale and haggard. His eyes are slightly swollen. His lips have lost its color and cracked. I could not help but ask: “Do you want to drink water?”

His eyelashes flutter again. Then he gently nods his head. “Okay.”

I turn around and pour a cup of water. When I turn back my head, he has already opened his eyes and is looking at me. He says, “Help me to get up.”

I help him to sit up and also take a pillow as a cus.h.i.+on for his back. Then I hand him the cup of water.

He does not take it but quietly looks at the cup for a short period of time. After that, he raises his head to look at me.