Part 29 (1/2)
She soon met him, but he was alone.
”Dolores? where is Dolores?” she cried.
”I have not seen her,” replied Philip, surprised at the question, and alarmed by Antoinette's manner.
”My G.o.d!” the girl whispered, turning suddenly pale; then, overcome with an inexplicable terror, she stood silent and motionless.
”What has happened?” cried Philip. ”You frighten me.”
”A terrible misfortune, I fear,” she gasped.
She tottered and would have fallen had not Philip supported her; but she finally recovered her composure sufficiently to explain the cause of her alarm. The presentiment which had a.s.sailed the girl also a.s.sailed him.
Together, they began a frantic search for their missing friend, exploring every nook and corner of that portion of the prison in which they were allowed to circulate, and questioning their acquaintances, who either through compa.s.sion or through ignorance gave them no information concerning Dolores. Suddenly, at a turn in the corridor, they encountered Aubry.
”What! do you not know?” he asked, stupefied with amazement.
”Know what?” cried Philip, impetuously.
”That Citoyenne Dolores was ordered to appear before the Tribunal at ten o'clock this morning.”
Two cries rang out on the still air: a cry of rage from Philip, a cry of anguish from Antoinette; then, with tears and exclamations of despair they entreated Aubry to explain. All he could tell them was that Dolores had informed him the evening before that she had been summoned before the Tribunal; that she had requested him to inform Coursegol of the fact; that she had left her cell, that morning, at nine o'clock, calm and beautiful; that she had held a long conversation with Coursegol, who was waiting for her below, after which she had left the prison to go to the Tribunal in company with several others.
This intelligence plunged Philip and Antoinette into a state of indescribable despair. Unable to utter a word, they looked at each other in wild but speechless terror; and yet, in the anguish that wrung their hearts, their thoughts followed the same course. Both were asking themselves why Dolores had concealed the truth from them; why she had not allowed them to die with her. It would have been so sweet to depart together from a world from which all light seemed to have fled! Who would have been cruel enough to refuse them the happiness of ascending the scaffold together?
”She feared to cause us pain,” said Philip, at last. ”She departed alone, not realizing that by doing so she caused us greater anguish than she would have done had she told us the frightful truth.”
As he said this, Aubry, who had left them a moment before, returned.
”The prisoners have come back. Citoyenne Dolores is with them in the Hall of the Condemned. She wishes to see you.”
”In the Hall of the Condemned!” repeated Antoinette.
That terrible word rang in their ears like the thud of the executioner's axe. With hearts torn with anguish and despair, they wended their way to the grim hall below. When they entered it, they found the doomed prisoners scattered about the room, striving to conquer their emotion, and to summon up all their strength for the terrible ordeal from which they were separated by only three short hours. Those who, like Dolores, had relatives or friends in the prison, had sent for them; but those who could count on no loving farewell, sat silent and mournful, casting glances of envy upon their more fortunate companions. Some asked and obtained permission to go to their cells in order to write a last letter to their friends, or give directions concerning the few articles that remained at their disposal. Some had ordered choice viands and rare wines, not wis.h.i.+ng to die before they had again enjoyed the pleasures of the table, in default of something better; while coming and going in the midst of them, were the clerks of the Tribunal, the executioner's a.s.sistants and the turnkeys of the prison, who hung about, hoping the condemned would bestow some gratuity upon them before leaving the prison. Dolores had seated herself upon a bench that stood against the wall. The pa.s.sion of weeping to which she had yielded after Coursegol's heroic deed, had calmed her. He was standing by her side, looking down upon her with a in which there was neither bitterness nor Nothing could be more peaceful than the delicate features of the young girl and the energetic face that bent over her, though traces of the tears which had been wrung from them in a moment of despair were still visible.
Antoinette, followed by Philip, rushed toward Dolores, threw herself at her feet, and, resting her head on the lap of her friend, sobbed unrestrainedly.
”Antoinette, do not, I entreat you, deprive me of courage at a moment when I stand so greatly in need of it,” said Dolores.
”How cruel in you not to have told us!” cried Antoinette.
”I wished to save you pain. We must be resigned and submit to the fate that awaits us; and we must not allow emotion to deprive us of the strength to die bravely and courageously.”
As she spoke, Dolores compelled Antoinette to rise and take a seat beside her; then she talked to her gently, but firmly. Their roles seemed to be changed; she who was about to die, consoled her whose life was spared. While this conversation was going on between Antoinette and Dolores, Philip, terribly pale, questioned Coursegol and learned from him what had taken place. He envied this devoted servant who was about to die with Dolores. He vainly strove to discover some means by which he could draw down upon his own head the wrath of the accusateur, Fouquier-Tinville, and be sent at once to the scaffold. Coursegol told his story simply and modestly. Rendered desperate by the condemnation of Dolores, he resolved to share her fate, feeling no desire to survive the loss of one so dear to him.
”How greatly preferable your destiny is to mine!” cried Philip, bitterly. ”Would I could die in your place.”
Dolores heard these words, and leaving Antoinette, she approached Philip and said:
”Do not speak thus, Philip. To-day, G.o.d declares His will to you.
Unintentionally, I was an obstacle to the fulfilment of the vows you had made. G.o.d recalls me to Him. You long to die with me, you say. You must not die, you must live, for your life belongs to one who has put her trust in you. Your life belongs to her, and your name; and no one is more worthy than Antoinette to bear your name.”