Part 24 (1/2)

He concentrated--read a few feet of top-secret braided wire--and came back to consciousness in the sickbay of the _Perseus_, with two doctors working on him; Hastings, the top Navy medico, and Flandres, the surgeon.

”What the h.e.l.l happened to you?” Flandres demanded. ”Were you trying to kill yourself?”

”And if so, how?” Hastings wanted to know.

”No, I was trying not to,” Hilton said, weakly, ”and I guess I didn't much more than succeed.”

”That was just about the closest shave I ever saw a man come through.

Whatever it was, don't do it again.”

”I won't,” he promised, feelingly.

When they let him out of the hospital, four days later, he called in Larry and Tuly.

”The next time would be the last time. So there won't be any,” he told them. ”But just how sure are you that some other of our boys or girls may not have just enough of whatever it takes to do the job? Enough oompa, but not too much?”

”Since we, too, are on strange ground the probability is vanis.h.i.+ngly small. We have been making inquiries, however, and scanning. You were selected from all the minds of Terra as the one having the widest vision, the greatest scope, the most comprehensive grasp. The ablest at synthesis and correlation and so on.”

”That's printing it in big letters, but that was more or less what they were after.”

”Hence the probability approaches unity that any more such ignorant meddling as this obnoxious Tuly did well result almost certainly in failure and death. Therefore we can not and will not meddle again.”

”You've got a point there.... So what I am is some kind of a freak.

Maybe a kind of super-Master and maybe something altogether different.

Maybe duplicable in a less lethal fas.h.i.+on, and maybe not. Veree helpful--I don't think. But I don't want to kill anybody, either ...

especially if it wouldn't do any good. But we've got to do _something_!”

Hilton scowled in thought for minutes. ”But an Oman brain could take it.

As you told us, Tuly, 'The brain of the Larry is very, very tough.'”

”In a way, sir. Except that the Masters were very careful to make it physically impossible for any Oman to go very far along that line. It was only their oversight of my one imperfect brain that enabled me, alone of us all, to do that wrong.”

”Stop thinking it was wrong, Tuly. I'm mighty glad you did. But I wasn't thinking of any regular Oman brain....” Hilton's voice petered out.

”I see, sir. Yes, we can, by using your brain as Guide, reproduce it in an Oman body. You would then have the powers and most of the qualities of both ...”

”No, you don't see, because I've got my screen on. Which I will now take off--” he suited action to word--”since the whole planet's screened and I have nothing to hide from you. Teddy Blake and I both thought of that, but we'll consider it only as the ultimately last resort. We don't want to live a million years. And we want our race to keep on developing. But you folks can replace carbon-based molecules with silicon-based ones just as easily as, and a h.e.l.l of a lot faster than, mineral water petrifies wood. What can you do along the line of rebuilding me that way? And if you can do any such conversion, what would happen? Would I live at all? And if so, how long? How would I live? What would I live on? All that kind of stuff.”

”Shortly before they left, two of the Masters did some work on that very thing. Tuly and I converted them, sir.”

”Fine--or is it? How did it work out?”

”Perfectly, sir ... except that they destroyed themselves. It was thought that they wearied of existence.”

”I don't wonder. Well, if it comes to that, I can do the same. You _can_ convert me, then.”