29 Lessons learned the hard way. (2/2)

How should I even try to find them again, I have no clue where the hell I am, it is not like I can just call them by name like dogs. And even if they come to me by recognizing my smell, it can not have an effective range of several kilometres. Especially if we have been moving in opposite directions.

I ordered any buy inside of me to come out again and again but not a single bug came. I kept on repeating the order, I did not want to admit that there was not a single bug left inside of my body. After nearly losing my sanity, a single bug came out of my mouth and began to crawl onto my left hand. It was silver and nearly twice the size of a normal bug. It looked at me with curiosity as if it is demanding to know why I was in such a panic.

Pointing at the rock I ordered it to start digging. It just stared at me with big eyes questioning whether I seriously just demanded such a dumb thing. After making sure I was really not joking, it did not hesitate and turned around to walk back into my mouth, like nothing ever happened.

I was left baffled, till now there was not a single bug who blatantly refused my order and was intelligent enough to understand me without any problem. Besides this is the first time I have seen a bug as big as that. So this means that most likely this is the queen that nested inside my body. But they are supposed to be my subordinates. After the newborn hope was crushed in its infancy, I began to think about all the options I currently have and had to realize, that there was nothing I could do besides staying here training and hoping for my bugs to return to me.

While I was training, I began to furiously berate myself for being such a dunce and why the hell I had such a severe case of idiocy and about the queens refusal to dig in the boulder, All I need to secure my survival, is a strong silk and 2 heavy rocks I can lift, It is not like I asked for world peace. I am her host and my survival should be the highest priority. But no, that's beneath my dear queen. How does her subject even dare to bring up such a task?

As if the queen noticed being berated she reappeared at once standing on my hand looking furiously into my eyes. It was like she was ordering me to stop sulling her name, otherwise, I would have to suffer the consequences. But It is just a little bug, why should I be considerate of her, I killed a wolf even without the help of the bugs.

My first misconception was to overestimate my fighting capabilities after winning the fight against the wolf.

The second misconception was to severely underestimate the anger of a prideful queen that got insulted.

Just as I was about to speak another word, the queen began to sting into my body without any kind of warning and a muscle relaxant began to spread in my whole body. I did not expect her to start with such a serious attack, without waiting for the results to settle in the queen began to bite me all over the body to further spread the venom. The queen was looking at me with a gloating gaze. Waiting for the anger to appear in my eyes. But the queen would end up waiting for a long time because her enemy fell asleep.

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How does her host dare to sully her name, does he not know how high of an honour it is to carry her and her colony around and yet he even was dreaming of her being his subordinate. Yet I could nott rejoice, as he was about to realize his dependence on us, he just fell asleep. This is so infuriating.

I hate to agree with him, but I am not yet strong enough myself to ensure my and his survival. Seems like I have to ask my newborn children to dig 2 suitable heavy rocks for him. With all the silk that was needed for building such a stupid weapon, she felt that she can say goodbye to any energy she had saved.

So my dear children started digging and find my food. I am in dire need of energy if I want to make this moron's dream a reality.

That marked the start of a project that would end up creating avery messy situation and create lots and lots of unwanted attention.